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Dead Dove, Do Not Eat ~ 22 ~ any pronouns ~ minors dni pretty plz ~ cw: 236 / sw: 260 / hw: 280 / lw: 187 / gw: 220 /ugw: 130

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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
Unpinning once I’m back under 220lbs/100kg/bmi33.5 which is my original sw from 4 years ago 😖
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
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OUT OF BMI 38 JAIL WHO CHEERED
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@kaikanteat this is genuinely one of the most gutwrenching and shockingly accurate depictions of body dysmorphia and anorexia ive ever seen and its from fucking american dad????????
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
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@lavenderkcals that is for luggage.
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
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@bpdeeeeee you can get too much fibre (rec amount is like 40g max iirc) and it ends up causing constipation and gastro issues so dont have anymore for a bit, drink loads of water and do some gentle stretches and walking. if it doesnt pass in a day or 2 go doctor
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
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@lovythinning there is no way that was done healthily
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
@lavenderkcals I SAW THE LIL LUGGAGE SYMBOL UNDER THE CHART MY BRAIN DIDNT EVEN REGISTER THE BMI CHART ABOVE IT LMAO WHY
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
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@AdoredFleur mental illness that's how. replaced cutting myself with binge eating during uni cuz of stress and now im out of that so im working my way back down
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
3 months
I am locking the fuck in, y'all!
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
1 month
Seeing as August is just a week away i made a lil diet up for it! There's low, med, and high res options for anyone interested! It's only 30 days cuz symmetry, so treat the 31st as a free day!!! ☀️ The Golden Hour Diet ☀️
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
18+ pookies how would yall feel about either a gc and/or a private-ish d!sc0rd server where we have journals, do monthly challenges, and lil groups with ppl of similar stats to keep ya motivated/accountable? idk if it'd be themed? like idol bootcamp style or like? just a vibe???
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
MY PHYSIOTHERAPIST DID A DOUBLETAKE WHEN SHE WALKED IN AND THE FIRST THING SHE SAID WAS 'OH WOW YOUVE LOST WEIGHT' THIS IS A BETTER HIGH THAN DRUGS
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
1 month
YALL WHO WANTS TO DO A LIL GC FOR THIS??? GONNA MAKE A COOL SPREADSHEET AND CHART HEHEH (18+ ONLY TY)
@deaddovecals
dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
1 month
Seeing as August is just a week away i made a lil diet up for it! There's low, med, and high res options for anyone interested! It's only 30 days cuz symmetry, so treat the 31st as a free day!!! ☀️ The Golden Hour Diet ☀️
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
3 months
18 months clean form sh!!!
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
good news. i can start my adhd meds that are notorious for appetite loss soon. bad news. my broken knee is only 50% healed after 10 months when it shouldve been done at the 6 month mark tldr. i am binging
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
🤍🩶🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 10% of the way there! (13/130) 260 ➡️ 247
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
HEY 18+ POOKIES I MADE A COOL FORUM SITE FOR US! WE GOT JOURNALS, CHATS, AND GONNA BE DOING WEEKLY/MONTHLY CHALLENGES! KEEPING IT SEMI-PRIVATE FOR NOW SO DM ME IF YOU WANT IN 😈
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@deaddovecals
dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
JUNE 2024 254.0lbs / 115.2kg ➡️ 246.4lbs / 111.8kg 7.6lbs / 3.4kg lost this month
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
im bordeline abt to end it all over binging i feel like such a fucking failure. like my options were sh relapse or binge and now i may as well do both since im so much of a screw up
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@deaddovecals
dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
4 months
✩✩✩ #edtwt intro!~ ✩✩✩ ✩ 22 - they/them ✩ sw: 260 / gw: 200 / ugw: 160 ✩ relapsing (no dx, just fighting for my life) ✩ minors dni plz ✩ pro-recovery ✩ internalised fatphobia :/ ✩ gonna just be yapping on here 24/7 ✩ like/reply to be moots :3
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
3 months
@lightlycocoa the long bones in your hands and also knuckles / wrist bones. not fingers tho (not my image but im not good at explaining)
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
i hope this heat kills my appetite
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
1 month
Omg my mom got this 0cal salted caramel syrup for our coffee and omg it’s so fucking good??? Not gonna gatekeep it’s called Skinny Barista
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
1 month
☀️🌼August Accountability Thread! 🌻💛
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
gonna be attempting to do a 36 hour fast (key word: attempting)
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
3 months
what are some things yall DONT count cals in? for me its gum, medicines / vitamin gummies, and squash (the juice stuff i use to flavor my water so im not a dehydrated bitch)
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
1 month
Hai guys I’ve returned from my lil 2 day breakdown how we doinnnn! :P
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
1 month
Me when I realise my breakfast has more cals than a lot of y’all’s daily intake:
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
3 months
yall im curious. is the woosh real?
