ray: i love weighted blankets..
twinkles: hm *smiles* chatty set this uo for you when you were staying here.
ray: โฆchatt-y did? where is chatty..?
twinkles: โฆheโs in icu.
ray: i know.
(my heart is crushed. that was her.)
enevun: im very happy max found april and ray. they are his best friends and he know thatโd they would do anything for him and him, themโฆ do know that if max gets the house up north, ray and april will be getting keys
;^;;;;;; AWWWWWH my heart is so full
curtis: listenโฆ ray mondโฆ is a pretty girl.
chatty: excuse me.
curtis: itโs true! people are gonna look.. you gotta put trust in her. she chose you.
:)))) yeaaaaaaaa :โ)
jaggerbox: i gotta do something for valkyrae. for the rest of my career i will never stop praising her for what she didโฆ beginning of 4.0 i was worried and admittedly considered rping somewhere else. valky saved that. she made it so much fun.
;^; and what if i cry
kirk: โhiccups.. hiccups, iโm freaking out.. iโm FREAKING out.โ
IM ACTUALLY CRYING AT THIS CLIP FROM YESTERDAY ITS SO FREAKING FUNNY I KEEP REPLAYING IT tHe way kirk is freaking out is making me dizzy from laughing too much ๐ญ
max: they are like madly in love with each other. itโs very cute :โ)
IM GOING TO LOSE IT THIS IS SO !!! THEY KNOW HER THESE ARE HER BESTEST FRIENDS ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ซ ๐ค
chatty: i need you to do me a favor vinny. zaceed did something bad; told ray that april took off and abandoned her.
vinny: why would he say that?
chatty: i donโt know but its something that needs to be fixed. because she was messed up about that, kitty told me.
o7 zaceed
โRay mond is so in love she isnโt gonna break up with him at this point. So she is gonna go batshit crazy and chatty is either gonna match her energy or break up with her. Bc she isnโt going to. Weโre going all in atp.โ
kitty: they know both sides to you. your wild side - he gets you.
ray: maybe be brought it out of me.
kitty: youre just a different person around him but i love that version of you; unfearing, willing to love, willing to *be* loved. he brings that out of you.
oh. Enevun made a point that ray and april did make an effort to help hazel and them being there during the meeting prevented it from getting too serious. That had they not been there, the local cg shot couldโve likely been one of the roommates.
chills
ray: itโs fineโฆ i donโt need you
chatty: i mean sometimes right?
ray: only when you- if you want me to..
chatty: well call me when youโre done-
ray: IM DONE !
chatty: want me to pick you up ?
theyโre so โฆ.. ๐ซ
january: so is there good noise cancellationโฆ
kitty: she told me sheโd be getting earplugs and that i should buy some as well for when chattyโs over. and i told her to just put a sock on the door and she said โi ainโt putting a sock. weโre just gonna yuck.โ
๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ bro.
chatty: this is gonna be your room!
ray: you mean OUR room. where else you gonna sleep huh?
chatty: i mean ill sleep there if you want me to..
ray: i gotta tell you something in private.
chatty: okay lets go to OUR room then.
:) themmmm
k: yk im pretty cool w the clowns these days. we still like to kill each other but im pretty sure its just sexual tension.
u: if you and chatterbox fck the world would explode
k: whoโs to say we havent?
u: he thinks sex is playing w his food
k: oh he likes playing w his food alr.
"I look at all gang members the same, always have. always thought I would. then you show up. you have this light to you - it's like you're glowing all the time.. I felt like I started drowning because I didnt want to look at you like that and I started drowning in it."
to my cups
โcups
sorry for not texting you. i did try calling a few times. really happy we got to spend the day together, not sure what I would do without you. (needed that.) Iโm finding peaceโฆ Love ya!!!โ
imโฆ devastated <\3. the pause. Looking around the room. she knows its important. she just canโt make herself feel it, she wonโt let herself feel it.
โthe thing is with zo and rayโฆ he is seeing sides to ray heโs only heard about so as he and ray hang out more, itโs like damn sheโs like that..โ
also something in here about slowburn payoff :>
โNo matter what. No matter how long it takes, Iโll be here when you get back. Ans Iโll wait for you.โ
โPromise?โ
โPinky promise.โ
โSacred..!โ
โSacred.โ
โi just dont wanna see you self sabotage yk bc iโve done that in the past with people. and i dont want that for you.โ
โโโฆi do hope she is okay though bc that sounds fcked up.โ
โI didnt realize how bad it was. If i gotta fck somebody up, Iโll fck em up for ray. Even if it is gg.โ
rae: *being sweet to ali*
ali: see that jag! see that. thatโs how you fucking talk to your wife!
jag: this is fucking bullshit!
thio: *loses it*
rae: this is awesome !
chatterboxโs vod from 01/22
sooty: if you invite ray youre never going to be able to drop her you realize that sheโll essentially be your girlfriend. once she realizes shes a clown, you wo- you see how she is! her plan was to make sure youโre in love w her so you wouldnt kill her
kitty: she had this low tone, that she wasnโt able to feel anything.
chatty: wait she told you that?
kitty: mhm..
chatty: i yucking knew it.
stop im- Im already tearing up. my heart is welling
kittyโs reaction to the first โalright cups love ya. see ya laterโ is everything. she is just like me frls im reliving all the emotions from that day i swear
chatty: the choice was hers, she didnโt kill me for some reason.
kitty: i hope she remembers so she can hit you upside the head.
chatty: wouldnโt that be nice..
