GUYS I HAD MY FIRST ORGASM POST BOTTOM SURGERY THROUGH MASTURBATION INSTEAD OF IN MY SLEEP !!!! ๐พ๐พ๐พ๐พ๐พ
itโs been a whole year and i did it ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
out of surgery and my pussy hurts BC I GOT A PUSSY ayoooooo๐ฑ
love that iโm straight outta surgery onto twitter but need the distraction from the pain but iโm so grateful to have gotten to this point and iโm aware of how privileged i am to be able to access free healthcare ๐
i waited four years for my surgery. โyouโre wasting the tax payers money on something cosmeticโ babe trans people pay taxes too. we pay for your surgeries too. trans people are entitled to treatment the same as anyone else. it was not a cosmetic surgery. it was a life saving one.
Daniel and me were very close. weโve been online friends for two years, we romantically were involved for a while, we video chatted and played games, we only spoke last week, he was one of the kindest, most involved & sweetest boy around and I canโt believe heโs gone. ๐ค
people think my vagina is super mystical bc of bottom surgery but itโs no different to any other vagina, apart from the inbuilt bottle opener and lighter for my cigarettes
one year today since we lost you. i miss you so much, losing someone you love this way alters your brain chemistry.
i keep going to text you but i canโt
Daniel and others lost their lives at Club Q last year.. Daniel worked there and spoke about it often.
i love you๐ค๐ณ๏ธโโง๏ธ
iโm watching the hunger games and googled the person who played Rue bc theyโre my age now and turns out theyโre non binary and gay HELL YEA๐คฉ๐คฉ๐คฉ
iโm starting a movement:
shag ur pals 2020
if youโre both consenting and up for it then why not? having platonic sex with friends coming with that inbuilt trust while still having a cracking friendship alongside it? hot tbh
literally rips my heart out seeing cis gays and lesbians campaigning against trans people when trans people are where they were 50 years ago
how can they forget?
crying my little eyes out at work bc the other day a 5 year old kid came in & told me he likes to wear dresses to school ect & literally was the cutest kid ever and his mum had a matching dressing to his๐ฅบ
and then they sent this lovely feedback in about me and now iโm sobbing x
so many trans people Iโve met have like deep beautiful reasons behind their names and yet my name is cara because cara delevinge has eyebrows and so do i
just because caitlyn jenner is not a great person doesnโt mean her identity is now invalid because you donโt like her?
stop treating trans peopleโs identities as something they have to earn or something only you decide is valid if you like the person.
happy birthday to this beautiful boy today๐ค Daniel, your birthday is on the same day as london trans pride which feels apt. Just know I carry you in my heart today, I love and miss you and wish you could still be here xx
one of my proudest moments bc iโm a girl with a personality a guy said to me once
โyouโre quite a lot arenโt you?โ
and i said โam I a lot or are you just not enough?โ
okay but consider this,, moving in with a partner and having your own rooms? sounds like a dream to me
bc you can sleep in the same bed some nights AND have ur own space ??? ๐ธโจ thoughts ?
i had people email me and threaten to expose my dead name so iโll take away their power and do it myself
it was harrison but most people called me โharriโ and iโm proud of that name bc iโve come so far since then :)) u cannot use it against me โจ
this is my last tweet today bc iโm tired and will reply to all the love when iโm more healed and wonโt be sharing negative responses to my surgery but i will share this bc itโs important ppl know that people will target a trans person out of surgery and then call us dangerous
oh christ the nurse told me when i came round from bottom surgery and he said โso with this surgery whatโs the planโ and the first thing my drugged ass said was โget laid and shake my assโ
THATโS NOT EVEN THE MAIN REASON and I donโt remember saying IT
i am not a fan of Nikita Dragun, that does not mean i think she should be in a menโs prison or misgendered consistently, trans people can commit crimes like anyone else but their basic human rights should still apply. this puts her in dangerโฆ
i seen my new vagina and sheโs cute ((like all vaginas)) and took the dilator like a champ lmao! iโm tight so i just relaxed and i have just under six inches of depth ! which is rare apparently !! my brain canโt process all this and i feel like iโm gonna have a big emosh moment !
