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@raz0rbl4dekiss

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sullen girl 💌 bmi 19's | #banskutwt

16, she/her, finnish
Joined December 2021
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@raz0rbl4dekiss
cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
3 months
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2 years
I NEED TO BE SKINNY BY CHRISTMAS.
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2 years
non disordered people's concept of "skin and bones" is so strange 💀💀 let me tell u what happened yesterday
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
1 year
i need to get under 50kg 😭😭 what is the fastest way you've lost weight??
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
14 days
how to stop binging like actually?? (and don't say anything like "drink water" or "look at thinspo" bc that shit doesn't help)
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@raz0rbl4dekiss
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2 years
I would be sm skinnier if I lived alone
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
24 days
if you're comfortable sharing, what is your daily calorie limit?? i just want to see if anyone has the same limit as me😭
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@raz0rbl4dekiss
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1 year
i wish i could recover without weight gain
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
1 year
yk when recovery sounds good but you feel like you're too fat for recovery
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
2 years
how do you choose your goal weights and ugw 😭? do you just choose random numbers or?? 😭😭😭
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@raz0rbl4dekiss
cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
1 year
i hate that feeling when you're not physically hungry at all but mentally you are
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
1 year
please tell me some natural laxatives because i can't buy lax
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
1 year
people who have done higher intake (like 1000 cals a day) what's your experience with it? has it worked well?
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
4 months
am i the only one who doesn't like this monster
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
2 years
Tf, one of my mutuals has "dni if fatphobic" in their bio and then they liked a fatspo thread ????
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
2 years
what if i'm faking my ed
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
2 years
lately I've been eating like 1200 calories a day and I feel like it's too much because others here eat like 500 calories a day :((
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
1 year
if you are comfortable sharing, what's your cal limit?? i feel so guilty for having higher cal limit :(
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
2 years
everyone who got chocolate as a xmas present, what are you going to do with them?? are you going to binge them all at once or eat a little each day or something else
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@raz0rbl4dekiss
cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
2 years
Edtwt how often do you weigh yourself?
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1 year
do you think that 1000 would be a good cal limit? 😭😭 i feel like it's too much even though it isn't
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
2 years
i bought coke zero and i've been drinking a lot of soda lately and my sister complained about it. then she called me fat and i said "let me be fat then" or something, i don't remember. then my mom said "*my name*, fat? she's bone and skin, tell her to eat, you both should to eat
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2 years
@karykyoto wth.. wdym "went back to normal" ??
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1 year
how to fast without parents noticing? 😕😕 i want to start fasting
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
2 years
" or something, again i can't remember properly what she said. in my mind i was like wtf, i'm bmi 22.4 💀💀 my mom also said something like "your bones will start to show soon"
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1 year
and don't say starving because i mean like doing omads or fasting etc.
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
1 year
why would you put someone who is in recovery in a fatspo thread 😐 ofc fatspo is generally terrible but someone who is in recovery?? wtf is wrong with you
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
2 months
how my mom sees me vs how edtwt would see me if i posted a bc 😭😭
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How my irls see me vs how edtwt sees me
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2 years
fatphobes DON'T INTERACT WITH ME, I just had to unfollow a few people because they liked a fatspo thread or followed a fatphobic person
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
2 years
this makes my mom sound like a monster or something but imo it was funny because i'm literally 59.1kg
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
2 years
that happened yesterday so i don't remember exactly what they said
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1 year
me trying to choose between starving & rotting in bed and high intake & exercising
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
1 year
i've been overeating for so many days lately 😭 i need to get rid of the "i already fucked up this day, might as well binge now" mindset💀💀
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
1 year
or what "diets" worked for you (like the get worse diet or the abc diet etc.)
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
2 years
i have so many fatphobes in my tl 😨😨😨 go away
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2 years
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
2 years
banana pancakes 😋
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
2 years
kpopedtwt how many groups do you stan? i stan like 4 😭😭
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
1 year
i've binged 3 days straight pls someone bully me back to restricting or something 😭😭😭😭
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2 years
@F4IRYCUTZ it's less than my cw so i would be happy
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2 years
what's your plan for 2023? like what's your goal weight/bmi? what's going to be your limit? etc.
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
2 years
during october so far i have gone from bmi 24.5 to bmi 23.7
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2 years
like yes i know that people look different at different bmi's, some people can be thin bmi 22 but i look so fat at bmi 22
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
1 year
i binged myself from bmi 19.2 to bmi 19.9
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1 year
@frogsfacee true but i meant in more detail like how many cals you ate/how often you fast etc.
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1 year
@Mimiikgs that's so disgusting and disrespectful, a person died and they're making racist jokes?? wtf
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1 year
@starvinblkpearl why the hell would anyone say that? i feel so bad for her:(
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
1 year
what exercises can make my waist "boxy"/bigger?? i'm asking so i can avoid them
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@raz0rbl4dekiss
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2 years
New introduction + looking for mutuals! -I'm Cecilia (fake name!) -14 -🇫🇮🏳️‍🌈 -hw: 77kg-78kg | ugw: 38kg -kpop stan & i ult twice -not fatphobic!! -comment if you want to be mutuals!
