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@_m4d_h4tt3r_

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22 || Ballet, Running, Acting, weightlifting|| “I was born sick, but I love it”|| he/him

purgatory | gw: 47kg
Joined June 2023
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post run bc 🏷️edtwt gymtet bodycheck malespo fitspo thinspo🏷️
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@prettyboneskcal definitely not. that’s just skin
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@fatspo_daily i’m very sure this is satire BUT she ate all of that cheese either way. and i love cheese but omg this is too much😭
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@LoveliesCalorie in general the bulimic purging always follows an episode of binge eating. therefore i believe people might think that it’s not done to lose but rather control weight. but cmon if i didn’t try to lose there’s such better ways to burn the binged cals lmao
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@skinniasa i mean i do food polls on the bus xD
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@sillyyy333 @miocalz if i burn 3.5k a day of course imma eat a bit more lmao. that still leaves me in a good enough deficit
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how does this have less cals and better macros than normal cornflakes???
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same weight. more muscle mass on the right tho 🏷️edtwt gymtwt bodycheck malespo fitspo ricecaketwt🏷️
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@legslikekendall omg second this. i have a few horror stories with those. definitely not worth it like at all!
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bodycheck this morning 🏷️edtwt ricecaketwt malespo thinspo fitspo🏷️
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going on a tun and praying these pants will stay up
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@tunacycIe just take pics of whenever ur eating something on ur own and kinda reuse those lol
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last october vs yesterday. did anything even change at all? 🏷️edtwt ricecaketwt bodycheck fitspo malespo thinspo🏷️
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@RedScareBaby @cursedcharms he’s definitely not binging. with his muscle mass his bmr is crazy already. and i’m sure he lifts a lot sooooo…
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@klovethugga @MariaOr52992782 craving things isn’t the problem here. the problem is she just doesn’t make sure to eat a variety of foods. of course u should include ur daily cravings but also pls pls pls for the sake of the child eat some fruits and veggies and carbs that aren’t in processed foods
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@h9roine great. my thighs r still fat so not good
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@bonengraving2 @lizcaIs the sashimi one is true. i didn’t b/p my salmon but i got sick like four hours later cuz ✨anxiety✨ and yea
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@chic4hua she’s rich so good doctors. also besides her dancing livestreams she does basically nothing. she don’t need to work or anything
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@bizarrekcals i tried c/s but i hate it. id much rather b/p. feels less like a waste (ik it still id but im delulu)
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holy fuck. testosterone and weightloss r insane
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@berryyogourt yess. omg it varies so much for me. some days i don’t crave any and others my breakfast is sweets. that completely fine. (fun fact my dad only eats cake for breakfast and he’s a completely normal weight and has been all his life) enjoy it!
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@bambioncoke it’s really bad but i still like to watch it (i just skip the end cuz omg i can’t cope with the cringe)
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@_ziggystardust4 b/p dream einfach
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bulimia be like: i can eat whatever i want and not gain! but smelling like puke all the time finding random splashes on pants🥲
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@st444rving not like u need to eat in a proper surplus to bulk🙃
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@ellacals_ the way muscle mass can make such a huge difference tho lol
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@nauseahaver why did u even think this would be a good idea😭💀
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@strwbrrykg id round up to 600 just to be on the safe side tbh
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@zuzaskcalzz OH NO PEAS SCARY
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@_ziggystardust4 die teile nerven mich so heftig. ich mach die jedesma ab und reg mich drüber auf
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@ugwzer some people just cannot function without breakfast. my dad, brother and i can skip breakfast and lunch and go hiking all day without a problem and my mom needs breakfast but can skip lunch and dinner. it’s funny
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@contrrl i just googled and it says that some prof athletes drink it to avoid cramps but its not exactly scientifically proven so def not worth it😭
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@MariaOr52992782 i’ve recently seen a vid of hers like wieiad when pregnant and what baffled me was her drinking mountain dew. i mean i’m pretty sure there’s a disclaimer that pregnant women should rather not be drinking it
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my weekly routine. a thread for edtwt 2.0 cuz things changed ^^ ( @itn121 @dnicupp ) 🏷️edtwt ricecaketwt routine ballet dance gymtwt thinspo fitspo🏷️
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@_ziggystardust4 deutsche stories immer noch beste
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@p0mcals this is definitely not bmi 20. i’m bmi 20 with high muscle mass rn (i have bc somewhere on my profile if u wanna see) ur bmi must be lower. maybe remeasure ur hight or so
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best dinner lol
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@feverdr24m that’s such a nice idea tho
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@_Starrry_ @cloudcalsxo WHAT???? my normal sugary cheesecake is like 550 max. wtf do they put in there?
