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@controlledcals

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ED vent account - stoner • 26 • 🏳‍🌈💍 • magical ♐️ • disabled 👩🏽‍🦽• always looking for new moots :)) relapse: sept 2022🔻40lbs — fatphobes/minors DNI

SW • bmi: 38 CW • 28s GW • 20
Joined November 2019
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@controlledcals
Maya • they/them
2 years
Hiding your ed from your parents🥴😠🙄 to hiding your ed from your partner🥺😭😬 pipeline 🛤🏃🏽‍♀️
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Maya • they/them
7 months
Cal estimate?? Lmfaooo
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Maya • they/them
7 months
10gs of proteins for 50 cals 🤩🤩 I hope they are yummyyyy
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Maya • they/them
8 months
When you think your ed magically goes away 🤩🥰🥳
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Maya • they/them
2 years
@cinnamoncaIo What the fuck. Whatever that is. That is my fear food bye.
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@controlledcals
Maya • they/them
1 year
Over ONE HUNDRED of my moots follow this person 💀💀
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Maya • they/them
2 years
@orcidbones … if edtwt came up in irl convos after smoking two joints I’d never smoke again
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Maya • they/them
1 year
Idc what anyone says, I be worried for her
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Maya • they/them
1 year
@mirubunnie You are literally one of my favorite people on twt your tweets never miss
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Maya • they/them
5 months
@whatabugh People like that genuinely are so toxic and it’s engrained in them and it comes out very noticeably during conversations like this but I have no doubt it affects their behavior irl too
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Maya • they/them
1 year
@mirubunnie My hot take is that misandry should be the norm 🥰 I support women’s wrongs and taking away men’s rights 🤗🤗🤗
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@controlledcals
Maya • they/them
2 years
@maybeitstoday Getting fuller faster than other people while also eating less than them
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Maya • they/them
2 years
@__selenite__ Call me dramatic but I would absolutely report her. Doctors should respect their patients requests. There’s a reason you asked, she blatantly ignored it.
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Maya • they/them
1 year
@riiiilakkuma New favorite support sentence “I hope whatever is going on heals” that is so beautiful. What a sweet soul
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Maya • they/them
1 year
@barbieediet @thinnin_g Always the fucking children
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Maya • they/them
9 months
@GingerAdd1ct RUN. run. Seriously tell him you’re done and just move on. This will not get better. You deserve so so so much more than this
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@controlledcals
Maya • they/them
11 months
What’s the appropriate way to say “I wish you found me attractive” to your partner without making it sound like a guilt trip or that you’re pressuring them to do stuff because I feel like a monster for even feeling like I need to bring it up at all
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Maya • they/them
9 months
@GingerAdd1ct Even if he agrees with you now, he will keep subtly trying to convert you. Men do not change they show you exactly who they are as a way to test your boundaries
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@controlledcals
Maya • they/them
1 year
“Edtwt is too soft these days” “no one does meanspo like they used to” okay sorry the general trajectory of human contact is moving away from harmful and toxic group behavior.. that content being harder to find is a good sign for how we are trying to care for each other.
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@controlledcals
Maya • they/them
9 months
@mirubunnie Save your eating time for in front of people and also accept food periodically being offered to you!!
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Maya • they/them
4 months
@st4revd She loves you so much omg :( you’re not selfish, lean into the love and the support. Believe her when she says she loves you and wants what’s best for you
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Maya • they/them
2 years
@edtwtconfessing Everyone doubting this person has an ed but it literally sounds like they’re in denial? No one “forces” themselves to have an ed for the fun of it. They are afraid of gaining weight and don’t have a healthy relationship with food. Y’all really pick and choose who you support
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Maya • they/them
2 years
@KITSEUI Oh… wonderful it gets worse. Let’s just add necrophilia
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Maya • they/them
9 months
DO YOU SEE IT????? :)))
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Maya • they/them
2 years
@mirubunnie The best
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Maya • they/them
1 year
@L1V1NGD34D_G1RL She’s real for that
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Maya • they/them
2 years
@edtwtconfessing I’m sorry but I couldn’t keep reading this when I say “y/n” BYE WHAT IS THIS WATTPAD???
