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@berryyogourt
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updated intro 🌼 - nick, he/him, 18 - trying to distance myself from my ed, ill just be posting about random stuff here - ! i still interact with edtwt, shtwt, and recovtwt - i like reading, writing, lifting, martial arts, & a bunch of tv and movies
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8 months
ALSO. LITERALLY THE CHOCOLATES OF MY DREAMS
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11 months
me when i cry about being fat but eat like this
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9 months
does anyone have protein pancake recipes because um
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10 months
sometimes it hits me that i like. have an eating disorder for real
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10 months
“look at this fat girl bleghhh u don’t wanna be like her!!!🤮🤮🤮" and it’s the most gorgeous woman i’ve ever seen
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@berryyogourt
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1 year
what if i omaded a tbsp of this every day for like a week (stupidest idea ever)
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1 year
saddest dinner ever omg
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6 months
do u guys ever genuinely believe ur in hell because i think i am
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11 months
said i would fast umm i lied
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11 months
having a beautiful meal with my mum even tho my fatass doesn’t deserve it :(
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10 months
me after crying about my weight
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10 months
late but in honour of me starting recov (note im pescatarian so no meats!) anything else goes rlly
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11 months
its over
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11 months
brownie with biscoff
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8 months
how to get healthy fats no nuts no olive oil 😭😭😭😭
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@berryyogourt
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10 months
ykw actually fuck it im still gonna recover. fuck weight loss and fuck everything i dont even care
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8 months
godly lunch
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11 months
thank u everyone for the support, im ok and in hospital right now waiting for test results. im sorry if I worried anyone, i love u all 💖
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11 months
i don’t wanna eat but i don’t wanna fast but i don’t wanna binge and i don’t wanna purge but im hungry but im not actually hungry but maybe i am because my hunger cues r fucked
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10 months
is it ok to have sweets multiple times a day…
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8 months
todays breakfast was so good
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10 months
so unmotivated to eat today :(( not gonna let the ed win tho
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10 months
first eat to begin recov… im scared mine won’t look the same as everyone else’s
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@berryyogourt
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1 year
um. i might try recovery again i cant stand sobbing my eyes out about my body and weight every day its taking a huge toll on me, my depression and anxiety are getting worse and i need to focus on that before losing weight. i hope u guys arent upset
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6 months
cold lightly seasoned food >>>>
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10 months
dad made french toast and its the first time in ages ive actually been able to eat it :) i love recovery
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10 months
yummy breakfast
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10 months
DID I FORGET TO POST MY COOKIE
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10 months
muffin & protein coffee ☕️
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10 months
fork went unused
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10 months
latte and cookie. love cousin walks
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10 months
is it bad that im eating like 3000 cals a day in recov even if im already at a normal weight :/
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7 months
how to have no ed no binge no restrict no purge how to have normal relationship with food
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11 months
wahh trying 3mad and 1500 limit to break this binge cycle before november 😞😞😞
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10 months
yeah recovery is hard but i actually feel human
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8 months
carrot cake from yesterday it was so good
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10 months
croissant and apple butter, finally satisfied thank god i hate feeling hungry
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10 months
@sk1nn1heart im so incredibly sorry this makes me so sad. pls try and take care of urself livia u deserve to live a long happy life
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10 months
snoopy christmas card my mum found somewhere in our house
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11 months
the world if there was biscoff flavoured gum
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1 year
lemon poppyseed loaf ^_^ been baking a lot these days
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10 months
ok i think im gonna try to recover again… im sorry guys im just so busy and im training for my black belt so i shouldnt starve rn, ik im just making excuses but im exhausted and i just want to feel okay
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1 year
trying not to count cals today 😓 bagel has whipped berry cream cheese 🫐
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8 months
what i ate on my bday jan 22 💐
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8 months
what’s the science behind feeling like im going to die whenever im around a group of teenage boys
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1 year
broke 85 hour fast with starbucks pumpkin cream cheese muffin cause fuck it
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10 months
one entire week in recovery omg. today is the beginning of day 8. i didn’t even think i could make it this far
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11 months
STOP EATING CHALLENGE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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7 months
i rlly need to focus on my life outside of my ed so im gonna sb a lot of edtwt accounts specifically ones i dont rlly interact with, pls comment if u want to stay moots
