At my job whenever I got bored I put this specific image of Kanata holding a fish on all the phones and my coworkers went on a mission to figure out who did it because it happened for weeks straight
I cannot safely make a go fund me. My name isn’t common, my situation is far too specific. I will be posting my cashapp and giving paypal through DMs only. Any donations will be greatly appreciated. These will primarily go towards food as I don’t have any I’m allowed to eat.
Context: My mother has been mentally and emotionally abusing me since I can remember. She has kept her boyfriends who I’ve begged her to break up with bc they beat me around. Both her and her exes have attempted to kill me more times than I can count.
If any of you donate, please don’t do more than like 15$. Everything is greatly appreciated but I feel awful already asking like this. When I’m back in my feet, I will try to return all the money. It will take time but it will be done.
She has been threatening me a lot more lately because I’ve been speaking more and more against her. She has only not managed to hit me because I’m faster than her and I’m small, so it’s harder.
I’ve been seeing a therapist for the past month and my therapist has been advocating for me to move out. I have a safe place arranged that she doesn’t know about. But I can’t go there yet. It isn’t ready but I can near middle-end January.
Im going to try and convince her to take me to the Verizon store so I can get my own plan as my phone isn’t paid off and I don’t have 500$ sitting around to pay it off. So unfortunately, porting it isn’t an option until later.
If I go extended times without posting, this means something has happened. Without warning especially. My boyfriend and a few other mutuals here have connections to my irls and know my name so they can keep up regarding that.
I don’t have evidence as my mom knows I keep EVERYTHING. She barely texts me things since she knows I will ss and post it around. She takes my phone (which I send her money for monthly) so I can’t record anything. She will purposely start fights in the car so I’m pushed into +
episodes and meltdowns. She has tried to push me down stairs and said she wish she would’ve gotten the abortion countless times. Ever since I was 3 years old, she has threatened to abandon me. Any time I made a mistake, she would pretend to leave for hours and leave me crying.
She has made posts on public accounts about me since I was a kid to embarrass me. She posted about how angry she was at me for my obvious symptoms of depression since I was around 8.
I told her about my SEVERE hallucinations (tactile, auditory, visual) and she fed into them because she was mad at me. I tore apart my arms and scratched as the skin until it was just a bloody mess because of how scared I was.
Everytime I talked to anybody about the things she did, she would manipulate me into thinking that it’s normal and they’re grooming me. This has happened more time than I can count. I cried about her beating me at school, they called her then when she picked me up +
she kept saying “I’ll show you what real fucking abuse is” and beat me with a door. She kept slamming it into my face and I couldn’t see. She threw a box at my eye and my eye was bleeding. I flinched enough so my eyelid took most damage. My vision is worse in that eye.
These are some of the offhand examples I can remember. I’m really sorry I don’t have picture, audio or video proof but I am begging all of you. If any of you want proof I will try to find anything. I don’t care. I just need to be able to eat until I can leave.
Most of my friends are at college or minors. I cannot couch surf. I can’t say who I will be living with, as if this is found it will be giving a lot away.
Living with my father isn’t an option. He defends her because his other son’s mom caused his son to be sexually abused. He would try to convince me to go back. My grandma is growing senile. They live 16 hours away, I can’t do that.
@HahppyFire
Im not the most knowledgeable on it but I believe so to a degree or if it helpsfhem cope immensely sometimes the brain will split and create the introject but its still so. I would never be announcing hitler of all ppl is one of my alters 😭
@ririleann
One of them did because he saw me doing it (i tried to gaslight him into thinking it was a hallucination but he is like 30 so it didn’t work) but yeah nobody else knew
UPDATE: thank you all so much. I’ve received over 300$ in donations. I can’t express how much this will help me and how thankful I am. I deleted my cashapp from this so people don’t continually donate when my initial “goal” has been well exceeded. I will continue to give updates.
@LACTATINGMALE
I got a ryuseitai mv timed perfectly on 4 computers then went to a completely different department and one of the computers literally couldn’t handle it and fucking broke
The average person isnt comfortable seeing gore, I get the discomfort. But you are within the safety of your home. Palestinian children are seeing their families, friends and neighbors be murdered. They may not even have a home anymore. Do you think this is comfortable for them?
@e42802882
Police unfortunately aren’t an option in my case. Her and her ex have split custody of my brother, if she got arrested he would go to the ex. The said ex is a pedophile. It’s only me she treats poorly bc I look like her
STOP LIKING THIS SHE IS A LAZY FREELOADER WHO EATS FOOD THAT DOESNT BELONG TO HER! SHE SPREADS HER STINK EVERYWHEREEEEE DONT LIKE THIS AS ITS SUPPORTING HER HABITS.
