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edtwt | relapse | depression/anxiety/ADD/cyclothymia
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@mirubunnie
God I'm glad you said this so eloquently. That's what I'm going through rn. EDs are mental illnesses, not physical ones and it's high time we all start acting like it. It's so frustrating.
@dietvideovixen
Where did all your skin go?????? Did you get surgery? Sorry if that's nosey, I'm at a higher starting weight, so I'm terrified of loose skin
@bmicupcake
Just a warning, I was naturally always thin, then got an Ed and obviously even more so. When I recovered, I assumed I'd go back to naturally thin and I somewhat did. Heavier than pre-ED, but not bad, still healthy BMI. But then I got older and exploded.
@C0untncals4ev
Dude you give me so much hope 🖤 you've got this. And I'm sure, in your brain, you know 200g is likely just weight fluctuation. Not actual weight. You're gonna slay, alright? Be gentle on yourself.
Hey edtwt, I know this isn't ED related, but my friend could REALLY use some help. This sweet doggy is the only thing that's gotten her to hang on throughout her struggles, and I'm afraid I'll lose her if he passes. If you can't donate, consider sharing
Please be honest, is there a difference? Because I'm obese I literally feel like even 40+ lbs hasn't changed my looks. Back in my glory days, I'd look emaciated losing 10 lbs
220. 176.
Crock pot chicken. Y'ALL. Game changer. Around noon I got out the chicken, rubbed on herbs, and put in the crock pot with 1/2c water. Cook for 4-6 hours and you're done. This was 5 oz (weighed), 177 cal and kept me FULL all night. Next time I'll add veg tho
@lifeispeachy222
Same but I'm also glad she's not in here. Idk if you can really recover and stay active on edtwt. She was in real danger and I'm glad she's getting (unwanted) help.
@sprout32149055
This is Ana in a nutshell, seriously. Planning how low can I go while still functioning and if I have X activity should I do Y beforehand?
@anafairy__
Dude anyone who blabs on about it is either disordered or based their entire personality on being smol. The latter is so annoying to me. A girl I know will talk about how tiny she is (height) and how people think she's younger ALL THE TIME
@skinnysince1998
Not trying to be rude AT ALL, just curious why are your ribs so asymmetrical? The left side looks so different. Did you break them at some point or is it just like that?
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x I like almost every type of music. Idk if I have a fave band but the last concerts I've been to were the used, pierce the veil, and the when we were young festival
x I'm probably older than you lmao
Okay I started off 220 and I'm now 177. How long is it gonna take for people to notice?! Like on the one hand I'm glad no one has noticed cuz I'm not stopping till I am UW but also like.... Come on.
@luvshw4
@bmicupcake
It's so tragic 😭 I feel like it's one part karma for never believing my mom about it happening to me and one part just always eating poorly and ignoring common sense. Legit I'd eat half a carton of ice cream in one sitting while my mom gained weight by eating whole foods 😭
Say it with me:
EDs are a mental illness, not a physical one.
EDs are a mental illness, not a physical one.
EDs are a mental illness, not a physical one.
EDs are a mental illness, not a physical one.
EDs are a mental illness, not a physical one.
@aespabones
Hey you're totally valid. Even overweight folks can be anorexic. I know the DSM is fucked but like.... I literally know a girl who started a bit overweight, got to "healthy" range and was diagnosed with heart failure DIRECTLY caused by her ED. There's no such thing as
@magmeisterg
Literally same. I've seen my therapist on and off for TWELVE YEARS. I've watched his kids grow up. He met me at my most vulnerable and he swore one day I'd cry happy tears. Years later we reconnected and he asked if I'd cried happy tears yet and when I said "I haven't cried at
Ya know how people are like "it takes more than a day to lose a pound, that's just water weight!" How long do you think it takes? Like how long would you have to maintain for it to be "real" weight?