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11 months
halloween morning breakfast to break my 57hr fast! trying a persimmon for the first time
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9 months
this is literally the most gorgeous woman ive ever seen
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10 months
still hungry so i had a bagel. reminder to never feel bad for honouring ur hunger
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10 months
stole this idea moots reply for an indirect
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6 months
dinnermaxxing theres more tofu and couscous underneath
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9 months
todays breakfasts :3 remember its always ok to eat my loves
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7 months
finally measured pb with my heart
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10 months
yummy dinner
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8 months
good morning! reminder that it’s ok to have pastries and sweets for breakfast anytime u want 💗💗
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9 months
breakfastttt
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10 months
took a shower and i feel a lot better now
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6 months
breakfast of champions
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1 year
@potheadrexic true but biscoff 🤔🤔
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tried baked oats drop ur best recipes guys
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9 months
JUMPED OUT OF MY SKIN IM SO GRATEFUL OMG MY PARENTS DIDNT HAVE TO
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bedtime but thinking about my moots. it makes me so sad to see u guys struggle :( i worry about ur safety a lot & i rlly hope u can all be ok one day. i love each and every one of u so much pls remember im always here if u need a friend or just someone to listen, goodnight angels
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9 months
day 40 of recov :) almost at 50 days
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9 months
PAUSE. i just checked and it’s been 30 days in recovery wtf
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7 months
SOME of my eats today 🫶
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10 months
ok jokes over can i be anorexic again i hate bulimia so much
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8 months
it actually went so well what the fuck
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8 months
OK YALL. NO MORE PLAYING AROUND I DID IT ITS NOW OR NEVER
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9 months
biscoff brownies for my friends bday!
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10 months
how can i not restrict, not binge, eat balanced meals, not purge, heal my relationship with food & exercise, keep up with my friends & bf, manage my depression, train 6hrs a week, teach 12hrs a week, pass my classes, graduate, get my black belt, & take care of family all at once
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overnight oats for dinner!!
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10 months
wahhh
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10 months
i wanna do a thread of flowers id give my moots reply if u wanna be added
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lemon squares!!
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9 months
i know i say « ily » and « take care » and stuff a lot but i want u all to know that i genuinely mean everything i say here. ur all so kind and u deserve the best and im so grateful for the support ive been shown
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8 months
RECOV DAY 50!!!
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9 months
when did we become moots?
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8 months
happy valentines day my loves!! if ur sad today about not having a valentine ill be urs <3
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7 months
SOME of my eats today, my lunch (second pic) was so fucking good omg
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9 months
meals for the next week about to go crazy
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challenged ice cream today
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10 months
ANOTHER SUCCESS thanks to @expiredmoth i love ur recipes sm
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my moots literally treat me better than my bf
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2 weeks in recov wtf… thats insane
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10 months
im tired of having an eating disorder
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10 months
i wish i could have all my moots over for a big holiday sleepover
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9 months
actually i love my recovery body so much im so hot
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8 months
ok im gonna log out of all my accounts for a bit if u want to reach me u can dm for my instagram twitter is just fucking with my mental state rn. i love u guys
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10 months
my dad just said « ur gonna eat that whole salad?? » yeah i am so stfu
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8 months
my bf calling to say « oh sorry for missing ur birthday i was smoking so much weed » and then yap about his own life for an hour
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ok i need to lock in. no more cal counting i just need to listen to my body. i will honour all my hunger and i wont compensate for food anymore
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10 months
just got a notif, a reminder i set years ago. today was the day i was supposed to end my life. been planning this day for years but now i dont know what to do. i just started recovery, i have friends, i have passions but theres nothing stopping me. maybe i planned accordingly
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10 months
another yog bowl and focaccia :3
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9 months
ok moots drop ur bdays
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me after saying i wont b/p anymore (many spoonfuls of biscoff and pb unpictured i also had a bagel with apple butter)
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10 months
hi guys, im not in all in recovery anymore because i still want to lose some weight, im feeling very overstimulated with my body. im going to stay at a healthy weight though and eat in a small deficit. im rlly sorry, recov moots feel free to unfollow
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9 months
yk what! gonna like actually fully come out to my bf he’ll break up with me idc. ive told him idc about gender but im tired of being a girlfriend it doesn’t feel right
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9 months
maybe im almost back at my hw but im way happier so that’s a win in my books!!
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