currently smoking ice in a random methheads hotel room with 2 older men and im dressed like a complete hooker and i only have a box cutter on me. what could go wrong?
“you’re looking much healthier!!” dude i will literally kill myself right in front of you and your entire family in your living room and i will do it violently.
had to delete my post of me dojng drugs cause everyone shit their panties about it. why does me ruining my life and body bother y’all so damn much go get a hobby or a job
currently thinking about the fact that i was going to be a neurosurgeon, had several scholarships lined up, was grade levels ahead in school, was a “gifted kid”, then i was honest about being raped and my entire life was ruined
don’t do meth. i’m not trying to promote drug use, it didn’t help me lose weight, i’ve been an addict since i was 15 and it has ruined so much for me. that post had like 80 likes when i went to sleep 12 hours ago, and i woke up to it blowing up. i do NOT want any1 to start doing
no one got mad when i was posting my cocaine when that was my main addiction but the second i post meth im such a bad person and im sooooo terrible for “promoting drug use” 1) as if i wasn’t posting drugs before 2) as if cocaine isn’t just as bad [or arguably worse in some cases]
@babynotpr0
this is so sweet oh my god i’ve lost most of my closest friends due to them not liking what they see on my account holy fuck dude you’ve struck gold please keep them around for ever
god this is so fucking triggering i need to be back at my lw RIGHT .NOW . i cant fucking believe i attempted recovery how fucking stupid could i possibly be
meth bong as promised - it’s nothing special , i use a dab rig lol . i wasn’t prepared for the monster i created in that piece . my grandma raised a thug tho i ate that shit
every single time i tell people i was 200lbs they look me up and down and go “you????? no way, i don’t believe you” like …. u think …. u think there’s no way????? that’s gotta mean they think i’m skinny right
thinking about the time i said i was running out of room to cut and instead of suggesting recovery people gave me ideas for diff places to cut. will never forgive y’all 4 that
i do wonder what i did , i wasn’t moots w them or anything i have no idea who they are i just. wonder what i did LOL their layout is sick as hell tho HAHA
so apparently that employee once again called me a crossdressing dyslexic faggot, but this time to my BOSS, so we are contacting HR and im pretty sure he’ll be getting fired by the end of this week :) it’s actually rlly hard to fire people LOL
really cannot tell you guys how much it means to me when you say “stay safe” and things of that nature under my tweets lately. it means the actual fuckin world and i am incredibly grateful. thank u guys for caring about me and wanting me to be better than i am.
in the time i was gone i ended things w my best friend, started seeing the 39yr old man again, SLEPT WITH HIM, started doing coke again, and other shit i cant even remember
bodychecks lul 👎🏻
could be worse but fuck man , could be better. idk why the fuck i keep making the conscious choice of eating food when i KNOW i will be unhappy with the result of that. like on some real shit. can’t figure it out. anyway here’s my back
thank u all for asking if im okay. i am Not. i ran out of my antipsychotics, i crashed my car twice in one day, my new manager knows im using, im fuckin around with a guy born in the same year as my mom, i gained weight, i am on the verge.
ugh y’all are so fucking annoying if anyone took two seconds to read past the video they would see that i thought it was stupid and that i was off my meds
but no pls let’s just make snarky comments at the expense of an extremely delusional person with no access to their meds !
not only is he 39. he was born in the same year as my mom, he has a son who is the same age as me, AND his middle name is my dads name. i’m literally. i’m. i’m. i’m.