I subscribed to Twitter Blue because I wanted to post this video.
Please don’t gift for attention and then perform chargebacks.
I am rarely serious on stream. But this was important. I went live just for this message.
Seeing the “women don’t belong in gaming,” tweets while being a woman who works in gaming is discouraging.
I grew up gaming. The first game that made an impact on me was Super Mario RPG on the SNES.
To be a nerd working in this industry is incredible. It’s the most inclusive
76 Days of waiting.🤍
Thank you all for believing in me (more than I believed in myself).
To me, this is a visible representation of the last 10 months of chasing a dream. The dream wasn’t Twitch Partner—no—Partner was a step towards the dream.
So here’s to the dream(s). 🌎🪴
Just a reminder:
It doesn’t matter who you are or what you post; you don’t have to put up with gross behavior on the internet.
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I’m not just a photo on the internet. I’m a person. And I deserve to be respected. 🪴
I’m fine with being alone.
But it would be cool if someone liked me for me. And I wonder if I’ll ever have that.
Random Twitter thoughts that I shouldn’t post, but yolo amirite.
The first two photos are from the first week in my house after leaving my old life.
The last two photos are from last week.
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I don’t have to say anything… I know y’all can see the same thing I do.
But I’ll say something anyway, because it’s me.
I was sad. Shut down.
This was last night’s reject outfit.
Over the last several months I’ve been working on self confidence and being comfortable with my body. Sometimes I win against my brain and sometimes I lose.
But I still try and try again. 🤍
If y’all knew how I couldn’t even show my shoulders or wear shorts in public previously, let alone take a photo in them…
Healing is so hard but we are getting there.
*This is a very raw post.
These are not sad tears.
I had a super encouraging meeting today, and one that just left me having to digest the last several months.
I have worked my tail off, y’all.
I’ve worked hard to be able to survive on my own after being in a dependent
I disappeared from socials, streaming, streamer world, and humans in general about four months ago.
I did it because it was best for me to focus on MY here and now. But now that I’m coming back…
I find myself not knowing what’s “in,” who has drama, and honestly, where I even
Being a streamer or having an online presence doesn’t mean you have a million friends or people close to you. That’s just perception.
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It’s honestly one of the most lonely things.
Two really cool things coming up:
1. I get to visit a children’s hospital in Nashville and sing holiday songs to kids as Ms. Claus, and help give out gifts to not only the kids who have to spend Christmas in the hospital, but to their families as well. 🎄
2. I am spending just
My worth isn’t tied to my popularity.
My worth isn’t tied to my career.
My worth isn’t tied to my stats and numbers.
And my worth isn’t tied to the opinions of others.
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Hey guys. I’m still me. Literally still me. 😅
Also don’t send me dms saying congrats. That’s… idk. Not the vibe.
ALSO also, don’t be someone following to keep tabs on me but secretly not like me. My life shouldn’t be your content.
Happy Monday. 🪴
Please treat me like a human being, and not a dollar sign or number.
The amount of people who only talk to me because of what I can offer them is heartbreaking.
“Ad Astra per Aspera”
It’s been a hard but good year. Grateful to all who have been here along the way, and Star Trek for changing my life.
See you soon, San Diego. 🖖
I finally went public about the divorce I’ve been going through and received nothing but support. Not sure what I expected, but..
Thank you. I feel lighter.
A while back I bought this uniform for a video we were doing at work. Now I need an excuse to wear it again. 😂🤓
(PS No feet for y’all. Ya weirdos.)
#StarTrek
#STFC