ngl even though edtwt's funny n shi yall know damn well that as long as yall stay here recovery is impossible, makes me a little sad seeing ppl repeating cycles
js asked a cousin of mine who recovered from ana a long time ago (now 28) if she once in a while still has a disordered body image & she deadass told me that the thoughts never stop and you just have to learn to live with it.
(i'm cooked)
koi i'm saying this out loud w no shame cuz i think i'm not the only one thinking that but u make us non talented ppl feel useless & worthless w all ur talents
do you guys ever get tired of it? like ik gaining weight isnโt even an option atp but it feels like i rn there is no other purpose in my life other than losing weight yk
i always thought i had the ugly ass genetics from my father n his side of the family but now that i lost face fat and all, my mothers beauty is visible n i love it