🔞 he/she || 21 || fanartist || kink/sex positive, anti-censorship, the weird freak in your dni || ao3/tumblr: calqmity || MUCH MORE ACTIVE ON BSKY @/calqmity !
Since I took on a YCH on my sfw with quite a few slots, I am currently closing c0mms for the next month (if you are on my waitlist don't worry, this doesn't affect you) thank you all for the wonderful support 🥹🫶🏻 you're allowing me to keep doing what I love
There's almost nothing left of the person I was
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I needed something to apply to inprint with that wasn't tooo fandom-y + I wanted to draw Astarion's eyes = you get whatever this is
To add on, it's quite concerning to see the amount of people who consider masturbating "often" (once/twice a day) a "bad thing" when it's literally good for your health! It can help you sleep, help w/ pain or stress relief, and it's always good to be well acquainted w/ your body
@rinniechoi
Maybe I was just raised with proper manners, but if someone offers you free food you don’t criticize their cooking. Same applies for fanfic where a lot of people are posting as a way to cope. Literally in any field unsolicited criticism is generally not seen as good
BG3 Evil Series (5/10) — Gortash ⛓️
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I liked gortash when I first met him but I especially loved his interactions when you play as durge
#BG3fanart
#bg3
You know when I dislike someone on twitter I block them and forget about their existence. I don't fucking harass them anonymously on all their goddamn social media platforms and make up shit about them just to justify my shitty behavior!!
@Mordor_Tourism
Yeah, I used to write for other fandoms, and a majority of the critique I received was like "this part is terrible" and "this section is useless" instead of like, "maybe try this instead" or "it's a little choppy here, maybe add some more transitional words" and it kind of killed
@ClarissaDeLune
I’m really curious because I remember growing up when “free the nipple” was really popular, and I felt there was a lot of focus on normalizing the topics of sex, maybe I’m misremembering but I just feel like it switched up at one point
I think making a video where you shit on real people sharing their art/getting tattoos for relating to a character they love all just so you can have clout and views is more exploitive than people using a fictional character (an imaginary object) for enjoyment, but what do I know
Since I'm approaching 500, here's a little giveaway
- like, rt, & follow to win a cell shade c0mm of any BG3 companion (+Cazador, Orin, Gortash) in any sfw/nsfw situation 👀 my only limits are loli/shota, scat, vomit, & certain extreme gore
Ends May 20th! More art ex. in replies
#ascastarionweek
will be May 19-25! 🩸
Post something (or multiple things) relating to one of (or both) the prompts. No pressure to post for all the days; this is just for fun 🫶🏻 nsfw/dead dove are welcome (if you use the hashtag please tag your work with proper warnings)
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@Procreate
@kielorji
Thank you. As an artist I am very grateful for your program and I literally recommend it to anyone who can use it, it means a lot to be able to create art without worrying about supporting the unethical practices happening right now.
Professor Astarion AU (still in the Baldur’s Gate universe)
For
@ThinkerAstarion
Lyra doesn’t fit the student x professor trope, so I came up with my own twist in the replies ↓ ↓
I made his eyes green since I like to think he’s a moon elf
Search tags: BG3 , fanart
Reminder for everyone who does c0mms: if you take payments upfront then you must be willing to communicate w/ your client. Sometimes things happen, and a c0mm might be delayed for physical or mental reasons. But you must give at least some kind of update to those giving you money
People who enjoy hot kinky sex?? In the fandom of the game where you get a buff from letting a horny sadist slice open your back?? It's more likely than you think...
