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Nikolai | 31 | they/them enby | madly damaged | queer | t1D | all around weirdo | NSFW 18+ only | ACAB

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@astralpariah
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4 years
@graveyarddkidd I’d like to see the sewing job on the back lmao
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@anteuzi The sexualization of everyone is so fuckn annoying
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@RaxKingIsDead Hung out with my dead brother during a shroom trip. We sat together on a swing and held hands and then he apologized to me and told me to take care of our younger brother. He was also obsessed w preying mantises when we were younger. hadnt seen one in years - a few months after
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@alaskastardust Literally what me and my partner do lmao
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@BlueIris04 @DlSSOCIATIVE I think there’s enough of us to keep them afloat
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5 years
@uIovemee People have disabilities, ma’am
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5 months
Diabetics are so fucked in a way that I don’t think anyone quite understands.
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5 years
@VenusianBabe @windysumer Someone get this girl some lessons and let her do something 😩
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2 years
The way @milesbon talk about his brothers death is so lovely and comforting and brave, it connects with me in an incredible way and makes me feel much less alone about my own brother.
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5 years
@themelaniedione Ex husband the DAY I got my cancer diagnosis: told me it was bc I wasn’t positive enough. A few months before I left him after I complained he was always taking my meds, he told me, he was the one who’s driving me to the dr, so shouldn’t he get some?
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@RaxKingIsDead he died, there was one on my apartment door. I saw a few more for the next year. In ten days it makes 4 years and I miss him so deeply
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4 years
@VeeAlmighty @ian_yorick He’s hideous too tbh
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5 years
@MrFlersh All I know is that kid is distraught the dad messed up the routine and I love it
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@whyisntitspicy @oboe5life @ThatsSoAtkinz @danielsogay Y’all have just never worked in a bar. This shit happens all the time.
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4 years
@BeeBabs When my brother died, it was extremely sudden and I just immediately “lost my shit”. Now that it’s been a year, a lot of ppl expect me to move on and don’t understand how it can still be so hard. Wondering if these people have ever actually loved someone lmao
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@hotlocal_single Oh this is good
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5 months
We are all rationing, there’s barely any insulin, we are all getting switched to different brands. It’s insane. We are so fucked.
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4 years
@sm_kaylor Idkkkk I’m pretty hole-y 🥁
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5 years
@BecomingElliott @KunFuu4 You can’t refrigerate insulin that is already at room temp. I’m diabetic :)
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5 months
There’s gonna be so much DKA / comas / death because of this shortage, I’m calling it now.
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5 years
@waitadarnsecond @naothoe @GoddessClaireC We know you don’t care, hence the thread. Lol
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3 years
Hey guys, my bestie is about to lose his place and I can’t really help fund him bc I just spent a ton on school supplies for my kiddo today, but if anyone sent even $5 to my cashapp I’d spoil the fuck out of you 🥺 I just want him to keep having a place. He’s just short $275
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@CosmicBirdsNFT @jzux This is straight up evil. Wish I’d known about this as a kid tho LMAO
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5 years
@Allygarseeya @itstarekali She didn’t dismiss him, she replied in a very healthy way. He was the one that stormed off. That said, they’re both dummies
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4 years
Btw fallout 76 is good people are stupid?
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@dojasarah @ZubearAbdi Then they’d have to actually care about what a woman likes or wants but they don’t actually care 🤪
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4 years
@elvavalle2 @desktwink Wait til you hear about insulin
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5 years
@youngcogan Last time I got put under they made me count and then when they wheeled me back out I gave a peace sign to my bf LMFAOOO
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2 years
If god made us in his image why do I have a piss kink
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4 years
@ayedyll @OhPeg @Failed_Account_ @loaf_of_toast @thebiggestyee Disability/sickness, for example, keeps you out of school. And to have an excused abscess (in my district) you needed a dr excuse - not everyone can afford a dr trip every month. Not to mention, my school only allowed 4 dr excuses a semester anyway.
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4 years
@queenvixoxo My husband complained about me being a sex worker after profiting off of it for years so I simply signed some divorce papers 😌
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4 years
I downloaded fallout 76 and I know everyone hates it but I’m stoked to run around the map as a person born n raised in west bygod Virginia
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2 years
@oldad1776 @LeaMaric We had bamboo near my house growing up. We thought it was like, a feature. Then we were there for a few years. The bamboo garden is always watching
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I think I saw u in my sleep bestie
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5 years
@KurteL10 Once a nurse asked me if I was safe in the home...with my abuser present. Ofc I said yes. He could’ve saved me from my situation weeks before I got out....saved me a lot of pain. /:
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5 years
@Vieirology @KaitlynExplicit @NGAKlA @OnlyFans How many times have you said that joke since the early 2000s, you think?
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@yeehawgrandma @HighHeelEsquire I don’t carry a sink around w me tho
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@alaskastardust I love us Appalachians so fuckn much lmao
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2 years
I’m 30 now
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@literallysofie We had a history teacher that everyone thirsted over who not only had a child w his cousin, but also who started dating a student once she turned 18
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4 years
Take me down to the paradise city where the girls have dicks and the boys have tiddies
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@YourMajestiness @KurteL10 @HazelArcher11 You don’t have to convince the patient, you gotta convince the abuser :(
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@Ada_Porg @oatmilk40 IVE SAID THIS SO MANY TIMES what else proves you’re dedicated than willingly having needles in and on you idgi
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@darkpat77 I read his line in a Russian accent idk why
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@eliiciaaa @iamkyrajay Dogs really be out here killing people cats just vibe on their own and everyone hates them for it, they don’t deserve it 😭
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@bbyfiola @TinyWriterLaura Oh. That’s what that is. I also have that!!! LMAOOO I knew it was tendons but pregnancy causing it makes so much sense
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I got the job 😎
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@lorus77 @BadMedicalTakes But most type 2 are not on insulin, so his argument is moot
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@lorus77 @BadMedicalTakes It literally isn’t. Type 1 is an autoimmune disorder. I was underweight at diagnosis, as are most type ones.
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@3hollor @hmara_n Thinking abt the trailer I lived in w a bathroom connected to my bedroom lmfaoooooo
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