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@adrianaxoxlol i mean u gotta have in mind that little kids r active af AND they need energy to grow properly on top of that. they can eat a lot
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@vamp1rediet literally malespo omg
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easter bodycheck 🏷️edtwt bodycheck fitspo malespo thinspo🏷️
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@gyr0scals @bobadohyun it’s a true fast tho. there’s a reason it’s called breakfast
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smoking fit after dancing
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@hazydays09 id probably just eat the whole jar in one go. but ig it works as a laxative like any other artificially sweetened zero cal thing
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jazz outfit. thought id be bloated after two pizzas last night but hehe im notttt
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@reimunstable u could just pack them into foil and closed boxes and eat one a day or so. that’s what i do cuz i hate throwing away food. and that way u can still enjoy them
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@_mishima__ what kind of maki r u eating? i mean like the really small ones
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@slutdroppinglbs even if you aren’t attracted to women (aka me) isn’t an excuse to shit on them. also women are aesthetically pleasing fr either way lol
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ive got something bulimic to say
@loonathevenus
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- 5,280 cals
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@Blair_is_tired purge 1 crepe in a public toilet. it was cheese and i choked
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why does losing weight take so long???? i’m not patient enough for that
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@_mishima__ makis r the small ones. theyre 15-20cals mostly. the bigger one’s range from 50-70
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bodycheck on the bus hehe
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General: - 3k cal intake - 5k steps min - Abs exercise every morning - Stretch every evening - Get up at 6:30 (week) - 8am (weekends)
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wanna purge? dont even start like ever
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violet 🌷
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7. Favorite ed tip?
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@baggyj3ans what in the…
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new diet
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body recomp is so weird. like i didnt lose much weight but i look more lean than like a month ago. but my body dysmorphia is telling me that as long as theres no changes on the scale nothing else can range. rationally stupid
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@booblebeaming a lot probably. but what might help too is wearing less/ no makeup. that just fills up pores and makes everything even worse. also using too many products isnt as good as people might think
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made icecream. 1 banana, some raspberries, protein powder and milk
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miserable early morning bodycheck
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lunch because this is safe food and i’ve got no fucking energy left for walking
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@kombucha_lovr @guroihana666 but honestly it’s half a pound. i’d probably be nauseous after half of it😂😂
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@nauseahaver i wish. i usually go until i physically can’t anymore
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@sushiomad it was so easy to go from 65 to 60 and now i wanna go to 55 and i’m fucking stuck at 57🙃
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very miserable lunch
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@starvinglia ankle. or (what i do) put it in a pocket
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@nocals4mickey @_gore_core_ yea. also when i have breakfast i usually just get reactive hunger so i keep eating throughout the day. sure mostly fruits and veggies cuz i usually end up craving those but still. (had a whole lettuce once💀 plain)
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@babynotpr0 @vioinkk ill have 300gr of fries but omg anything that’s not my no sugar low cal coconut milk is making me freak out
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jokes on u. bin unfruchtbar 😂
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planned to fast till friday but i cannot stay upright anymore. i’ve overdone it the past month. i’ll go back to intermittent fasting and 1200cal limit for now so i can stay active, do ballet and run and preferably not d!e
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@bfyaoi i mean i get why she might feel “superior” cuz as a bulimic i get that feeling a lot like: “look at me i can binge on thousands of cals and lose” but cmon BED is literally an ED “Binge- EATING DISORDER”🤦🏼‍♂️
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@zerocalbean LMAO WAS??
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@klovethugga @MariaOr52992782 idc about her body. everyone can do as they please. where i do get a bit annoyed at is when people influence others. and when ur with child u definitely should be looking after yourself for the childs sake
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@_ziggystardust4 its like: everyone can be disordered blah BUT thin people pls dont talk about YOUR struggles cuz it makes ME uncomfortable. but im perfectly fine with my body blah💀
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@nununiio a mix of bonespo and fitspo if that makes sense? like really boney but with a bit of muscle mass
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@waxing_pathetic @nauseahaver i only like it with tomatoes and spices. preferably kebab spice
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@BONETH7G @tunacycIe I HAVE THAT EXACT SAME LAPTOP. but my country doesn’t have those cereals😂😂
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@strlovr this is healthy tbh. especially cuz of the variety of foods and nutrients
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ootd
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omad
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@nourishing4what @1111malaika yea i’m definitely not lazy. atp it would be easier to lose healthily but ✨coping✨
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@rotmyliver ohhh trust me i wouldn’t b/p if i could just atop like tht
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@oatmiu sure im still miserable and some days my body dysmorphia is really bad but objectively i do know what i look like and what ive achieved already so im way more confident most days
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@_ziggystardust4 oh nein. lichter. ah
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@betteroff_ded OMG CONGRATS!!!
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@berryyogourt the only acceptable “tips” r for harm reduction. destroying ur own body is one thing but telling others how to properly harm themselves is horrible omg
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reached all goals today
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@vomitphobia same. i mean im kinda happy that im able to purge but id binge much less if i didnt have that “hack”
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@obsoletenothing @sorrow212 it really insanely heavily depends on genetics and muscle mass. that’s like reason no 1 i can’t really guess bmis
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wanting to lose is not fat phobia! its MY body. idc what everyone else does with theirs. dont hate on other people cuz of their bodies but also dont tell me what my ed is about etc
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no energy. but a coffee before weightlifting and ballet class will do. (ik im delulu)
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worst ana symptom always kicks in while im on a morning run…
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@TuileQuenya most ed’s r not about only not wanting to be fat. it’s about control and a coping mechanism. people r aware that what they’re doing isn’t healthy and i bet that if everyone could just stop, they would. also fatphobia is not just “i don’t wanna be fat”
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my deficit cal limit is 1800. i always struggle to not go over. now i wanna go for a bit under maintenance which is like 2066. GUESS WHO DOESNT EVEN MANAGE TO REACH 1800 NOW
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@bakerylesbian nope. it’s not enough on a non disordered basis. as a comparison, im 5’4 and i’m very active and i eat around 2600 daily and still end up in a deficit
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@jasxcals @_ziggystardust4 jup. mir reichen wunderkerzen und davon stirbt meine katze nicht jedesmal halb
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