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@h0e_lyshit

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✮ Unpinning once I've lost another 5kg ✮ (35kg down total)

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@h0e_lyshit

7 months

I have never been skinny in my entire life. I have never been able to exist without thinking about how my own body disgusts me 24/7 since I was 5 years old. My entire life has revolved around the idea that one day I will be skinny enough to finally be happy but it never happens.

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9 months

90% of edtwt would have a heart attack if they saw my thighs 💀💀

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6 months

@_fatb0nes get skinny just to spite him....never let a man fuck with you twice, he doesn't deserve u esp if he doesn't appreciate u now <3

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9 months

Everyone complementing my weight loss but little do they know I have been starving myself for months

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9 months

@_fatb0nes We're all here for the same reasons babe, don't feel like ur alone <3

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8 months

aaaand that's a wrap 😌

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3 months

I JUST OFFICIALLY GRADUATED UNIVERSITY!!!!!!! now everybody clap

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5 months

First ever bc, enjoy! I still have a long way to go, but looking back to my 77kg self I feel like I'm truly starting to finally see and feel a difference :))

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5 months

Sept 2023 --> Feb 2024. The first pic I took I was 67.2kg, and I'm now 60.9kg as of this morning. The last time I fit into these jeans I was 17 years old. I'm actually crying rn I never thought I'd be able to fit into them again

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3 months

@3ofswords666 yeah 😍 and now that I'm not irl fat i still can't get past that. I have so much sexual and romantic baggage from being fat my whole life 💀

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7 months

@vvapelvrr yes holy shit, so many adults would comment on my weight from ages 5-11 for absolutely NO necessary reason

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9 months

@Tat55127261 no fr, even at my lw they were massive 😭

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4 months

the way I've lost 50lbs (24kg) is so weird to visualise when seeing how big 5lbs fat really is

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8 months

@4olll1ke @gerlsins yeah but that still doesn't excuse being a shitty person 💀 It goes both ways regardless of mental illness

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4 months

@Larkspo babe it's called saracsm

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@h0e_lyshit

5 months

@_diamond_skies ily and no offence, but why would u ever think it's a good idea to lend a random person on the internet money, and actually expect to get it back 💀

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8 months

@MariaOr52992782 my bmr is literally 1200 💀 it is not that crazy tiktok needs to chill out

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5 months

@stars4pix I hate the feeling of being full, and liquid cals provide me the satiation without that gross feeling

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4 months

@bfyaoi not to jump on the drag chain but I had a higher sw than her and now have a lower cw and I've done this shit in 6 months 🤭🤭🤭🤭

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3 months

@marchrexic all the bulimics could meet up and have a mf party tho tbh

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9 months

@rottingrl If you do, make sure you redirect rather than correct her, it usually just pisses them off and makes them more confused

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3 months

@diorsbbg starving interrupted ahhhh post

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9 months

is this appropriate to use now

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2 months

@MonsterDieDoll at least u have a gap when ur standing 😭 I don't even have that </3

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8 months

@paeganpoetry me just calling myself ednos bc people would come at me if I called myself ana bc I'm still fat 🤭

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6 months

@ch3rrylovrr can't wait for this to be me, comparisonspo will go insane

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3 months

@kumadiets u look way skinnier than me and I'm bmi 21 😭, so like low 20s?

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6 months

Since xmas is coming up, a reminder to all my bad bitches that you don't have to feel guilty for not fasting, cal counting, or resing on xmas. You only get so limited time on Earth with your loved ones, and special days that only happen once a year should be enjoyed. Ily all <3

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8 months

Figured I'd post my progress/goals log...

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9 months

so sick of these mfs

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9 months

I may be disordered, but I ain't disordered enough to be bothered removing the yolks from boiled eggs 💀

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11 months

@__morose mcr fan discovers showering for the first time (colourised)

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9 months

I always feel like I don't fast long enough bc I'm so used to seeing crazy bitches on my fyp doing week & month long fasts, but then I realise how insane that is. Like do yall not have a job? Places to be? Like props to yall but I'd be a danger on the road if I went that long 😭

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5 months

@SeonmiMin1 please go to therapy im begging 😭

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11 months

@lungspo omad

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9 months

DEVOURED. NO CRUMBS.

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@h0e_lyshit

11 months

UNPINNING ONCE I'VE LOST ANOTHER 10KG (20kg down total)

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4 months

@x_emptyskull you've done so well, 100lbs is actually insane

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8 months

@slayhana u can't say this and then not spill 👀👀👀

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8 months

@calorierefuser either crying bc im back at my sw, or cumming bc I look like this dude

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5 months

the fact that we can't have an ed subreddit but there are about 50 different misogyny related ones & whole subreddits with over 500k members dedicated to men talking about how they want to rape women makes me want to slit my wrists & be done with this world

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3 months

@lambpilled babe I promise it won't hurt to cook ur chicken 😭😭😭

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5 months

@seal1over I was literally bmi 21 when I lost my period 💀💀💀 it doesn't even mean anything

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5 months

"edtwt has gone soft, I miss the old edtwt 😔😔😔" SUCK MY BALLLSSSSSS!!!!! u just mad bc u can't unconsequently be a cunt to random fat people living their lives and minding their own business anymore 💀

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4 months

@j3nrexic no bc why is this literally me, me and my friends r planning a korea trip for xmas and I am not stepping foot there without being uw asf

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4 months

@flowerskinnyplz There's always time to start again, don't freak yourself out. Life is hard man, I get it

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3 months

I bought these pants like 4 months ago & they were SKIN TIGHT. I had such a major muffin top, & now they're so beyond baggy. I can't get over the thighs?? They used to be SO tight. I find it so hard to see a difference in the mirror, especially with my thighs, but this is crazy

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9 months

was jesus the first pro ana king?