People always bring up the "well if it interferes w/ super important relationships and other aspects of your life then it can be bad!!" Well, yes, but that's literally the same w/ anything that provides someone w/ the pleasure hormones 😭 like video games/reading/any fun activity
Thou shalt know that thou art mine
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One of my goals for this year is that I want to experiment with color more, so here's my first attempt at that, featuring Cazador and Astarion
#BG3fanart
It's a perfect way to get the health benefits of sexual activity without the risks if you don't have access to reliable forms of birth control, and it can make you feel more confident in your sexual relationships
@adybpt
A part of me hopes that maybe it will drive away the people that are always like “omg???😱 who would write something so gross!! So disgusting!! Freakish behavior!!” But I know it’s a long shot :/
I think wyll deserves a corruption arc, I think that would be very sexy of him. A grand duke who's all sweet smiles and pleasant conversation but is an blackmails and sweeps things under the rug (a! ast kills them for him in exchange for wyll looking the other way with his spawn)
I try to keep discourse off here and have it on my private but when I see people assuming that all sa survivors have to be scared of kink I just,,, We're not one entity. And I want everyone following me to know that I will never judge your consensual and/or fictional kinks
If you think a nonbinary person wanting a mixture of genitalia (e.g. wanting a dick and a cunt) is bad and somehow different than the dysphoria trans men and women experience, please fuck off, you're not welcome here
Flat color c*mm for
@cookiechlor
<3 it was such a joy drawing your tav and asc astarion 😌❤️
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feel free to message me about c*mms! However I do have a busy weekend ahead so I might be slower to respond
#bg3art
This is, once again, a reminder since my following has grown a little, that this account is a safe place for exploration of dark things in fiction!!! Whether it's because it's how you cope (like me) or just because it's something you like to explore in fiction (also like me)
More AA discourse because I can't resist//
"Larian shouldn't encourage AA enjoyers to think it's a dark romance"
It's always been a dark romance!! Abusive relationships are kind of like, a huge part of the genre!!! 😭😭😭
The dead dove friendly Ascended Astarion discord server is open! I do ask that you either dm me or comment below for access, I'm also highlighting this rule here:
Just your daily reminder that I love both soft and evil astarion art/fic/hcs, my personal favorite (comfort) concept is asc astarion that's evil and power hungry but has a soft spot for tav as long as they never leave, you will get a mix of everything if you follow me!!
BG3 Evil Series (6/10) — Orin the Red
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She would end my life in the most torturous way possible but she'd be hot doing it, and that's what matters ‼️
#bg3
#art
In a world where artists are already struggling, especially with the existence of AI, people have the audacity to get our fucking accounts banned because someone drew your poor little fake vampire in a way you didn't like
So, Lehanan Aida (@/LehyScraps) has been banned.
Won't delve deep bc we all know the hows and the whys and the unfairness of it.
If someone need hers other URLs/account, DM me or -for ppl in my server- check my server, I'll post them there
@PaleElfLover
Which makes sense with how he acts towards tav. He becomes so afraid of losing them/being alone that his love turns into control/obsession, but he still loves them, it’s just, love isn’t always good. Everything seems like normal in the epilogue…as long as you don’t want to leave
I keep seeing people who follow me interacting positively with posts that shit on people enjoying fiction how they want so this is just a reminder that I am a freak!!! Lots of romanticizing and fetishizing and sexualizing (in fiction) going on in this establishment
Reminder for ascendant astarion week tomorrow! 👀 (I'm still trying to finish this wip for tomorrow's prompt 😭) and remember, if you *use* the hashtag and you post dark/dead dove material please try to list the appropriate TW/CWs
#ascastarionweek
will be May 19-25! 🩸
Post something (or multiple things) relating to one of (or both) the prompts. No pressure to post for all the days; this is just for fun 🫶🏻 nsfw/dead dove are welcome (if you use the hashtag please tag your work with proper warnings)
more ⬇️
@morg_city
I blocked the original post as soon as I saw it because posts that broadly ask everyone to share their negative opinions it usually goes downhill fast and they were showing too much on my timeline 😭 people will latch onto any opportunity to be bigots
CW: implied sexual abuse
Thinking about magistrate astarion often making use of the brothels and maybe even accepting sexual favors as bribes*, just for him to be on the other end of it all when he becomes cazador's
*obligatory "this is purely just a hc" disclaimer
Artist tip: this head model studio is helpful for dramatic lighting (or really any lighting) like this, as long as you know the planes of the face of the person (I basically have his memorized atp 💀)
angst is a necessity for me so of course I automatically love that they added this, the toxic, depressing, post game fanfics are swirling around in my sleep deprived brain as we speak
Y'all. Did you know that if you search:
filter:media -filter:replies
on someone's profile then it's basically the media tab but without all the reaction images your favorite artists use to reply to people 😭
@SamAburime
Reading "wholesome" "nonproblematic" books didn't make me realize I was being abused when I was a teen. It was when I came across fiction that was labeled as having "abusive and toxic relationships" and I noticed it was very similar to what I was experiencing. What I would have
(cw: noncon mention)
Hold up, AU idea where tav messes up the ritual last minute and some weird shit happens and suddenly there's an ascended astarion *and* a spawn astarion, and AA imprisons them both as his fucktoys just because he can 👁️👁️
@astarionsrose
People who say shit like that have no empathy whatsoever, no attempt at trying to understand trauma from a different perspective, just the desire to be on a moral pedestal while simultaneously having the shittiest morals
people already talking shit about astarion’s new kiss and the ‘ascended girlies’ can yall shut the fuck up for a single minute and let people enjoy things i’m so serious