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@carmen_77702

2 months

Borderline personality disorder + eating disorder is fucking viscious because why do I want to hurt someone by showing them just how sick I can get

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@carmen_77702

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edtwt intro ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨♡୧⋆ ˚｡⋆ - 22 yr old been disordered forever lol - Uni student - 5'5" - I am a fit to fat tragedy (╥﹏╥) - ana and BED - I love baking, pinterest, coffee, hot girl walks, fashion, and lana ofc like to be mooties? ૮₍˶ •. • ⑅₎ა ♡

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@carmen_77702

2 months

Me if I wasn't a dumbass

☆sherlock! (FREE 🇻🇪)☆

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2 months

Oh crap

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@carmen_77702

2 months

couple thinspo makes me wanna kms I'm so fat next to him

thinspo 𓍯𓂃

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@carmen_77702

2 months

I cried over my body like every day when I was "recovered" It's not worth it for me. I want to be confident and not say no to plans with friends. I want to wear cute clothes. bmi 15.7 I'm coming back for you

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@carmen_77702

2 months

mooties lets keep each other accountable (ó﹏ò｡)

𝜗𝜚 clem

@strwbghost

2 months

everyone repeat after me “no binges in july” !!!

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@carmen_77702

2 months

ok but u know ur not sick enough because no one cares if they know ur fasting/restricting until u look ill

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@carmen_77702

2 months

@kymonsfw Idk I got into the mindset that whether I eat or not that time is gone and I'd rather it was time going towards my goal

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@carmen_77702

2 months

why do I have to actually be bmi 16 just to not have a double chin; like why is all the fat in my face its not fair bc I will literally always be uggo unless I'm underweight

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@carmen_77702

2 months

omg hiii to all my new mooties ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و ♡ !!!

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@carmen_77702

2 months

he said his female friend was skinnier than me. not in a judgemental way, but like what if I just killed myself

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@carmen_77702

2 months

oh this one-

lin𝜗𝜚

@myselfspo

2 months

what they meant is that you look skinnier than before, not that you’re actually skinny

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@carmen_77702

2 months

where my south asian baddies at #edtwt lets be mooties if ur 18+

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@carmen_77702

2 months

guys I pooped all it took was eating 3k calories last night a win is a win

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@carmen_77702

2 months

thats weird. thats suspicious. ˙ᵕ˙

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@carmen_77702

2 months

dr. peppy diet it's very simple u only consume diet dr. peppy. gauranteed weight loss

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@carmen_77702

2 months

I'm going to vomit

Annie☆*:.｡.☆.｡.:*☆edtwt

@Anniexo01

11 months

It’s so crazy to see it like this omg

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@carmen_77702

2 months

Good morning chat I woke up at 2pm ˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و ♡ Sleep is just a fasting speedrun

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@carmen_77702

2 months

I cant wait to look cute in bodysuits wahh

˖ ࣪ . jia ˚ .

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@carmen_77702

2 months

Good morning edtwt, good morning mooties ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و ♡ Anyone have fun plans this weekend? I'm forcing myself to be social and go to my friend's frat for a small party

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@carmen_77702

2 months

@secretvent420 shoutout to the adults of edtwt

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@carmen_77702

2 months

I'm doing it all for the concerned "oh my god... you're getting so small"

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@carmen_77702

2 months

@val_luvsuu edtwt trying to be kosher like the entire community isn't dedicated to mental illness is just too ironic

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@carmen_77702

2 months

july blueprint

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@carmen_77702

2 months

are we all doing a 2 day fast right now, can I join ( ;´ - `;)

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@carmen_77702

2 months

My bf: "you're just gonna maintain ur current weight right" Not 'round here partner. Not round here 🤠

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@carmen_77702

2 months

My circle ♡✧( •⌄• ) hugs for u all

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@carmen_77702

2 months

New month how we feeling??? (❀❛ ֊ ❛„)♡

val

@val_luvsuu

2 months

“-10lbs in july 🕯️🕯️🕯️” we all say in unison all hail to the ana gods

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@carmen_77702

2 months

my toxic ed thought of the day is that I'm not sick enough until my bf brings up he's concerned like the urge to disappear for a couple months and come back so skinny is strong

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@carmen_77702

2 months

I can handle being hungry, but dizzy? No chance. I've had hypoglycemia and it was scary so I freak out when I can't stand without feeling faint

