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edtwt ❤️ 20 years old,5’4 {sw 218} {cw 218.0 lbs} {gw 170} pro recovery & anti fatphobia!! lbs lost: 0

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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
9 months
🍒 w8 tracker 🍒
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6 months
when you realize starving yourself involves feeling hungry
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@cherryynoelle
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7 months
i dropped from obese class II to obese class I!!!!!!
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7 months
IM IN ED HEAVEN!!! my mom looked at me weird this morning and i said “what” and she said “you look different, i can’t put my finger on it” AND THEN i was putting my bra on and had to put it on the second tightest clasp instead of the loosest bc ive shrunk since i last put it on!!
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
7 months
the week of my period on its way to sabotage my weight loss
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
things that don’t invalidate your ed: -eating everyday -eating in the 1000 calories area -not exercising every day(or at all!) -being overweight, obese, or morbidly obese -not weighing yourself -not counting calories -not having safe foods you’re still valid. don’t forget it.
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7 months
me after convincing myself that one piece of cake i had a week ago is the reason im losing weight so slow
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
7 months
hi guys! i think im choosing recovery so i wont be active as of now, but things can always change and i tend to relapse often. i love you all and appreciate the support you’ve given me 😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
7 months
soooo close to breaking 200 lbs!!
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
7 months
you guys are so supportive wff i’m gonna cry i love this twisted little community so much 😭❤️❤️❤️
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
7 months
i dropped from obese class II to obese class I!!!!!!
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@cherryynoelle
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7 months
i wonder how many of my irls are on edtwt
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
7 months
what a genuinely miserable person, i actually wish for nothing but the best for them. this sort of senseless cruelty is never just. stop using your disorder to put others down and just admit that you’re unhappy with yourself. hope you heal from whatever darkness is inside you.
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7 months
i pooped naturally!!
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
why do you as a restaurant not put calories on the menu
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
6 months
…that was embarrassing anyway i’m back
@cherryynoelle
cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
7 months
hi guys! i think im choosing recovery so i wont be active as of now, but things can always change and i tend to relapse often. i love you all and appreciate the support you’ve given me 😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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7 months
me after convincing myself 900 calories is way too much for a day
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
hi mooties i hope you have the most amazing day 💋💋💋💋
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
does anyone get excited to weigh in sometimes??? trust me i hate the scale and it’s so damaging but a toxic part of my brain loves it
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
sTarViNg iSnT sUstAiNaBLe okay so why am i sustaining it
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
does anyone else’s weight loss look like this? i lose then i gain then i lose and i gain
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
7 months
should i up my intake from 600 cals to 800 cals to see if my period comes? i’m really scared of the long term impacts that starving can have on your reproductive health but im fucking huge
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
7 months
i pooped !
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
6 months
for the love of god SHUT THE FUCK UP i need the internet to realize that THIS IS THE AVERAGE WOMAN IN AMERICA,,, YOURE JUST JEALOUS SHES GOT A GOOD ASS AND YOU HAVE AN ED!! -sincerely someone with a good ass and an ed
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Omg she's HUGE
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8 months
me trying to prepare myself for the weight i’m gonna gain this holiday season
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
7 months
my physical hunger cues are dead i’m never physically hungry but my mental appetite is FUCKED. i want to eat so much food
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@cherryynoelle
cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
7 months
i pooped without lax!
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
7 months
i’ve lost twenty two pounds in two months. one binge will NOT destroy my progress. i’m gonna be okay im gonna be okay im gonna be okay
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
7 months
send me internet hugs please i really just need a friend rn :(
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6 months
humbling
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@cherryynoelle
cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
7 months
i binged :( i ate half a can of frosting, a bag of protein chips, a honey bun, and a protein cookie my tummy hurts and i wanna die
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
how often do yall weigh yourselves??? i’m doing once every four days because it’s long enough to see a difference but short enough to catch anything that’s not working and make a change
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
7 months
the feminine urge to omad cake
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@cherryynoelle
cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
7 months
so many new oomfs!!! i promise i’ll follow yall back tomorrow but i reached my follow limit for the day, IM HAPPY YAY
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
7 months
am i stupid for being upset? he said he would call then didn’t and he hasn’t checked up on me the whole day
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
omad
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
relapsing feels like diving deep under water and the whole world goes quiet and the water wraps around you like a blanket and just for a moment you feel like you belong
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
IM 215.6 YALL LETS GOOOO
@cherryynoelle
cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
weigh in tomorrow morning yall :/ currently 219.6 and i’m manifesting to be at least 218!!!