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3 months

@dollkqs I'm trying so hard not to be a hater bc u literally have my dream body 😭😭

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7 months

so weird to think that I'm officially a microbiologist, like call me smart ig

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3 months

DO NOT WEIGH YOURSELF ON YOUR PERIOD!!! I REPEAT!!! DO! NOT! WEIGH! YOURSELF! ON! YOUR! PERIOD!!!!!!

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2 months

guys.....I AM OFFFICIALLY AT THE LOWEST WEIGHT I HAVE EVER BEEN!!! NO MORE LOSING WEIGHT THAT IVE ALREADY LOST BEFORE!!!!! I'm actually so fucking happy, I would've never been able to do this without edtwt. My ed was so lonely before I joined here, I love you all so much <3

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9 months

NEW LW ALERT 🔉🔉🔉🔉🔉

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4 months

@giornocals okay....controversial take.....I found it easier at uni. I would deadass just not eat for days and cram study for 12h a day to distract myself. I literally fasted for 7 days during my exam study period 😭😭 I was on some wild shit. Still got that A average tho

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8 months

@HaaliyahAbena Babe I'm begging you, PLEASE leave him. You deserve so much better, and verbal abuse can so quickly escalate to physical abuse

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8 months

@sk1nnyp1ckles yup 100%, during my 7 day fast days 4-6 I felt no hunger at all, it was rather pleasant ngl

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1 month

saw this and thought of y'all <3

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9 months

UNPINNING ONCE I'VE LOST ANOTHER 5KG (25kg down total)

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11 months

@BestBulimics icon

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9 months

@ivybyme no food November

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@h0e_lyshit

7 months

@issiekyriacou honestly, I can't even picture myself being skinny it just feels so impossible

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@h0e_lyshit

4 months

I'VE FINALLY ESCAPED THE 60S JAIL AND AM NOW IN THE 50S FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 5 YEARS!!!!! (ignore that I'm a glass of water and a spec of dust away from being 60kg again)

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9 months

My recent random weight gain has motivated me to try fast for 100h, my current record is 81h (with great difficulty), wish me luck...

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9 months

ate (not literally)

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8 months

got my first hater 🥱🥱🥱

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6 months

@beautyxiao babe I'm actually 20 years old 💀I'm literally gonna become the 40 year old virgin and ascend to wizard status. I honestly hate men too much to even be interested in dating, GET YOUR BAG FIRST 💯💯💯

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8 months

call me wannarexic but my safe food is hot chips 🫣

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3 months

GUYS spot the difference 🤭

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7 months

@1honi1y unhealthy food is cheaper than healthy food, don't have time to exercise bc u have to work all the time, being poor is stressful and leads to taking up unhealthy activities to find some sort of happiness, the list goes on

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Today, for the first time in my life, my bmi starts with a 1, can I get a hell yea⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️

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4 months

UNPINNING ONCE I'VE LOST ANOTHER 5KG (30kg down total)

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4 months

Can we bring back ana meetups? I'd kill to go to one of those. I may be the fattest in the room but at least I can rave about my ana thoughts and struggles out loud

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8 months

rt if you weigh less than this ancient Egyptian limestone block

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11 months

@angelicbambi333 I used to get bullied real bad for being fat, I couldn't imagine doing that to someone else esp when they're just minding their own business

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@yuvijo3 kys

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8 months

After 24h I'm purging any of all that follow this stupid ass account, sorry ab it. Whatever y'all do in private idgaf but I do not fuck with anti-recov

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1 month

babe wake up, new edtwt iceberg event dropped

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He did NOT like the secret scheming snail

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3 months

trying to forcefully convert myself from having a junkorexic rot in bed and starve all day ed to a fitness girly proana 10k steps queen ed

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5 months

@bluestberries I find that if I dont eat something for a while (a week or 2) I just stop craving it all together. I don't even think or care about it if it is there. Probably to do with something about sugar being addicting, but now it's like gone from ur system or sum

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9 months

@haeuim66 I've seen SO MANY people talking about their partner encouraging ur ed, like that is not love that is toxic and borderline fetish-y

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8 months

What the actual fuck is wrong with you. I don't give a shit how old you are, wanting to be groomed is fucking disgusting and you clearly have no understanding of what grooming actually is and the long term affects paedophilia has on victims. Get therapy you fucking weirdo.

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6 months

don't talk to me I'm having enrichment time (aggressively hitting my vape while scrolling edtwt in public)

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3 months

I will do it this year, I swear on my life. I'm finally gonna make young me proud.

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3 months

rewtweet to reach ur ugw by the end of 2024✨

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9 months

how the fuck am I gaining on high res I'm actually going to kill somebody (prob myself)

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9 months

@Anniexo01 anorexia would be cancelled if I encountered that

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8 months

@Meoww_5566 I oscillate between the two

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9 months

@B0NGBONES white people r always on some wild shit

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2 months

I'm so tired of being fat. Can't I just skip this chapter of myself and jump to when I'm skinny????

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2 months

being at a lw is like frolicking through a field of flowers bc every time u lose weight it's a new lw

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9 months

@TinyBarbie__ what everyone else sees me as vs what I see myself as

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11 months

fucking OBSESSED with this app omg

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@h0e_lyshit

11 months

WEIGHED MYSELF THIS MORNING AND I HAVE OFFICIALLY LOST 10KG!!!!!!

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@h0e_lyshit

11 months

I started smoking again to curb my appetite and tell me why I'm getting NIC SHITS??? like actually. Is this a thing? Am I just weird? Maybe it's a combination of my caffeine addiction + nic, but I be shitting every day for the first time in decades

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@h0e_lyshit

2 months

@fvckana414 microbiologist 😌💅

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@h0e_lyshit

2 months