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@controlledcals
Maya • they/them
7 months
My tolerance says 30 minutes 💀
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how long does weed stay in the body?
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Maya • they/them
7 months
@Raindr0p1418925 Real— I took a very confident sip and REGRETTED IT 💀💀— full review coming when I try the strawberry cheesecake to compare
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@controlledcals
Maya • they/them
2 years
@mirubunnie I only made it to the end of week 3 lmao but I had made a friend on tumblr who told me no one finishes it and I moved on from trying this one again 😂
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@controlledcals
Maya • they/them
1 year
@boredkcals I genuinely will never understand why tiktok went crazy over him. His stare is so off putting and dead
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@controlledcals
Maya • they/them
1 year
Oh my god. The girl I absolutely despise posted a picture and girl is skinny ™ I’m actually like 😦😟
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Maya • they/them
10 months
@spawnscarlett @fallrexic It’s crazy that after all the replies and people telling you you are wrong you haven’t deleted this fucking post
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Maya • they/them
2 years
@EMOY00NGl Oh my god I should not have looked. If you’re like “omg should I look?” No. No you really don’t want to.
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Maya • they/them
8 months
Just so we’re all clear I do not agree with this at all. We never have to interact on the TL. DM me for or about whatever!!!! This is such an odd take. It’s SOCIAL media. Maybe priv your account and only add friends if you’re so weirded out by a mutual’s dm
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not sure if it feels right to share this but some of u guys need to realize dming ur oomfs so randomly, espcially when y'all barely/have never interacted with each other on the tl, isn't an appropriate way to get closer to them like u think it is
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Maya • they/them
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Maya • they/them
9 months
@mirubunnie I read a great tweet the other day that was like “we are in an age where people have been convinced they don’t owe anyone anything but you do in fact owe people things. You owe someone an apology if you upset them, you owe people an opportunity to explain their side” etc
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Maya • they/them
1 year
@SeymourBones19 if they wanna tweet abt how they don’t care abt disabled people that’s fine. I *as a disabled person* don’t want mutuals who are okay with this level of apathy for my existence by proxy.
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Maya • they/them
10 months
lol I got kicked out of the Jews of edtwt group chat which is disappointing since I am still Jewish lol I guess not being pro genocide that i$ra3l is directly perpetrating is a problem? You can’t argue with the numbers and the facts.
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Maya • they/them
11 months
@anaangel666 @emptybites There’s an app called Bluesky which hasn’t been released for public use yet they’re still finishing the app buttttt you can download it and it looks just like Twitter!!!!
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Maya • they/them
4 months
@wednesdaycals I did this but in the opposite direction
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Maya • they/them
9 months
Going to a large protest today, will not be guilting myself for breakfast
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Maya • they/them
7 months
@rentisskinny Bro he has ARFID just look it up and then chill 😭
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@controlledcals
Maya • they/them
5 months
This is not good music 🫶🏽 love you fr though girlie
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Dylan Mulvaney has released "Days of Girlhood," a pop single signaling his latest venture into the music industry. Some of the first reviews on YouTube have called it "the greatest song of the year." What are your thoughts?
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Maya • they/them
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@spawnscarlett @fallrexic Because you’re spreading misinformation.
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Maya • they/them
1 year
@nymphysteria The way I always say sedentary even though I’m a dog trainer and exercise a minimum of an hour 5 days a week 😶
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Maya • they/them
2 years
@H0NEYNARA @Iqjnie He was on opioids which totally cause constipation!! Apparently he died with like an insane amount of shit stuck inside him 🥴
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Maya • they/them
2 years
@punkwasssdead @jjvaleska_ Omg I eat breakfast for dinner omad 😭 Breakfast just makes me hungrier later 🥲
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Maya • they/them
4 months
@soxxiz I found all of that so interesting 💀💀
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Maya • they/them
2 years
@myslekaloriami @mirubunnie The girl in the back dancing at the end killed me lmao
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Maya • they/them
2 years
Ed twt is my favorite. It’s the only place I can be myself, mental illness and all and no one is trying to fix me and the moots I make on here are so sweet. I appreciate this space and everyone in it so much
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Maya • they/them
2 years
@penelopecals If someone said “you’re not skinny, you’re beautiful” I would simply never eat again.