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@carmen_77702

2 months

DAAAARLING GUESS WHO'S OUT OF JAIL

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@carmen_77702

1 month

wanna be able to eat a sweet treat in public and not look greedy

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@carmen_77702

2 months

edtwt what are your guys fave low cal alcoholic drinkies? I usually just do a diet vodka soda but it's getting old I wanna find like a low cal seltzer that's more than 5%

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@carmen_77702

1 month

shoutout to my baddies starting the new month with a 24 hours fast

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@carmen_77702

1 month

Mimicking this sentiment it's the loneliest disorder

୨୧ 𝑝𝑎𝑖𝑔𝑒 .ᐟ

@grlhysteria

1 month

i will absolutely talk to everyone here like we’ve been friends forever i know how isolating and lonely this disorder can be

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@carmen_77702

2 months

Remembering my last binge and how it hurt to breath after is the only motivation I need not to pull that shit again

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@carmen_77702

2 months

it will be worth it in the end

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@carmen_77702

2 months

good morning cutie patooties /ᐠ .ᆺ. ᐟ\ﾉ

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@carmen_77702

2 months

going from thinspo to averagespo is my personal hell

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carmen ୨ৎ

@carmen_77702

1 month

I reached my first gw today 🍾 🥳🥳🥳 105 lbs

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@carmen_77702

1 month

Everytime you don't indulge in a craving matters. It doesn't feel like it does, but god do those little moments of weakness add up.

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@carmen_77702

1 month

I feel like I legit gain 5lbs when I binge. Like it's not just my stomach that's bloated but my thigh gap goes away and my arms get puffy??? And realistically it's not even 1lb gain but Jesus the water retention is insane

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@carmen_77702

2 months

u are all my besties now

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@carmen_77702

1 month

I'm losing all my mooties ;-; guys pls dont leave I was inactive because I was cheated on and went through a week long depressive episode

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@carmen_77702

1 month

Fasting is so boring like what do I do

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@carmen_77702

2 months

i leave my house only for a large dr. peppy from the gas station. am i lana coded yet?

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@carmen_77702

2 months

Fiber one bars + black coffee + nicotine = gauranteed bowel movement

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@carmen_77702

2 months

the relapse is relpasing. 13.5 pounds down from my recovered weight and a little more than 10 to go

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@carmen_77702

2 months

skipped my sweet treat today, having trouble finding my waist

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@carmen_77702

2 months

mad at my bf but I wanna see him but also I feel too fat to see him

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carmen ୨ৎ

@carmen_77702

2 months

If I can do a 1000 cal daily deficit until August 21st I'll be at my ugw when school starts, I'm so excited ASHSHSJSHA

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@carmen_77702

2 months

It's getting bad again (excitedly)

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@carmen_77702

2 months

WAHH I fasted yesterday to compensate for my binge but it didn't undo all the weight gain ૮₍•᷄ ࡇ •᷅₎ა it's just water weight right guys??

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@carmen_77702

2 months

I went kinda crazy with coke last year and I'm worried my heart is gonna stop if I get too anxious but then I get more anxious bc I think I'm gonna die

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carmen ୨ৎ

@carmen_77702

2 months

SOMEONE STOP ME FROM BREAKING MY FAST 💀💀💀

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carmen ୨ৎ

@carmen_77702

2 months

Good afternon mooties I hope you're all enjoying this weekend (ෆ˙ᵕ˙ෆ)♡

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@carmen_77702

2 months

it's not over until im the size of a doll

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@carmen_77702

2 months

˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ little thread of art I found on pinterest that triggers me lol ໒꒰ྀིっ˕ -｡꒱ྀི১

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@carmen_77702

2 months

I hope I'll be 107 by the end of the week I need to escape bmi 18 hell 18s are the hardest to get out I stg. My body is fighting to stay at that healthy weight 😩

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@carmen_77702

2 months

@0_idkidk_0 i lived this a couple years ago when I saw my ex at a new year's party, and ngl it was satisfying as fuck

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carmen ୨ৎ

@carmen_77702

2 months

Olympic gold medal in sabotaging my weight loss. I should be at my first goal weight right now, but I chronically binge the second my weight dips under 110ln

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@carmen_77702

2 months

depends on the day. bonespo when im going through it, thinspo when I think oh I cant live like this

charly🎀

@charly2002edt

2 months

What’s your goal?