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
1 year
😋😋😋 (i already ate one before i took the picture hehe)
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
1 year
what would you do if you woke up and you were 52.5kg?? i want starving motivation
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
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@ashes2bones real, i feel so bad for eating over 1k 😭😭
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
7 months
MY NEW EARRINGS
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
2 years
please let me know if i follow fatphobes or if i like fatphobic stuff because sometimes i don't realise if it's fatphobic or not. i mean if it's like clearly a fatspo thread or generally making fun of overweight people then of course i don't like it bc i'm not fatphobic 1/2
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
1 year
my ed tries to tell me that eating fast=binging
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1 year
i love kinder chocolate, i just ate a kinder bar and a chocolate egg
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1 year
how to enter a honeymoon phase?? 😭😭
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my bingo :3
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
1 year
if you have tried this, did you actually lose 9kg from this? 😭😭
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
1 year
guess who binged..
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1 year
yay i hit new lw!! 🥳🥳
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11 months
i like heartstopper..
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2 years
i don't know how much weight i could realistically lose before Christmas
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@raz0rbl4dekiss
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1 year
introduction 💌 ‹𝟹 i'm cecilia! ‹𝟹 08', finnish ‹𝟹 i like kpop:) ‹𝟹 pro recovery & not fatphobic!! ‹𝟹 idk what else to say, comment to be moots!! <3
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
1 year
june is in a few days, where are the june cal trackers? 🥲
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2 years
moots...
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3 months
this was my lunch 🫶
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2 years
i'm so tired of this, before i have only unfollowed my mutuals if I have noticed that they are fatphobic but now i decided that i'm going to block every fatphobic person i see
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11 months
do these work as a laxative?? sugar free candy usually do and i've seen people say it works
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
2 years
10 cals😜😜😜😜😜
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
1 year
i'm thinking about starting this..
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
2 years
how much weight is realistically possible to lose before Christmas if i eat about 1000 calories a day?
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
2 years
if i weigh myself in the morning just to see that i've gained, my whole day is ruined
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
2 years
how am I supposed to starve when my mom gave this to me
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
1 year
sometimes i can't even tell the difference between binge eating and overeating 😭 yes, i know that binging is about loss of control, but sometimes i might eat like 300g of candy in one sitting, but i don't know if i binged or if i ate them in control
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
1 year
oh my i ate sm today, didn't count but probably 5k cals or something
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
1 year
could the reason i'm not losing much weight be that i haven't pooped? 😭
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
2 years
i hate lying to my parents about eating and skipping meals:( now they think that i ate dinner even though i didn't eat dinner
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
1 year
what, i bought protein MOUSSE but it was protein pudding 😭😭 i waited all evening/night to eat that mousse in the morning but no 💔💔💔
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
4 months
do these work as a laxative or something😭😭
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
2 years
I weigh myself like 5 times a day 😭 I've been thinking of starting to weigh myself only once a week to see more process
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
1 year
don't even ask what i'm doing but i still wonder why does this scale show that those dumbbells are 5.8kg together if one weighs 3kg 😭😭
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
2 years
I've been eating 1200-1500 calories lately and some people do healthy wl with that amount of calories and because of that I feel invalid :( I'm trying to lower my intake to 800-1000 if I can
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
1 year
i'm thinking about upping my intake to 1000 and exercising 15min a day and doing more steps
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
1 year
i hate how i compare myself to others, because i see a lot of people here eating like 500 cals so i'd feel bad for eating 1000 😭 i hate this
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
1 year
hahahah.... i ate 350g of candy and 200g of pringles..
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
2 years
@cyberpixie this is so sad:(
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
1 year
i already tweeted about this in my circle but our school nurse came to pick me up in the middle of class so she could weigh and measure me 😭
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
1 year
i want to recover but i feel like i have no reason to recover, like i don't have a life outside of my ed so what would i do if i didn't have an ed
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
1 year
i just didn't eat ice cream for 651 cals 😁😁😁😁...
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
4 months
how to poop (no laxatives pls😭😭)
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
11 months
nick's sea salt caramel ice cream 😋
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
2 years
pls drop some easy but effective workouts bc i don't want to become skinny fat but i'm also lazy
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
1 year
i weigh more rn than i did at the start of february 😁😁😁😁😁
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
2 years
how many cals are in a croissant? i think i know how much there is, but i want to ask you
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1 year
i hate ednos, i've been stuck at almost the same weight for the whole year
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
2 years
0.4kg left and then i'm under 60kg!
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
2 years
how to fake that i've eaten dinner because i don't want to eat
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
2 years
i almost never skip meals and because of that i feel invalid
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cecilia ౨ৎ edtwt
11 months
my dad said that he has lost like 9 kg in a month?? me when??
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