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
me fr
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
omad :)
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
9 months
highly recommend the “old me” trick!! separate urself from ur past bad habits. intercept ur thoughts. “i wanna binge on this cake so badly right now… wait, that’s something the old me would do!” “im going to skip my calorie deficit today… wait that’s what the old me would do!
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
i’m proud of myself 🫶
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
i’m only 1.5 bmi points to moving down to obese class one instead of being in obese class 2 slay
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
i’m thick and hot rn but i wanna be skinny and hot you know??
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
7 months
i think when i break 200 lbs ill schedule myself to get a lil haircut as a reward!!!
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
my toxic trait is i wanna be skinny fat 😭 i don’t wanna lose my curves and thighs and ass, i don’t want to look sharp i still wanna look feminine and soft
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
omad omfg i’m so excited
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
is 900 calories and below enough of a deficit to lose weight? /srs
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
6 months
okay so i’m back on my bullshit so here are my non negotiables: -weigh in every morning, no exceptions -track every calorie (if unsure, don’t eat it) -omad only (don’t eat before 5 pm or after 7 pm) -update notion every day -update weight apps every day
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
7 months
ok ana starts tomorrow i tried to get my period to start by eating more but it didn’t work so this is just life now
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
fuck it (i had to screen record so y’all don’t get my username sorry 😭 also it’s the start of one of those outfit transition vids)
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
i have such a cute outfit on today and i wanna post it but i’m chunky and don’t wanna get hated on
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
7 months
the hunger x caffeine x nicotine hand shaking is craaaazy
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
9 months
i need olivia rodrigo’s body NOW
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@cherryynoelle
cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
7 months
i broke 205 lbs!!!
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
me, a junkorexic:
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
i just pooped naturally with no lax or fiber supplement????
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
7 months
@minanayl definitely riding a high!!! today is gonna be great hehehe
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
95 calorie hot chocolate ft my real initial
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@cherryynoelle
cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
7 months
stop putting 2023 instead of 2024 on my weight logs challenge (im losing)
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
7 months
liquid shits r the worst
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
i need to lose face fat like yesterday
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
7 months
i need my hormones to calm down so i can start losing weight again,,, why is the week before and the week of my period so hard to drop weight????
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
and then eating to try to fix it and still feeling like you have to puke <<<<
@italmstworked
mila 𝜗𝜚
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feeling like your gonna vomit from not eating <<<<
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@cherryynoelle
cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
when you poop without taking any supplements or lax 🥰🥰🥰🥰
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
two week difference hello?? am i crazy or do yall see it too??
