us citizens of edtwt i am so sorry. you guys can't walk anywhere and your food and portions are ridiculous. genuinely in awe of your will to live good on you
you've gotta be 24/7 bedrot levels of sedentary with no disabilities or responsibilities, a child, 4'11 and in your honeymoon phase to say something like this. some of us are physically active adults with jobs/university to worry about hope this helps
@blkcoffeecvnt
was crying to a therapist about how my mother verbally abuses me and is very transphobic and he pointed to my phone and said "well, who bought that for you? you should be more grateful towards her."
come to find out he and my mother were colleagues and friends π«₯
being extremely overweight because of an eating disorder should be treated with as much care and sympathy as being extremely underweight because of an eating disorder & the only reason people don't think so is because being fat is seen as gross & ugly. it pisses me off
clearly the target audience was not trans men because half of these things are an immediate need. can y'all confirm if this is true so i can starve harder
zombietwt is cool but i want werewolftwt. where are my bitches who have insatiable cravings for raw meat, got bullied for barking in middle school and have Feelings about the full moon
fyi, this person isn't saying that 400 calories is what they eat in a day. they're saying that 400 calories is a BINGE. and not just for them, for EVERYONE.
tell me you've never actually binged without telling me... peak naive honeymoon phase bullshit
@Scenemogutz
one of my best friends is like bmi 38 and i legit cannot take those situationspo threads seriously bc he's literally fitter than i am. tbf i'm physically disabled but man i have not once seen him "out of breath" or "soaked in sweat" or "waddling"???
come back when you've eaten 4000 calories in one sitting, sobbed about it, wanted to kys, purged/attempted to purge & gone back for another 2000 calories of food because you still weren't satisfied π₯°
y'all does 2000 calories seem reasonable for this + one scoop of vanilla ice cream? idk if i'm under/overestimating. had half the fries, both drinks were alcoholic. fasting tomorrow obviously π
@averagefunnydog
not at all !! i had BED for years LARGELY in part due to my adhd (my gp, therapist and the psychiatrist who diagnosed me helped me reach that consensus) adhd makes you seek dopamine, food gives you dopamine so it can become an easy source and a habit
@oatmilkdrunk
this doesn't sit right with me as someone with an ED focused on being skinny... primarily because i have crippling gender dysphoria and have trauma from being denied treatment for it, & losing weight is one way i have actual control over my appearance. :l
people doing those "you're skinny now!" interactive poll threads always pick the fucking salad or whateva on any food choice but like idc it's my fantasy i WILL be omading this cheeseburger because it's fantasy SUMMER and i am hanging out with my fantasy FRIENDS
i hate getting platonically hyperfixated on people like wdym you're consuming my every waking thought and i don't even have like a normal person crush on you. like great now i just seem odd and strange. weirdo behaviour
i'm not crazy for being so shocked over this right
i had no idea i looked like that. i mean i always thought i was overweight. but i don't even look like the same person. am i exaggerating this. i'm freaking out
victim here: i don't believe in the death penalty & i would actually quite fucking like my r4pist to be rehabilitated so he doesn't fucking do it again. i do wish he was dead but this is a revenge fantasy that doesn't align w/ my actual morals & some of y'all NEED that separation
@imsupergross
@mixnightfire
@alex34414251378
tbf i scratch myself for the purposes of hurting myself or letting out frustration bc i used to cut & don't want to go back to it & it relieves the urge sometimes π
@chuulovie
@ideastarved
it has been said that it is very likely eugenia cooney continues to post the things she does because she makes money off of ed fetishists but nobody denies that she's anorexic (because she is) and tbh i don't see how this is any different. it's just a different ed.
sugar cookies! the flower ones are supposed to be mystery machine themed...... i feel like that's not obvious but for a first go at printed sugar cookies they are Not Bad
if you have a restrictive ed ur either a chronic plate licker ("if i logged the calories, i'm going to eat the calories") or you make it a game how many crumbs you can leave ("technically this means i logged more calories than i ate, i'm best ana")
@HonorTruth2023
@shinko_hb
if one of fluttershy's FRIENDS was struggling with an ed she would be kind & compassionate and learn what to do to best support them instead of refusing to ever listen i think!
lrt "you'll never look like your 16yo self again" i was 90+ kg, wearing the ugliest glasses that were too big for my face, thought hawaiian shirts were fashionable and had quite possibly the worst "transmasc's first short haircut" you've ever seen. GOOD.
genuinely curious. i don't have a car so on days when i can't be arsed to take the bus i'll just walk to the supermarket, pharmacy, wherever else i need to go, grab some lunch & wander the mall or markets. maybe go the museum. 3 hour outing at most. can americans... not do that?
@ratthands
plus sometimes brunch with my bsf is my omad. like i will save my cals FOR hangouts with him bc he's a foodie and i'm aware of it and we have fun. like ??
side note you'd really think having any kind of restrictive ed would cut down on grocery costs but no ! it's like
LET'S GO SHOPPING!