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@carmen_77702

2 months

7/61 CHAT I BINGED (╥﹏╥) deficit: - 1200 calories Anyway this is your reminder that binges happen and we ball. only sets me back a couple days and it was a good learning experience bc I know what triggered it

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@carmen_77702

2 months

I need chopstick legs badly

☾ 𝐓𝐬𝐮𝐤𝐢

@memospo

2 months

150cm ☆ 34kg ☆ bmi 15.1

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@carmen_77702

2 months

Wallpaper ☆♡☆

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@carmen_77702

2 months

106.6lb this morning; I'm close to my first gw (105)! ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ )

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carmen ୨ৎ

@carmen_77702

2 months

૮₍˶ ╥ ‸ ╥ ⑅₎ა so me coded to get into the bmi 17s and binge so I'm fasting for 2 days Fuck fucl Fuck

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carmen ୨ৎ

@carmen_77702

2 months

48 hr fast starts... NOW!

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@carmen_77702

2 months

@De4dGrrrl I roomed with another girl who had an ed (we didn't know before living with each other) and it. is. hell :D

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@carmen_77702

2 months

This is doable I think. To reach my first gw in a week

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@carmen_77702

2 months

@BruceWayne71180 pro tip yogurt before drinking coats the stomach and prevent faster alcohol absorption, so if ur restricting while drinking u dont have to go empty stomached but also dont have to eat hella carbs/cals xo have fun be safe

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carmen ୨ৎ

@carmen_77702

2 months

@V00d00D011y no shot they're making u eat on the floor??

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@carmen_77702

2 months

@starxmae f e tishizers

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carmen ୨ৎ

@carmen_77702

2 months

@Sickly_Katsuki omg I just saw this on my fyp

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@carmen_77702

2 months

105s by July 16 plsplspls

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@carmen_77702

2 months

18 / 48 hours Bro I get so cold when I fast. It's dumb too like I'm not even skinny yet if I'm gonna freeze can I also be underweight. But anyway I bought a new vape and she's so yum ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧ I'm finishing my final for my Summer class and it's keeping me going fr.

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@carmen_77702

2 months

I need to start prozac again this is ridiculous I cant function normally anymore

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@carmen_77702

2 months

bye it's me

pearl ❦ shedtwt

@pearlsbody

2 months

is anyone else starving for their bf/gf/partner?

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@carmen_77702

1 month

@seemastown aerospace engineering :D

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@carmen_77702

1 month

guys he called florence pugh fat. it's over for me I can literally never be a healthy weight again

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@carmen_77702

2 months

@am0reana i was gonna say flame his ass but saw ur also bpd so maybe we dont do that. but anyway boys suck im sorry

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@carmen_77702

1 month

gonna fast today (july 30th) and then maybe a 1300 deficit the 31st. Hopefully I will start august around 102lb which would make my total weight loss this month ~8.6 pounds!! ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧

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carmen ୨ৎ

@carmen_77702

1 month

gonna try and speed run 101lbs by Monday (when I am officially free from bmi 17s) !!

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carmen ୨ৎ

@carmen_77702

2 months

sometimes it's more motivating to see the big picture of weight loss. Especially when you are only losing 0.2lb a day. Having a calendar that tracks theoretical weight loss based on my deficit helps keep me focused on the larger goal

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carmen ୨ৎ

@carmen_77702

2 months

@bpdcry I love yasso bars

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@carmen_77702

2 months

@beaniepoopie yes mama we're here

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@carmen_77702

2 months

@bonestarve making my bedroom a pinterest banger today ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧

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@carmen_77702

2 months

her before looks like my body rn

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@carmen_77702

1 month

I was ready to add miralax to an iced coffee but I finally pooped today (its been a week)

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@carmen_77702

2 months

@Jacksons_Hungry was anorexic, binge ate for 3 months straight while "recovering", hit a mega relapse w restriction but still struggle with binging on occasion Idk I put both because I've been on both sides of the spectrum rip

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@carmen_77702

2 months

@luvuaura gagged

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@carmen_77702

2 months

@gymbabylex Sushi kinda a hack. I get the vegan one and it's 150cal a serve but I suspect that's closer to 180. Still really good bc it's so filling

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@carmen_77702

2 months

@rosemaries04 strawberry brunnette 🍓 its so lovely

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@carmen_77702

2 months

@nail2urjawbone Same boat and it's exhausting, I'm sorry.

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@carmen_77702

2 months

@Jacksons_Hungry ur good :) I've only been diagnosed w anorexia not bed. I'm avoiding my doctor like the plague so I'm not sure what category I'd be put under I just know what I've lived lol

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