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8 months
my toxic trait is if it’s under 20 calories i don’t count it… like im not counting my vitamins or my gum like i burn that just by literally existing
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
7 months
me seeing someone the same size or bigger than me: 🥰🥰😍😍😍❤️❤️❤️ me when i look in the mirror: 🤮🤮🤢🤢🤢🤮
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
@ me it’s literally impossible to gain weight while eating 800 calories a day & liquid fasting two days a week it’s just water weight it’s just water weight it’s just water weight
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@cherryynoelle
cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
not to be full of myself but i feel like im really pretty but you just can’t see it because im fat :(
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
i literally haven’t taken a picture of myself since thanksgiving bc i hate myself so much (also i was having an allergic reaction to antibiotics so ignore my chest rash) 😭😭😭
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
i won’t be tracking for the next few days as i want to enjoy the holidays
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
7 months
it’s okay that i binged i can get back on track,,, i used to eat like this every single day and now it’s the first time in two and a half months that that ive done this ill get back on track tomorrow maybe i wont weigh myself idk
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
7 months
i maintained but honestly i’m happy!! i was expecting to maintain for the entirety of xmas break but i lost five pounds hehehe my slay
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
total eating disorder moment is freaking out over a 10 cal flavor packet for your water
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
eating these for a snack later i hope they’re good
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
being at the start of your weight loss journey: pros: loses weight super fast, noticeable difference in bloating after just a few days cons: still fat :/
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
9 months
guys i literally just shit myself i thought it was a fart but it was liquid shit omfg
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
i genuinely don’t understand fatspo… every time i look at a thread i’m like “yeah she looks good, she looks hot, what am i supposed to be seeing” like y’all are fatphobic fr 😭😭😭
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
9 months
everyone is eating chili and i’m 24 hours into my liquid fast drinking a smoothie :)
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@cherryynoelle
cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
7 months
i know this is very not anorexic of me to say but once i get back to 190 pounds i will start looking like myself again,,, i was so pretty and im only 15 pounds away from that!!!!
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
the girls that get it get it and the girls that don’t don’t
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
7 months
i wholeheartedly blame magazines at the grocery store check out lanes for my ed
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
he got white macadamia nut bc he knows they’re my favorite i’m gonna puke,,, I AM STRONG
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
you’ve got to be fucking with me. step dad just bought these and set them RIGHT next to me on the couch and i have an hour and a half left of this show and i can’t leave bc my family is here i want to cry
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8 months
i’ve gone ten days total without eating anything i love that for me
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
6 months
i think i’m gonna be more chill with my rules and try a different approach to see if it’s more sustainable, so here r my rule changes: -can drink water in middle of night if thirsty - don’t have to fast for super long periods if not up to it -no punishments for overeating
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
thinking about how i went to the doctor and they did a strep test and the nurse said “wow you really have no gag reflex!” and i said BEFORE THINKING “thanks it’s the bulimia” and we just looked at each other and then she wrote something on my chart and left
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@cherryynoelle
cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
15% thru my weight loss:)
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
7 months
me texting the ed help chat
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
9 months
i’m gonna have cheesy roll ups for my omad me thinks
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@cherryynoelle
cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
knowing that if i stay consistent every day, i will get to my goal. that’s what’s keeping me going. i just have to be patient and take it one day at a time.
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
is it bad to take laxatives every day ☠️
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@cherryynoelle
cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
im gonna try my best to not let this disorder ruin my holiday. from christmas eve to new years i’m going to be kind to myself. christmas cookies are something i look forward to every year!! and i’m gonna eat em!!! even if i gain some weight, i’ll just lose it again
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
9 months
eating disorders making me prettier: 🥰 realizing my children might inherit eating disorder genes: 😢
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
9 months
family ordered mcdonald’s and i ate a low cal bagel & eggs am i skinny yet
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
7 months
do yall consider 900 calories a day high restriction or low restriction?
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
7 months
@k_haerisma LOVE YOU KUHU!!
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
9 months
I BROKE 220 LBS YALL LETS GOOOOOO
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
i just realized i’m on my period so that’s prolly why i gained two pounds out of nowhere right???
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@cherryynoelle
cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
i love my eating disorder sometimes,,, ive been back on my bullshit for three weeks and i’ve glowed up so much!! my teeth are straight, i do my makeup everyday, i dress cuter, i smell good and my face has slimmed down, i love u ana i missed you old friend ❤️
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
bitches on 3dtwt love hozier it’s me, im bitches
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cherry noëlle 🍒edtwt
8 months
try!!! these!!!!! they’re so delicious (they’re 200 cals which is ehhh but it’s worth it if you want dessert that has some protein in it!!) personally i like them better than the galactic brownie ones but they’re 20 more cals
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