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
my hack to make walking for 30mins+ not boring is to put on some banger music thats easy to walk on the beat of, then actively search for cool rocks/feathers/plants like a lil creature cuz ur focused on keepin ur eyes peeled instead of how much more u gotta do :p
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
4 months
this is me btw if you even care
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
3 months
Dragon fruit and vanilla soy ice cream! Only 142cals for a decent enough portion :p
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@deaddovecals
dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
1 month
JULY 2024 258.0lbs / 112.5kg ➡️ 240.4lbs / 119.0kg 7.6lbs / 3.4kg lost this month
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@deaddovecals
dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
JUNE 2024 254.0lbs / 115.2kg ➡️ 246.4lbs / 111.8kg 7.6lbs / 3.4kg lost this month
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
YALL ITS BEEN A WEEK WHAT IS GOING ON
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
3 months
GREAT OOGLY MOOGLY WHERE DID Y'ALL COME FROM
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
3 months
Lost 3lbs this week who cheered :p
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
1 month
The feeling that no one would notice / miss me if I vanished is coming back again.
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
im bigger than homer simpson? 😰
@avaricenotava
🍓avarice 🍓
2 months
remember when this was considered laughably fat and not “average”?
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
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Me when consistently taking my mood stabilisers… stabilises my mood?
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
@xscats vibribbitor
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
peep the dove diet
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
1 month
I’m a human in the same way a pigeon is a dove
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
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@PunchingCat why the fuck would you smoke weed or anything at all in such close proximity to a pet, especially a kitten
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
1 month
Would you hunt for bones and trinkets with me? (I may or may not pick-pocket you)
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@angel_cakes023
ᡣ𐭩 Winry 𐙚 ᡣ𐭩
1 month
would u run through the woods w me?
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
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i sometimes wonder how it wasnt obvious to the ppl around me that i was queer when i was a kid- like i was an obsessive ZaDR shipper and was the #1 Dipper Pines kinnie
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
having a bit of a mental dip. can i please get some good words and/or pet pics and maybe some memes idk im just feeling kinda alone n need something to ground myself
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
@yogluvr mental things is scary omg those look hella yum btw
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
Slay
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
To everyone who was defending me under that one reply to my recent post that blew up for some god damn reason, thank you. Y’all are so so sweet. 🩷🕊️
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
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I think I’m officially back in the honeymoon phase cuz I’ve been riding the high of ppl point out weighloss and finally this big drop on the scale like omg living life feeling in control feels so good
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
damn I forgot how much white monster ultra tastes like ana. How did I drink this every day
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
1 month
How realistic is it to lose 43.6lbs in 5 months? :3
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
3 months
pookies im really struggling rn my mood is rapidly up n down idk why it might be a bpd flair up but im just not feeling very slay rn so any pet pictures / good vibes messages would be very appreciated :(
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
IM BACK FROM MY BUSINESS TRIP IM SO ANXIOUS TO WIEGH MYSELF TOMORROW
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
I love my family and spending time with them but it stresses me out so much cuz it’s so hard to eat well on these little day trips we have
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
new month new aesthetic
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
3 months
its the 2nd of june who's still locked in and who unlocked after 1 day?
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
WHY IS THIS A BANGER TWEET OF ALL THINGS AND WHO TF BOOKMARKED IT IM SO CONFUSED
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
OUT OF BMI 38 JAIL WHO CHEERED
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
3 months
Yo why does it say there are replies under my post but when I open them and even reveal the hidden replies there’s nothing???
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
June 22nd - Breakfast (11:00am) -Sourdough Toast w/ Sunflower Butter (93cals) -Scramble Eggs w/ Ketchup (124cals) -Coffee w/ Cocoa Powder & Soy Milk (56cals)
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
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Reminder to myself (and anyone else who may need it): It’s a calorie limit, not a calorie goal.
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
was just walking my normal route and some old guy poked his head out of his window and yelled at me to ask if i was walking a marathon 😭 the route usually has me doing 2-3 laps and i do the route up to 3 times a day so he might see me walk by his house 4-8 times most days omgggg
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
3 months
It’s officially gay month in the uk happy days
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
3 months
I’m going to sleep now can yall please manifest me losing 0.5lb or more so I can make up for the 0.4lb I gained today pretty please 🙏🥺
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
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💛 Friday, August 2nd ☀️ Weigh-In: 240.8lbs / 109.2kg 🌻 Calories Eaten: 1076/1400 🌼 Calories Burned: 640 (10745 Steps) ✨ Net Calories: 436/1100
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
3 months
@beaemeye @bluejeansblur YEAH THATS WHY I WAS SHOCKED N ASKING CUZ THE FABRIC ABSORBS SOME OF THE PREASSURE OF STANDING ON THE SCALE SO IT MAKES IT NOT ACCUARTE USUALLY ITS GOTTA BE ON HARD FLAT SURFACE TO BE ACCURATE
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
@puppystarves Gone butt not forgotten
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
HALLO EVERYONE HOW ARE WE DOING TODAY IM IN A SILLY GOOFY MOOD
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
having a meltdown rn for whatever fucking reason and im fighting so hard not to binge ive been doing so so good and its nearly the end of the month but god i just wanna tear into everything i an gte my hands on
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
1 month
guys my adhd meds are arriving today for me to start tomorrow!!!!!!! im goin on elvanse/vyvanse which is also used to tread BED which is a major plus for me aaaaaaa!!!!