sometimes i think about how cis het people try and invalidate queer sex and lemme tell you
i slept with misogynistic cis het men early in my transition before i knew i was queer and literally thought i hated sex
then i started having queer sex
i donโt hate sex
if anyone is horrible to nikkietutorials and begin misgendering her after yaโll have seen sheโs a woman over the last ten years then i will hurt your feelings, you go through ME first
tommorow is day five post op and i get to see my vagina for the first time tommorow! iโll also be walking around the hospital, dilating and showering independently and Iโll be able to wear my own clothes ! doctors canโt believe how quickly iโm healing x
all this stuff about adele and weight is immensely triggering for people with EDโs ect, stop openly equating rapid weight loss and being thin to success
and for the record sheโs always been gorgeous, youโre just fatphobic.
everyone talks about cartoons that made them realise they were gay ect and you know whoโs SLEPT ON? bisexual futch legend helga sinclair from atlantis
some trans girls vaginas whoโve had bottom surgery can self lubricate and the idea that they canโt is untrue
mine self lubricates just as much as if i was born with one but we wouldnโt know that because nobody talks about it
iโm in the hospital now for bottom surgery tommorow and my emotions are so high but i wanted to share this message w everyone in the moment ๐
also i look knackered from emotions and travelling all day and i wanna thank everyone for the support
wish me luck
#transisbeautiful
my lil 68 year old geordie nana just called me and said โheya pet, just wanted to say iโve seen ya pictures on facebook and eeh hey i was just thinking what a stunning lass you are, iโm so proudโ
TOO. PURE.
so after wandering around the hospital again iโm preparing to leave to head back home post bottom surgery. i canโt believe it was only six days ago that i was operated on and iโm already this strong !! ๐ feeling v emotional and able to process whatโs happened ๐น
tw:// transphobia
okay so tonight a cis man at a pub tried to flirt and then figured i was trans. he got angry at me for being attracted to me. asked me a ton of invasive questions, was openly transphobic. i stood up for myself. he got in my face and threatened to beat me up.
right i am officially three years on hormones / tiddy skittles today! looking at the first photo i took on the first few hours of starting my transition to now has me emotional. i wish i could tell the girl on the left how bloody confident and sexy she was gonna feel one day. ๐
true that we may have JK R*wling whoโs transphobic af but at least we have David Tennant ๐ฅฐ makes it all better ๐ฅฐ wearing his cute little non binary pin on every TV show iโve seen him on
today is another recovery lazy day. iโm starting to feel sensations in my clitoris today for the first time since surgery n shooting pains are all the nerves reconnecting ! tired from the pain but i keep having euphoric moments of bliss at the fact my body feels so right ?? ๐
so the pain has moved from my back and into my stomach and my legs and i still canโt get out of bed or move for another two days. today is tough. bottom surgery is never gonna be easy but i will keep pushing on ๐ฅฐ ty for all love n support ! Iโm touched x x
support sex workers!! damn !! it !!
weโre being censored, removed, shamed, cheated and scammed !!
iโve had people in my life find out iโm a sex worker n shame me // feel like iโm not worthy of boundaries and respect.
thereโs such a stigma. endless mistreatment. change this.
fuck sake i was trying to order my prescription on the phone and was spelling out the letters of my postcode to her and went
โt for tomato and J for uh... jurassic parkโ bc I panicked and she burst out laughing and then I burst out laughing why am i like this
iโm just about 5โ10 in height and it used to be something i was super insecure about, it stopped me wearing platform shoes and heels
now iโm like come look at these LEGS, i will STEP on you! dysphoria who? tall leggy woman coming through
height does NOT matter ๐ธ ๐
end the stigma around BPD. Iโm tired of seeing labels like โmanipulative, apathetic, unkind. selfish.โ being used toward people with BPD & itโs so inaccurate to many people Iโve met with BPD. i feel deep empathy and Iโm highly emotional to the point i care so much it can hurt?
