edtwt intro ⋆ ˚。⋆୨♡୧⋆ ˚。⋆
- 22 yr old been disordered forever lol
- Uni student
- 5'5"
- I am a fit to fat tragedy (╥﹏╥)
- ana and BED
- I love baking, pinterest, coffee, hot girl walks, fashion, and lana ofc
like to be mooties? ૮₍˶ •. • ⑅₎ა ♡
I cried over my body like every day when I was "recovered"
It's not worth it for me. I want to be confident and not say no to plans with friends. I want to wear cute clothes.
bmi 15.7 I'm coming back for you
why do I have to actually be bmi 16 just to not have a double chin; like why is all the fat in my face
its not fair bc I will literally always be uggo unless I'm underweight
Good morning edtwt, good morning mooties ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و ♡ Anyone have fun plans this weekend? I'm forcing myself to be social and go to my friend's frat for a small party
my toxic ed thought of the day is that I'm not sick enough until my bf brings up he's concerned
like the urge to disappear for a couple months and come back so skinny is strong
edtwt what are your guys fave low cal alcoholic drinkies? I usually just do a diet vodka soda but it's getting old
I wanna find like a low cal seltzer that's more than 5%
I feel like I legit gain 5lbs when I binge. Like it's not just my stomach that's bloated but my thigh gap goes away and my arms get puffy???
And realistically it's not even 1lb gain but Jesus the water retention is insane
I went kinda crazy with coke last year and I'm worried my heart is gonna stop if I get too anxious but then I get more anxious bc I think I'm gonna die
I hope I'll be 107 by the end of the week I need to escape bmi 18 hell
18s are the hardest to get out I stg. My body is fighting to stay at that healthy weight 😩
Olympic gold medal in sabotaging my weight loss. I should be at my first goal weight right now, but I chronically binge the second my weight dips under 110ln
7/61
CHAT I BINGED (╥﹏╥)
deficit: - 1200 calories
Anyway this is your reminder that binges happen and we ball. only sets me back a couple days and it was a good learning experience bc I know what triggered it
@BruceWayne71180
pro tip yogurt before drinking coats the stomach and prevent faster alcohol absorption, so if ur restricting while drinking u dont have to go empty stomached but also dont have to eat hella carbs/cals xo have fun be safe
18 / 48 hours
Bro I get so cold when I fast. It's dumb too like I'm not even skinny yet if I'm gonna freeze can I also be underweight.
But anyway I bought a new vape and she's so yum
ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧ I'm finishing my final for my Summer class and it's keeping me going fr.
gonna fast today (july 30th) and then maybe a 1300 deficit the 31st. Hopefully I will start august around 102lb which would make my total weight loss this month ~8.6 pounds!! ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧
sometimes it's more motivating to see the big picture of weight loss. Especially when you are only losing 0.2lb a day. Having a calendar that tracks theoretical weight loss based on my deficit helps keep me focused on the larger goal
@Jacksons_Hungry
was anorexic, binge ate for 3 months straight while "recovering", hit a mega relapse w restriction but still struggle with binging on occasion
Idk I put both because I've been on both sides of the spectrum rip
@Jacksons_Hungry
ur good :) I've only been diagnosed w anorexia not bed.
I'm avoiding my doctor like the plague so I'm not sure what category I'd be put under I just know what I've lived lol