You're breathtaking and I love youuuu💛💛💛💛💛
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People used to get upset that I lurked in their streams with inspirational messages, so I got discouraged and stopped. I would love to meet more lurker friendly streamers, if you would have me in your chats 🥺.
Abuse always escalates once you leave 🥺.
I just found out that Conrad put airtags in my stuff to track my location. This is NOT ok. Feeling violated. 🥺
I am starting to come out of shock. I feel so torn up inside. I loved him for 11 years despite the abuse, and he couldn't love me enough to let me leave. I am sad, and angry, and sorry, and heartbroken... I am struggling rn. It hurts. I can't Believe he did that.
I did not cheat on Conrad, I left him over a month ago, but that still wouldn't have justified what he did. A lot of you are very sick in the head for trying to justify anyway in which I deserved this.
Dear, all of
@twitch
The amount of viewers that have been treated poorly by streamers for not being regulars in their streams, is disgusting. Nobody owes you their time.
If you are going to be a streamer, please work on your insecurities before you end up abusing people.
@HunterAA6
Hunter did everything right.
I told him to run while I stood in between him and the shooter, he tried to get me to run too, but I didn't. I didn't want him to get shot, knowing Conrad was there primarily to hurt him, and I got shot in the process. We kept each other safe. 💛
I keep thinking what i could have done differently.. But looking at the situation as if it were a friend and not myself... I took a bullet for someone I love, and I protected them with my life. I was so brave, I did all I could have, it's not my fault. 😞💛
I want Conrad to be remembered as someone who wasn't a monster, but someone who was mentally unwell. I forgive him for what he did, and I hope I can use this situation to help raise awareness not only for DV survivors, but for anyone struggling with mental illness. 💛
Depression as a streamer.
Having no motivation to stream, but feeling ashamed for not streaming. Forcing yourself but feeling worse. Taking a MH break, but every day of that break, A crippling fear that your lack of presence will make you irrelevant keeps you from healing.
We can't control how other people feel about us. Sometimes, you are going to be the villain in someone else's story. Don't let it get you down, the people who love you will know who you are, and you know your own intentions. That is all that matters. You are beautiful. 💛
When you meet someone who is just so sweet and always uplifting. You know they are an amazing person. This streamers community has wanted to highlight them as being as amazing as they make others feel! The Perrito Feudie goes to the amazing
@hollelyn
I just woke up and received this.. I am FREAKING OUT... I know we could still not get it this time.. BUT the fact that we have all built such an amazing community.. And that we have a chance to reach more people.. Really makes my heart warm. I love you, Gamers 🥺😭💛
@Twitch
GAMERS! PROMOTE YOURSELVES!!! Please post you twitch links in the comments!!!! Talk and make some new frands!!! :3 I want everyone to know how amazing you are!!! OwO
2nd person to shame me for speaking out.
One of them was a mutual friend, too. I am no longer protecting his image by staying silent, infact... Taking back control over the narrative is EMPOWERING, and I want all victims to be inspired by my voice. 💛
I want to meet more positive people 🥺. If you know of any/ are a nice person pls I wanna be frands! This world can be very negative, and I love waking up to seeing beautiful people in it. 💛
What are the odds that you saw this tweet!? THAT means that you and I were meant to freaking be in eachother's lives... RIGHT NOW! And I am freaking HONORED! UwU
To think this time last year I almost took my own life, but I didn't.. And I got to meet you.. RIGHT NOW! Reading this freaking tweet.. I kept fighting and will continue fighting my depression because of beautiful people like you who are listening, and care.. I love you. 🥺💛
Hey!!! My mom was diagnosed with cancer in her kidney 🥺! This is unfortunate... BUT she is SUPER strong and I am 10000000% positive she will beat it!!! Let's manifest only freaking encouragement and love for her! SHE WILL BEAT THIS!!!!! :3
The people who didn't believe me when I spoke up about the abuse are very silent now. Don't treat victims like liars, just because you are friends with the abuser. You just might vindicate the abusers rage to a point where they feel justified in trying to murder someone. 👀
OMG! I feel so freaking strong rn, Gamers! My mother tried to push my boundaries on something I told her I was uncomfortable doing, by asking until I say yes.. (This is a regular occurrence with her) BUT this time, I said no until she stopped asking! I set a freaking boundary!😁
Can we take a moment to appreciate all the mods out there that keep our favorite streamers safe and protect chat!? You gamers are so freaking amazing!! 🥰
I am not upset at the people attacking me rn. In times where you feel powerless, it is valid to need something or someone to blame in order to feel like you have any semblance of control over the situation. I am not taking it personally, grieve in the ways that work for you. 💛
The calmer that things get, the faster reality sinks in. Am I really healing, or am I just distracting myself from the memories of what happened? I don't want to lose the love for life I fought for, I want to be happy again. I only ever wanted to be happy.
Thank you all for the love you gave me about my dress 🥺. You all went out of your way to help me feel freaking pretty 🥺... I really appreciate you so much. YOU ARE PRETTY! 🥺💛
Before correcting someone's spelling and grammar publicly, please take into consideration that some people have dyslexia and learning disabilities that are out of their control. 💛
The graphic designer accounts can be so sly!!! Some of them will message you for days, telling you about their freaking goals and aspirations... Just to hit you with the sales pitch 😭. AND THEN THEY ACT LIKE YOU WASTED THEIR TIME WHEN YOU POLITELY DECLINE! The heccin nerve 😭!
"You got so far without resorting to showing your body".. Let me make this very clear.. I will NOT stand on my fellow female streamers to be uplifted, they work JUST as hard, If not harder, I 10000% support sex work. Stop saying this to women, it isn't a compliment.
People may think that you are moving on too fast after getting out of a toxic relationship, but you mentally moved on a long time ago, you are just physically free now. 💛