I DID IT !! dark brown hair hey how are you! iโve not had my natural hair colour in like three years and i feel powerful af ๐ผ sultry vibes xx
they/she
cis het man: โyouโre tall, you a boy or a girl under that mask? ;)โ
me: โwhat do you want me to be?โ
him: โa girlโ
me: โthen Iโm a boyโ
so i got sent a photo of myself i didnโt know was taken from a few months ago at the first london trans pride and iโm screaming bc i geniunely look ready to fight i have such RBF
is she okay? ๐๐๐
the funny thing about being a trans girl whoโs had bottom surgery is that everyone is so desperate to see it and then are disappointed when they just see itโs a literal pussy and not a mythical artifact
tw:// ED recovery
last night at a party someone said to me โcan i ask you a question? have you gained weight since we last met? iโm concernedโ
i was literally frail when she last saw me & now Iโm healthy and in recovery.
donโt make comments like that. you just donโt know.
dating other trans / nb people is literally the best
trans guys, trans girls, trans masc people, trans femme people, non binary people
ya all gorgeous and iโd smooch you all x
put a finger down if your parent or parents kinda put you down alot and โteased youโ and you didnโt understand why it affected you as a kid because they were just โjokingโ
but now when it happens as a young adult you realise theyโre actually just being mean and itโs not okay
cis het people really got mad at me for shag your pals 2020 and canโt comprehend i can have sex non romantically with people i love platonically because they havenโt heard of communication?
like iโm not broken because i have different types of sex? romantic, non romantic ect
hi itโs me again, i used to be so scared of taking photos on a HD camera bc dysphoria and these days i feel beautiful and able to do so but hereโs a photo i just took and hereโs my butt x x
they/ she
two years of estrogen, growth in confidence and then bottom surgery makes a difference๐น the photo on the left was the first photo i ever took in my underwear, i was delicate and had no confidence in who i was vs now ! still have work to do but iโm thankful for the growth !
guys just because i exposed my birth name does not mean you can call me it omg ๐ญ itโs NOT my name, i only did it bc a transphobe threatened to do it first.
can some of ya just think for yourselves please ??
i am in shock, i canโt believe it. I canโt stop crying and my heart dropped when I found out, I need to process this for a while. Daniel worked so hard to make everyone in that club feel safe and told me that often; I canโt believe this has happened. RIP sweet angel. X
Daniel was killed by a gunman in the club that he worked in along with five other people in a hate attack. Itโs evil, itโs horrendous and something needs to be done. How many more lives will it take?
neurodiverse t4t relationships is getting my boyfriend a pregnancy test to soothe his mind because heโs convinced heโs pregnant even though iโve literally had lower surgery ๐ค
got misgendered real bad at work today i spoke to a group of kids and they shouted โis that a boyโ across the store so i fully kicked them out but it was real triggering for me happening where I used to work years ago where it happened more
anyway iโm dysphoric and sad x
where i am now in my transition has been such a long 5 year journey from being sixteen on the left and preparing to come out? full of fear and insecurity to where i am now is insane. i never thought back then that i could be looking at my reflection and feeling empowered โก๏ธx
i had mad dysphoria around my dick when i had a dick and now after getting a pussy i can appreciate my dick was cute like she was out here being hated but she tried but she had to leave yโknow
yes i am drunk
some girl from my school days reached out saying โwow i remember youโve always been so quirky and different and iโve always loved that hahaโ
... you used to bully me for being queer and weird I-
woke up to a bunch of transphobia so decided to make myself pretty and do a hair style I hadnโt done before so iโve done two lil curly side buns and cannot get a photo to give it proper justice ๐
she/they
iโm crying my nana has new neighbours and i was sat in the garden and a 12 year old boy stuck his head over the fence and starting chatting w me
he told me heโs being bullied at school and just came out as gay and we had an hour long pep talk and it was like talking to me at 12
found a pair of underwear that I hadnโt worn for a while. took them out the wash and remembered i felt too dysphoric to wear them and since bottom surgery that has changed and iโm so happy !! shoutout to my HUGE pad hey girl ๐ฅฐ