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Maya • they/them
9 months
When ur an abuser and know it so you have to make sure your child can’t escape your sight in fear of them telling someone what they are experiencing
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@controlledcals
Maya • they/them
11 months
Is this only funny to me because I can’t bring myself to change it but I will if no one thinks it’s funny 😭
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Maya • they/them
2 years
Because it is okay? The idea that only cis women buy tampons is weird. If your man best friend had tampons for girls “just in case” y’all would be praising him. But a woman, it isn’t okay? Weird take. This tweet screams transphobic.
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Maya • they/them
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@interruptedgrI Apparently doing this can increase the risk for salmonella exponentially because freezing the egg overnight cracks it and bacteria gets inside the egg— you have to freeze things for like 2-3weeks to kill bacteria
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Maya • they/them
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“1200 is what toddlers eat” Me, an AFAB adult, who is 4’10: BMR 1275 I would nottttt be losing on 1200 💀 It’s so irritating to have to have this conversation with non disordered TALL people who think I don’t eat enough. (My mom)
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Maya • they/them
10 months
@mirubunnie THE BARBIE HANDS WHEN YOU PUT THE CAMERA DOWN 💀💀
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Maya • they/them
1 year
People that say msg causes adhd are just racist, like I really don’t want to have to elaborate but it’s fucking crazy
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Maya • they/them
6 months
I’m case y’all wanna see how normies actually feel abt crash diets like this 😂 I love comment sections like this ngl
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Maya • they/them
11 months
@fastingfawn You should report her to like whatever board therapists are certified under that’s absolutely fucked oh my god
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Maya • they/them
3 years
@glossdiet I could never let my s/o harm themselves like I do
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Maya • they/them
9 months
@mirubunnie Pull a knife out of your pocket and make direct eye contact :)
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Maya • they/them
2 years
@fizzycalzz @0caloriespliff @killingcaIs Yeah, I was told as a kid the crust is healthier but it is literally just drier and toasted outside it’s the exact same nutrients unless they put someone specifically in the crust 😐
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Maya • they/them
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@vanilleflavor I’m gonna be 💯 rn .. she just looks more toned which makes sense with the constant full energy performances and being on the go 24/7 during touring. I think she’s okay fr
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Maya • they/them
3 years
Pinned tweet of info abt me :) I’d love to be moots I am witchy, a tarot reader, and stoner I am 24 engaged 🌈 I have adhd and CPTSD and am 98% sure I am autistic (not sure I will seek diagnosis) Honorable mentions: My Fiancé: F My best friend: B One of my good friends: J
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Maya • they/them
10 months
Not weighing in during your period is self care
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Maya • they/them
1 year
@dietyogu THE CAPTION IS THE PART THAT GOT ME
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Maya • they/them
2 years
@catsspo His chest is so large because he’s an evil cyborg and that’s all his processing shit instead of a heart and organs in there.
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Maya • they/them
6 months
If someone who is like 130 and like average 5’5 they need to get to 110 to be UW that’s 20lbs. Being 200lbs and losing 70 to be BMI like 21 is insanely more impressive let’s be real
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what’s more impressive? losing a lot of weight or losing enough weight to be underweight
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Maya • they/them
8 months
My HW being bmi 38 and now I’m under bmi 30 people talk to me more and act way friendlier. I’ve had people ask to add ME on socials instead of the other way around. Its sad as hell but also can’t wait to see where my social life will be at bmi 20
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this is so real being bmi 27 and bmi 20 …. people are so much nicer when ur thin and it sucks
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Maya • they/them
2 years
@bibikcals I would swallow legos whole if it meant getting to my ugw
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Maya • they/them
3 years
Edtwt really gives me a place where I feel like people listen to my emotional shit and can actually relate and care about me. After I graduated I had/have like 2 friends and im really glad I have this space too, yall are so sweet.