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
3 months
MY CAT IS TRYING TO STEAL MY CREAM CHEESE NOOOOO I EARNED MY LIL TREAT FUCK OFFFFF
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
this feels racist. one of the notes is literally about how people with 'lighter complexion' and very typical european features appear as 'friendly faces that are seen as wealthier'
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
1 month
Lost a stone in 2 months let’s goooo (non-British folk that’s 14lbs)
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
what if i called it 'birds of a feather starve together' lmao
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
i cut up, squeezed the juice out of, and soaked an entire lemon into my herbal tea and omg
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
3 months
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
4 months
btw i calculated the bmi of minecraft endermen once. 🧵thread below on how i did it :3
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
battling the exercise compulsions so hard rn :/
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
June 20th! 🌷 Calories Eaten: 1554 🌴 Calories Burned: 558 (3864 Steps + 30mins Swimming) 🐋 Water Intake: 3.6L ✨ Weigh-In: 248.4lbs (-2.0lbs since June 19th)
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
3 months
every day i get closer to genuinely considering a nicotine addiction just to reduce my appetite
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
June 29th! 🌸 Calories Eaten: 543 (24 Fast + OMAD) 🌱 Calories Burned: 28 (463 Steps) 🐟 Water Intake: 1.8L ⭐️ Weigh-In: 248.0lbs (-0.4lbs since June 28th)
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
just over 19hrs into my 36hr fast and im rlly fuckin hungry ive been drinking water n black coffee but im like rahhhhh
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
1 month
hit 5k steps before breakfast and hit 10k before lunch. Aiming for 15k before dinner and 20k before bed if I can. 🚶‍♂️🚶‍♂️🚶‍♂️
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
3 months
if you see me liking/replying to you less than a minute after you posting, no you dont :)
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
cant wait till i get a hair cut this weekend so i can lose like 0.2lbs lmao
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
1 month
@meowfinz deez (but fr almonds, peanuts, and pistachios)
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
3 months
on one hand, testosterone! yippee! transitioning! on the other hand.... increased appetite and sudden surges of needing to eat everything in a 10 mile radius...
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
OKAY SO I GAINED A LIL BIT BUT ITS NOT THE END OF THE WORLD. IT WAS ALSO MY MOMS BDAY YESTERDAY SO ALL THE JUNK EATING FOR THE MONTH IS OUT OF THE WAY TIME TO LOCK BACK IN WAHOOOOOO
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
3 months
having bpd and an ed sucks so much ass like the number on the scale will determine my mood for the whole ass day, if not multiple days until i next weigh in. and then the unstable mood means unstable eating and rahhhh 🤬🤬🤬
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
1 month
I’m 2 days into my adhd medication and I’m already less hungry and able to just have smaller meals with no snacks it’s great
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
3 months
ugh finally home after one hell of a medical nightmare. am all good dw. suspected that i mightve had a blood clot in my heart/artery, but actually its just costochondritis (connective bit of stuff on ribs go ouchie) so im all good
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
3 months
Me when i accidentally catch a glimpse of myself in the bathroom mirror while weighing myself naked every morning:
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
3 months
@beaemeye CONGRATS BUT WGY ARE YOU WEIGHING ON A RUG 😭
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
3 months
100 FRIENDS! YIPPEE!!!!!
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dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
3 months
i fucking hate waking up early cuz it means im hungry earlier and am more likely to eat more >:/
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@deaddovecals
dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
SUDDEN URGE TO SL!T MY WR!STS GO
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@deaddovecals
dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
3 months
going to bed hungry is such a nostalgic feeling for me. i restricted heavily during summer 2020 then went to uni and binged nearly daily. its strange to not feel uncomfortably full for once, but it's nice because it means im getting my control back
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@deaddovecals
dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
☁️ Wednesday, June 10th 🐩 Calories Eaten: 1471/1500 🪿 Calories Burned: 641 (10483 Steps) 🦢 Net Calories: 830/1000 💧 Water Intake: 2.8L ⚖️ Weigh-In: Don’t Know
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@deaddovecals
dove ⚰️🕊️ edtwt
2 months
binged / currently binging sorry that im such a disappointment
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