HE LOVES HER SO MUCH
chatty knows this place inside and out. he knows when someone is inside the house before he even walks in, he can hear tires rolling on the dirt and cobble from a mile away. yet he didnt know tessa was here. thatโs how much ray missing a piece of herself affected him.
โwhen i was talking to her, regardless of what people say โcupsโ โrayโ its the same person. its one person. i asked if she was happy and she said yes. but when she said it, there was nothing behind it. its like i wasnt talking to ray, she was just empty. how do you fix that?โ
jagger also mentioned that in ray mond unlocking these new sides to chatty, it is making it harder for valky to find reasons for ray to break up with him
the world cheered heheheh
hazel: you just donโt listen huh?
zolo: nah see when iโm talking to ray, i get caught up in her eyes. so i just get lost yโknow? i just be lookin at the smile and the eyes..
whatโs new ๐คญ
โno i-i dont feel it. i get urges sometimes. i was on the phone, some jet skis passed by and i couldnt stop staring. at the funhouse there was this room with this chair in it and i couldnt stop staring at it. and i dont feel anything but why am i tearing up thinking about it.โ
recapping ikittyโs thoughts from yesterday;
- realized how little clown numbers she had, so when they were on the phone and he told her he had to go bc vinny was there, he sounded fearful. she had no idea who to call
- today kitty learned she cares about chattyโs wellbeing
+
โShe has my mask.โ
โAnd what does she have of yours?โ
โMemories.โ
โHolding onto anything else?โ
โOh Iโm holding onto something, believe me.โ
;^;;;;;; ๐ฉท!!!!
CHATTY LENDING HIS FATHER IN LAW HIS CAR. VINNY YELLING โIM YOUR FATHA IN LAW YOU HAVE TO LISTEN TO WHAT I SAYโ CHATTYโs โD-DID YOU..?โ HIS โNO WHEN SHE GETS BACK!โ THEY ARE SO SPECIAL TO ME
oooh enevun is talking about the potential prospect of when october is around, she may break maxโs heart. and said that he knows it would hurt valky to hurt max in that way but she is very dedicated to her characters so the dramatics would be earned.
chatty: so youโre saying i shouldnโt tell her anything and restart?
ratchet: or do it in a way where youโre not telling them its what happened, relive it.
chatty gaining some clarity on what to do and it feels like a weight has been lifted. just slightly. <3
kevin: you were apparently with a bunch of people for months and months and years and years and then you said you found chatterbox and he changed your life.
;~;;;;;; pls
taco tellin chatty โget in, get inโ to help him get away from the cops ๐ฅน๐ฅบโค๏ธ THAT IS RAYโS BROTHER HE LOVES HER SM THAT WAS THE CUTEST SHIT EVER IDC
tessa: well whoever it is.. theyโre going to find out what it means to take that mask. especially to me. for years i protected him from things like this. whenever he would be sent up and the flash from the camera would go off, iโd rush to turn it off.
IM SOBBING
jagger: its hard for chatterbox to argue with ray when she says he is scared. because she is right. bbmc killed gibletsโฆ chatterbox also lost giggles so ic, its difficult to argue with rm. ooc, she should do it. ic it puts chatterbox in a difficult spot.
kirk mentioned that before cups came around chatty would also pace around and in general be unable to stand still .. so, in a way, ray brings him a sense of peace. that is at least what my heart and mind are grasping onto. my heart feels heavy :(
when chatty asked ray if she wanted him to answer the question about whether or not he loved her in front of their friends, i think this moment truly shows that what they have is healthy and new and theirs. of course, they still really love to mess with each other but โ
chatty: are you telling me thereโs a chance iโm losing hiccups and sheโs going to be- ray mond?
doctor: thereโs a chance, we dont know which side.
chatty: if thereโs still a way, iโm still in love with ray mondโฆ
doctor: sheโs still the girl you love.
</3 im, its over.
Z: I'm just trying to get to know her, like she's dope a'f. Idk she was gangster shit like that yk? I thought she was like different [...] I had a different vision of her.
C: yeah somebody taught her well man, somebody taught her well bro, remember RB? Yeah they were inseparable.
(yesterday)
ray: iโd like a bigger house..
(today)
chatty: if i had five million dollars iโd buy a funhouse. maybe a bigger house for cups..
;_____; <333 them. him and her. always