This is hard to share but a bit over 2 months ago I tried taking my own life and ever since then Iโve slowly but surely been getting closer to god and itโs been changing my life for the better ๐ค
I appreciate anyone that has ever been there for me, you never know who is fighting
Unfortunately lost my job on Thursday and life has just been coming down on me like crazy. Trying to keep a positive mindset and hope that the man above helps me out of this ๐
Thank you to anyone that supports me
Amazing stream all thanks to the GOAT herself
@SteffyEvans
for the raid ๐ฅน๐ญ
Thank you for trusting me with your community and for helping me get to 3k on twitch youโre the best im so grateful ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฅ
I decided that I finally wanted to click on the 'hot singles in my area'. I did it, met up with the hot single, and it turned out to be my elderly neighbor, should I still smash or tell her husband?
After taking some time off of stream and being afraid to come back Iโm so overwhelmed by the amazing support ๐ฅน
Huge thank you to the amazing
@SteffyEvans
&
@Saskkiii
for the raids!
Thanks for having faith in me me motivating me ๐ค๐ฅน yall are the Best!
Only takes a few seconds out of your day to tell someone that they matter and things will be okay no matter what.
This is me doing that for anyone reading this ๐ค๐ฏ
Worked a 10 hour shift and STILL going live on twitch for a few hours. Stop making excuses for yourself and get to it. If you want it, go get it ๐ฏ๐ฏ
(In case anyone needs some motivation)
Had a blast finishing 2 story mode games on stream today and a huge thank you to the goat herself
@Saskkiii
for the amazing raid. Thank you for trusting me with your community ๐ฅน๐๐
Surrounding yourself with good genuine people does a lot for the mental
Slowly but surely learning how to smile again and keeping it pushing regardless of what life throws at me
I will be happy again and I will succeed ๐ฏ
Peaked at 263 viewers what a stream! ๐ฅฒ๐ huge thank you to the hommie
@Rhianeee_
for the 102 viewer raid ILYSM fam ๐ค & thank you to
@ArcaneHemlock
for the 30 viewer raid ๐
Love everyone that supports ๐ฅน
I genuinely appreciate anyone that supports my stream. Even if itโs tabbing me up or stopping in to say hi it means the world. Been kinda losing motivation with streaming lately but knowing I have a few that support me means so much ๐ค
I feel like when it comes to streaming itโs easy to tell who genuinely supports and is happy for you vs who envies every win that comes your way and doesnโt want to see you succeed
I pray that everyone around me comes out on top in the silent battles they fight on a daily basis, keep your head up. Iโm here to tell you that you can do this ๐ฏ๐ค
Something as a streamer that does kind of upset me is when someone in chat thinks you have an ego for missing 1 single message. Itโs hard to multitask at times, we canโt acknowledge every single chat while also focusing on whatever is going on. We are trying our best ๐
Really proud of myself for being able to grind these longer streams lately and building an amazing community is so much fun! Thanks for all the support and thanks to
@BrooksterMania
for the raid ๐๐ฏ
Makes me happy that regardless of what Iโm playing I have support
Cod just hasnโt been it lately and playing all these different horror games and story mode games has been a breath of fresh air. Love that people have been enjoying watching me try different games ๐ค๐
Proud that Iโve been able to balance streaming and working a full time job. Learned that itโs important to take days off rather than grinding every single day and burning myself out
Makes me feel more productive and energetic when I stream. Grind but also take time to yourself ๐ฏ
One thing Iโve learned about being a streamer who also works a full time job is that itโs okay to take time off from streaming. Yeah the grind is important but so is your mental health/sanity
Hope these worlds find the right people that need them ๐ฏ๐
Such a fun stream! Always grateful for the support and vibes from the community! Huge thank you to the hommies
@meliss4uchiha
&
@RLawGG
for the amazing raids! Thanks for trusting me with the communities and thanks for being amazing ๐ค๐ค๐ค
Idk what I did to deserve such amazing support on streams lately but Iโm so grateful ๐ญ๐ฅน
Huge thanks to
@ColieB_
@LukeyAu_
@ohdaki
@BigHal_ttv
for the raids! Yโall are awesome ๐ค
Amazing stream! Super grateful for all the support and vibes from everyone that stops by
Huge thank you to
@BraxisHim_
&
@TheMonstergurl
for the raids
Thanks for trusting me with your communities ๐ค๐ฏ
Really trying my best to keep a good mental and stay motivated these days.
Life just has been so draining lately, regardless gotta thank the man above cause thereโs someone out there praying to be where Iโm at rn. Canโt take the grind for granted.
AMAZING stream today ๐ฅน๐
Thank you so much to the amazing
@LauraxoYasmine
@nahAug
@Handiinz
for the raids
Thank yโall for choosing me to trust with your communities, much love ๐ค๐ค๐ค
W 9 hour stream! Thankful for such an amazing community that loves and cares for me
Huge thanks to
@COD_Khaleesi
&
@Handiinz
for the raids! Yโall are the best and too kind for trusting me with yalls communities thank you so much again ๐ฅน๐
Makes me happy to see others around me succeed cause I can feed off of that energy and manifest greatness. Not everyone wants to see you win, people love to pray on your downfall in the shadows and donโt want to see you win. Prove them wrong ๐ฏ๐ฅ