My metamask was hacked, cannot access crypto wallet. Need sugar daddy or sugar mommy. Roblox Fortnite hacked. Need iptv. Iptv hacked. Am I getting scammed. I got scammed. I need to write an essay.
why are some of you gen younger than 17 like thats horrifying why are you a little baby why are you wlaking why are you speaking you should be in elementary doing crafts and eating glue
@krowdedkrows
Thank you so much! Even sharing it helps a lot :] I’m going to get in contact with the person after my mom leaves for work tonight to organize things
My brother also does this! We explained to him how McDonald’s helps to kill kids in Palestine— he instantly switched and didn’t want to eat it. He is 5. He will go up to people with McDonalds and get actually upset with them bc of it. If children can do it, so can you.
An 8 year old is educating his teacher on genocide. Children have more empathy and self control than most of you who can’t stop complaining about a boycott
@e42802882
we tried for the pedo but unfortunately lack of evidence. we have a trespass against him and my mom hasn’t gone through her old phone to get enough proof to get proper restraining orders beyond temporary ones. once my brother is older, I’m going to try and adopt him
I went to the dollar store and gas station, I got some groceries that I can hide in my room. I have an electric skillet so I can cook in there if I don’t have the microwave. I got some energy drinks as I need to use the time when she’s not home getting ready.
FUCKKKKK my parents found out about my long distance relationship AND THEY CALLED ME into their room and said that i forgot to close my account on my mom’s laptop i almost cried and then i sat down next to them and my dad asked me "who is mika kagehira?"
Hello everyone, I would like to take this time to mourn the loss of Mika Kagehira Cookie. He lived a beautiful life of approximately a week. He was stored to preserve every bit of his sugar cookie joy. He was a kind soul. His finally words were “nyaaaghfhhghg”- beautiful. RIP 🪦
There was a 14 year old who was in love with me when I was 16 and I didn’t know what to do so I just faked my death and they’re still out there in the world and it scares me
Ik this is really long but I’m genuinely begging. I have gift cards I’ve been exclusively using to eat but they’re running out. Please rt to at least spread to others.
Can we all share fun little facts about enstars cards?? I'll go first, I like this one. Shinobu is tearing up because Makoto was complimenting him so much. isn't that so cute😭
Thank you everyone for the messages and sharing of the thread. Every single rt is so incredibly helpful in itself. I’m currently calling with my boyfriend, so I may fall asleep. My timezone is est.
Also would like to mention- everything that doesn’t get used for food since I am 1 person will be used for transportation and paying off credit card debt. If there is still excess, it will be donated to a domestic violence shelter that I live near.
UPDATE: thank you all so much. I’ve received over 300$ in donations. I can’t express how much this will help me and how thankful I am. I deleted my cashapp from this so people don’t continually donate when my initial “goal” has been well exceeded. I will continue to give updates.
hi, someone just "exposed" me by making a thread abt me & people are literally filling my dms insulting me,so ive decided to leave twt for a while. its horrible that u guys are doing this to me just because i’m married to mika. this is affecting both my mental & physical health
I don’t think a lot of you get why Taylor Swift is trending rn- people made AI nsfw content of her. She doesn’t deserve that. I dislike her as a person but she doesn’t deserve that. Don’t make people feel bad about her trending because she is trending for an actual reason.
Roxas Lore
-almost legally kidnapped
-ex bf catfished as me on sugar daddy sites for ahegao outfit
-dated a 25 yr old at 12
-almost died in tokyo
-cps agents remembered me + asked me abt zelda
-a year long psychosis episode
-made a b0mb in my room at 13
-witnessed bank robbery
vian lore
-tried to km$ at 9
-tried to kn$ at 10
-got lost in sydney australia for 12 hours and managed to get 50 dollars
-witnessed 4 girls using their used tampons for a ritual
-idk how to cook
-didnt know how to tie my shoes till i was 12
-had hallucinations at 11
lio
aether
luca
star
eiden
kuba
venus
dev
kori
rie
twinkslayer
levi
venus
noe
lance
vin
ryo
chu
justine
alex
vinnie
lee
twst nana
enstar nana
ann
silas
vinh
sy
seph
len
rem
ramuda
ok this is all i can think of atm...
Okay context. So my bf is 19. This person is 16 or 17. Majority of her friends are near her age. She sent me a video saying her friends decided to text my bf to do a “loyalty” test and xe failed? We’ve talked maybe once before this and it was her being basically jealous I have +
The “harmful” thing was putting my arm out so he didn’t literally body a kid smaller than him. Calling me a narcissist because I’m refusing to be around you is craaaazyyyy. I’m simply tired of the insults be for real
next time I go into work, im going to try and talk to the manager who doesn’t hate my guts abt what’s happening. Im already looking into a new/second job but i unfortunately need shifts bc like. My ass isn’t winning
I’m going to continue organizing so it’s easier to pull things to pack and leave. Later this week I’m going to try and buy a few boxes at the store so they’ll be cheap enough.