hello ur boi is h*rny so like lemme tell u what im wanting a whole lot rn...
-cum control (ugh pls)
-wna piss in someones lap n get called a piss slut for it
-so much fucking teasing
-overstim until im blushing and my eyes are heavy and im fucking begging
-nipple play
-bjs
today one of my friends asked me if i wrote omorashi porn and i freaked out thinking he followed me on here or smthn. anyway i said yes bc im not a liar and it turns out i just left my ao3 tab open once and he only knew what βomoβ meant bc he jerks his dick to it also. figures
@angxlpiss
excessive cum, cumshots, moaning in relief, nutting in pants, desperation/begging. ik these prob arent very universal but theyre why i ended up liking piss
i'm going to sound like a complete asshole when i say this but like ... why the fuck can u monetize every art hobby except for writing rn?? like i need to pay bills too. writing takes a lot of work too. i wanna take commissions. i wanna be paid to write.
i'm hoping this is a safe space to say this and if anyone makes it weird i will block u without hesitation
lately i've been feeling so comfy and regr*ssing so easily and im ,, kind of super super enjoying it,,,
remember when people would say 'you wanna kiss me so bad it makes you look stupid'? yeah... i want someone to say that to me n then do other mean things
i havent had the inspiration to write for a while and i feel like iβve forced myself a few times recently so im... gonna take a short hiatus from my fic and hope for the best sowwy ily
so uhhh as someone whos a vers and even a dom lean⦠sometimes i really hate domming. sometimes subs can take and take and take and then leave u without aftercare and think its ok just bc theyre the sub??? and its exhausting and draining and not very rewarding
shit im into:
-men in panties
-public stuff
-piss
-anything that kinda reminds me of piss
-cumming where/when you shouldnt
-naughty things in general (mostly legal)
β¨shiny new kinksβ¨ tw: everything
-consensual somnophilia (probably just pretending 2 be sleep)
-incubus roleplay?? wtf
-tentacles?? wow
-i already had bl**d and kn*fe kink but it warped into extreme violence?? <3
-literally death. like sexual euthanasia. if i mUST go then...
i wanna write SO BAD but all i have is fragments of things. like believe me ur boi is h*rny as fuck and i want nothing more than to write the most vile things but its jUST NOT HAPPENING AND I HAYE IT
in group therapy they asked us to imagine the best memories we had and what that meant about our values
um i hate to break it to u but all i thought about was the time i smoked pot and then had a mind-blowing orgasm
thought: me in a club pouting to my dom about how i dont wanna leave him and im too scared to go to the bathroom by myself and i dont wanna get out of his lap ,,, so he just lets me pee in his lap in front of all his friends and no one even knows bc he covers it up in some way
theres a part of me that wants to have someone to go to after i cum like βπ€€ i just came. are you proud of me? am i a good boy?β and just ,,, talk about things but also im scared of people and ive had v bad experiences in the past <3 boy i could just cry <3
yoooooo,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
i just got stoned and then masturbated...... i didnt think my voice could even gO UP THAT MANY OCTAVES. IM SCARED PEOPLE OUTSIDE COULD FUCKING HEAR
theoretically ,,,, if i posted one of those hand videos where i grab my sheets ,,, THEORETICALLY,,,, would that be desired. just based on theory only. nothing real here !