*buys b/p food* aw dangit
*buys c/s food* aw dangit
*buys expensive safe foods* aw dangit
*compulsively buys food just to hoard it* aw dangit
small reminder that if ur a zionist, support zionists, OR!! if u equate zionism with jews & use current events as an excuse to be antisemetic u should get the fuck off my page :33 i am too tired for this
i feel like logically i know there's a difference but also no there's fucking not i look the fucking same and i'm embarrassing myself by even entertaining the idea that i've changed
my hair decided it wanted to make a half-hearted attempt to curl up again after several years of being fried to shit but like girl it's 6am i don't have time to relearn how to deal with you rn what the fuck is this ππ
old irl name reveal. i've officially stopped going by the name jake everywhere :) had to slowly introduce my 'new' name (it was actually my very first choice when i came out as trans but then life happened) but it's GONE i'm not jake anymore. i'm so happy. i hated it so much
stress baked some cookies because murder is illegal (slightly less pressed at my flatmates because they were doing chappell roan karaoke and let me join in)
they're fucked up looking but they taste good be nice to them ok
this reminds me of some insanely funny luci lore
one of my ex friends was a DID faker (not fakeclaiming i am 100% sure) who had a "dog alter" who would get upset if she heard barking because it was all "swear words in dog language". ruff was a slur/the most egregious apparently
hate my face in these + first one is lowkey a very subtle bodycheck bc when a fit doesn't make me (esp my legs) look massive i have to take a fucking photo asap every time
BUT the vibe is so fucking good actually. i love the lighting in this bathroom it's kinda eerie
DEVOURED AND I DON'T EVEN FEEL PARTICULARLY GUILTY ABOUT IT. i have no emotion other than pure happiness rn i'm gonna be riding this high for like a week
on a totally unrelated note if you're a trans guy who's been on t for a while were you affected by stronger hunger and if so how did you avoid binging
ok thanks bye i have to go cry and vomit (<- very happy)
i need a bingo for the other warrior cats animal jam superwholock dan and phil weird kids i cannot relate to the anime gacha minecraft cosplay weird kids i fear
ignore my hair i got caught in the rain and then BRUSHED IT ππ but welcome back to another ep of "my side profile is the only aspect of my face i sometimes sort of like"
@Ducky_Dude69
@boinkdedoink
@zerokcaldreams
see that's the thing. YOU get thoughts of hurting people when you're angry. most people with ocd get thoughts of hurting people OUT OF NOWHERE or often while they are having a GOOD time, because they stem from the opposite of a person's real feelings and morals.
t injection in less than 24 hours ......... ohmgmymdjfikeudjrbrgejjebe what the FUCK !!!!! i'm going clubbing right after too i am like
insanely excited for tomorrow you guys have NO IDEA
should i try not to count cals as a treat
holy shit holy shit holy shit holy shit i'm so fucking close to being a healthy weight for the first time in 4-5 years holy shit holy shit holy shit holy shit i've officially lost 20kg HOLY SHIT
@ichigoshinagami
@wastedsom
@Damn_3DS
i am not saying this to put down chubby/fat women, i think everyone is allowed to feel good about themselves and their bodies, BUT... he's right. i looked smaller than the woman on the right when i was at an obese bmi. medical obesity starts waaay smaller than most people think
@CruddyMary
i've never gotten the hate for watertok bc i'm autistic with major food sensory issues (used to have very extreme arfid like it's BAD) and one of my worst taste issues is with... water π sounds stupid but i HAVE to drink diet soda or flavoured water or i get severely dehydrated
lol no. some disorders are notorious 4 being easily self diagnosable 2 the point where u can google it & it'll say "usually self diagnosable". some people aren't diagnosed w/ disorders they've been confirmed 2 have for safety reasons - u know u have it but don't want it on record
unless it says on paper as an official diagnosis that you have a mental illness, disorder etc you dont fucking have it. enough w this self diagnosing and "oh but so and so said". no official diagnosis? you dont have it.
me: yeah i'm recovered from arfid i eat pretty much anything
also me, accidentally receiving one singular green bean in my safe roast meal order of just chicken potatoes and gravy: well i guess i have to throw this whole thing out and waste $20, it's tainted, poisoned even
sometimes i stumble across edtwt accounts that seem so much like an irl that even if their posts contradict it i'll be so suspicious i'll block them anyway π
i've been saying for so long that there are better monster ultra flavours than zero ultra fuck zero ultra all my mooties HATE zero ultra (unless you like it in which case ily but you're on thin ice)
this is insane because when i was being bullied for being obese i assure you i wasn't thinking about getting skinny (the disordered thoughts started happening Later) i was thinking about killing myself π
bullying people out of the cycle of FA is truly the kindest thing you can do for them. yes, itβs extreme, yes itβs mean but do you know whatβs meaner? encouraging them to slowly k!ll themselves by over eating and over working their bodies
anyone else with autism and/or arfid have sensory (particularly taste) issues with plain water?? it's one of my biggest fear drinks for whatever reason. never understood people who said water tastes like nothing. it's bitter 9/10 times, and depending on the source, totally foul
me & ex were 16 & 18, we literally met in our hs form class. we had a 1.5 year age gap. i didn't even start dating him when i was 18 (not that 18 yr olds are adults any way besides legally..?), i think we were 15 & 16 when we got serious. call me crazy, i don't think i'm a pedo
@Lunaisjustagirl
was picking pretty unpopular choices up until that brownie sandwich LOL i love how unanimously everyone decided they needed that monstrosity (myself included)
FUCK THIS ED βΌοΈβΌοΈπ£π£
not really bc this is my omad but i digress
(carbonara buldak with added cream cheese, tomato paste & mozzarella bc i'm extra... this is 760 calories lmfao)
omad!! roughly 1.1k calories w/ a bunch of stuff i've been craving so i'm less likely to binge later
sausage roll, wedges, sour cream, fried egg & mango coconut milk with nata de coco
why is there like. blatant adhd med misinfo/straight up adhd denial/people calling people with adhd drug addicts on my tl. holy shit adhd meds do not make me high i am well aware of what being high is like they just make me calm & mostly able to function without rotting in bed