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Maya • they/them
1 year
Why are parents so okay with letting people do things for free. They wanted me to call their neighbor who’s a handyman and just have him come over and work on the house but like not pay him?? Just offer like a snack??? No?????????
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Maya • they/them
11 months
If at LW why massive :(((
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Maya • they/them
9 months
Only type of mukbang I can watch
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Maya • they/them
9 months
As someone who was adopted by lesbians out of the 50+ homes I was in, I am beyond thankful I was adopted by the sweetest and more caring parents I could’ve asked for. Kindly fuck off.
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Maya • they/them
4 months
I lost like 8 followers after this … I am joking 😭
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Maya • they/them
4 months
April fools I don’t have an eating disorder 🥳
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Maya • they/them
1 year
This was me until I had acquired a couple of friends who are some of the most delusion humans I’ve ever met and they genuinely don’t give a fuck abt what you say they just want to complain abt shit never changing bc they never change shit
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I never want my friends to ever feel like they’re bothering me. Idc how many times you wanna talk about that same situation ima act like it’s something new and give you advice everytime 😂
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Maya • they/them
9 months
Stick in the zone where people with high SW won’t call mine a high SW but people with low CW would call me a fatty 😭
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Maya • they/them
8 months
I’m disabled ☺️👍🏽 hope this helps you feel better about yourself. Genuinely can’t wait for the day I fucking die.
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im sorry but im genuinely asking why are some ppl built like this
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Maya • they/them
9 months
I’m hoping these are good cause they would be a good breakfast
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Maya • they/them
1 year
Fun fact: this means she doesn’t want you 😂 she’s making her demands unattainable you’re just dense af
People: How are you single?? The women that want me:
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Maya • they/them
3 years
@blushspo I’m cracking up bc my first thought was “I’m v bad at walking so if there’s a technique I’m missing out on…” because I’m disabled and actually have a hard time walking HELP 😂😂
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Maya • they/them
8 months
This is the type of ed support y’all’s bf’s should be showing
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Maya • they/them
1 year
This is one of my most favorite things about social media is the ability for people to share stuff like this.
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Maya • they/them
2 years
Edtwt poll: what was your sw??? Pls like and retweet 🫶🏽🫶🏽
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Maya • they/them
7 months
I forgot that like MLM is like men love men but my brain was like “‘multilevel marketing’ what a weird thing to put in you bio… …. oh… right 🤦🏽”
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Maya • they/them
3 years
@caloriedevil I gained 😭 but I also has a dual surgery on my spine so — im devastated but also needing to heal at the moment
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Maya • they/them
5 months
My credit score is 716 🥹 i fucked it up a couple months ago by missing a payment by accident by one day and it knocked it down to 680 💀 but I’ve fixed it!!!!
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Maya • they/them
10 months
I will be 26 in a month. I’m freaking the fuck out. Smashmouth was so real
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Maya • they/them
2 years
@mirubunnie LITERALLY. It’s natural and not gross like ever??
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Maya • they/them
1 year
I am so fucking ready to leave this fucking relationship. Our 3rd year anniversary is coming up and every day that passes I am just consistently reminded that I don’t mean shit and my fucking needs don’t matter at all unless hers come first. Fuck me I guess. I’m so tired of this
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1 year
@n0thvngry This happened to me with one of my “best friends”. After like 2.5years of being best friends she finally revealed she was a trump supporter and very homophobic while im literally engaged to a woman???? It feels like such a mind fuck. I’m so sorry you’re dealing with that
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Maya • they/them
10 months
The way people are tweeting at me that they hope my mom dies because she’s in israel visiting family is fucking insane to me. I know for a fact that karma is coming for all you fucking assholes
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Maya • they/them
9 months
I’m on my period rn IM ON MY PERIOD BLEEDING FROM MY VAGINAAAAAA OOOOOOOOOO
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Maya • they/them
1 year
This tastes like plain strawberry milk omg New omad?????
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Maya • they/them
2 years
This guy is my male thinspo 😭
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