GUYS I REACHED MY GW???? I JUST WEIGHED MYSELF AND THE SCALE SHOWED 41.9KG/92.4LBS OH MY GOD OH MY FUCKING GOD IM NOW BMI 17.2 I CANT BELIEVE THIS IM SO HAPPY
saying to an anorexic person "what if people look at your boney body with disgust?" is like saying to a suicidal person "what if you make your mom sad?", you're thinking about how it affects other instead of how it affects the one who's suffering
i'm probably going to be less active for the time being. my dad killed himself last night. i'll try to do things that bring me joy and try to care less about food. i have too much on my plate right now.
this is a picture of my friend becky (me). she used to be bmi 16 until one night her dad killed himself & she (me) has been overeating these past 5 days. please don't wind up like becky (me).
okay im freaking put rn total intake until now is ~500 cals and my mom came back home with some black cherries and gave some to me and and its okay to have 9 cherries as a snack right?????? right??? i can eat them right?????
fuck man this eating disorder for real ruined my relationships and my view of my body and what i eat and it has left me a hollow shell of what i once was
kinda crazy that my two current celebrity crushes are one of the most beautiful women alive and a brooklyn rat taken straight fron the sewers, the true bisexual experience
how i feel when i eat 1000 calories of lentil soup with sausage for lunch but then i remember that its home-made my mom is really proud of how it turned out
good morning! good news: i hit my ugw today!
bad news:
my period is late and my mom is very concerned
she thinks its because of my weight
shes gonna make me eat meat sandwiches until it comes back or something? idk what shes on with that
idk what to do. should i try semirecov?
#edtwt
#recovtwt
i need help & advice. my mom just scolded me saying "you've lost too much" "your bones are protuding" even though im only bmi 16. shes terrifying and i dont want to keep walking on eggshells. should i start harm-reduction? up my intake? maintain? recover? help.