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when i was hospitalized i was placed with other women and was shown such kindness and acceptance by staff that it became a massive factor in me not ending my own life. i wasn't there to cause anyone grief or danger, i was there because i needed help. this would have destroyed me.
a serial sexual abuser/predator who was rightfully ejected from the internet for being such is trying to claw back a position of influence despite being such. dangerous. report any content that sjin dares create. couldn't speak up before due to fear of outing. can now. he is scum
hi! it's
#TransAwarenessWeek
! if you weren't aware, i'm trans! my voice is quiet right now as i navigate the oppressive transphobia swallowing the UK. my mental health has struggled lately. it's a difficult week that culminates in a day to remember all trans folk lost to hate. 1/
Saw a few comments about how inactive I was in today's TTT episode, apologies, the "russian roulette" gun and jokes and subsequent thoughts related to suicide left me very uncomfortable and mostly silent. I'm sure you can understand.
To speak serious for a moment, I'm celebrating my birthday today to mark 11 years since I was saved by the NHS from my darkest times. I'm still here 11 years later, somehow alive, and I now carry a smile on my face. I'm ever grateful to be able to share today with all of you. β€οΈ
please look out for your trans friends. i can't speak for everyone but the news of the last few days has left me in a dissociative emptiness. find myself bursting into tears randomly throughout the day. we are scared. i'm so very scared. you aren't alone. look out for each other.
psssst happy blackrock day, 10 years ago i fell out the sky and made friends with a fish and a pumpkin and a dinosaur and a sheep and some mushrooms and also rythian was there
(
@IAmRythian
thanks for inviting me to be part of a wonderful adventure, wouldn't be here without it!)
today is IDAHOBIT & as i'm now fully out as a trans lesbian, it hits different this year. current culture around trans issues in the uk is scary, but nothing will stop me being my true best self & i and many others will always fight for your right to do the same. you are awesome.
Of course, just because I wanted to nail an unfiltered photo today doesn't mean I can't also have fun with some ridiculous filters too! Trans rights forever, baby! Much love to you all!
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i am in tears at the news of Brianna Ghey. no further words or energy to express just how rotten with bigotry the UK is. she was only 16. a child. the media and people misgendering/misnaming her should be absolutely ashamed. this fueling of hatred cannot continue.
#SayHerName
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shaved my head today! for too long i had long hair that existed just because of anxiety about other people's opinions. i've cut it shorter and shorter this year and finally went all the way today. i want to be me for my sake, not someone else for others! (thanks therapy!) π€πβοΈ!
i'm honestly scared of the future. i am a mentally ill LGBT person who relies on support and medication from the NHS to stay alive. i am worried for my wellbeing, my rights, my finances, my future. why would you vote to make peoples lives worse, or even not vote at all??? why????
today is the start of pride monthπ³οΈβπ
it's pertinent to say the reason pride even exists is because of powerful trans women of colour. 1969 stonewall riots prove standing up to police brutality can make change. there is no LGBT liberation without black liberation
#BlackLivesMatter
twitter's harmful algorithm knows i'm trans, it means every day the trends will just show me all the ways the world is hating my existence, as if that's something all trans people should see. "hey, WANNA GET SAD?". exhausting to use this site for anything more than stream tweets.
personally believe anyone who streams that game should have a minimum jail time of 6 months eating mulched HP books, because obviously theres no room for nuance on how trans people feel seeing peers support bigotry & we must all resort to yelling extremes past each other instead
here on
#TransDayOfVisibility
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each year i feel pressure to do more, reveal more. but, after taking control of my outing, being on HRT & living as my true self for ~half my life, then being able to do this last year... i'm... happy with where i am!? wow π!
love to all x ππ€π
during lockdown i knew my mental health would struggle, i set myself a task to keep a stream streak going for as long as possible to stay busy. i'm really happy that today will be my 100th day of animal crossing streams in a row. thanks for the company during these weird times x
looks like i need an extra hand to carry all these flags now but i am OUT and GAY and TRANS and PROUD.
HAPPY GOSH DARN PRIDE YO!
TRANS RIGHTS!
MUCH LOVE TO ALL LGBTQ+!
WOO!
i'm gay
Now to reveal my greatest April Fool's yet, if you would be so kind as to read the first letter of every tweet I've sent since March 1st in chronological order, I think you'll be pleasantly surprised...
hey obviously a lot happened yesterday. i can't believe they didn't announce a dr. aphra star wars series. oh and also the other thing that happened lol, so no stream from me until next week. thank you for all the messages. i'll be back soon!
there's some absolutely gross transphobia in the uk news again today (an unfortunately evergreen sentence). i am so fed up of seeing these monsters continue to push denying trans kids the ability to self-actualize & smile. how heartless. protect trans kids. let them be themselves
oh by the way it's lesbian visibility day and i am GAY AS HECK, thank you thank you, i'll be me forever don't worry, i'm very gay and it won't stop. look at me being a lesbian!!! i'm visible!!! today!!! wow!!! hehe. i'm gay.
finally got myself a new wardrobe and makeup after 5 years of wearing the same 2 tops and jeans (as i struggle to find cute stuff for my height). now they've arrived i realize nearly everything i got is shades of black/charcoal/grey, makeup included. 2022 is hot goth zoey year!?
much love & empathy to all other trans/nb/gnc people stuck on terf island while the bbc & other media outlets continuously spew vile misinforming garbage over us. i know how difficult it can be to not get stuck in the depressing swirl, but i'm always here with you. solidarity. x
if i may tweet serious for a moment, pride month has started and i desperately want to wish you all a happy pride, but i'm struggling with the words. each year it feels like trans rights & my identity is in more danger. i want to be happy & celebrate. but i feel fear right now.
there are some seriously shocking and horrifying CONTENT WARNING revelations in the case files against activision blizzard here, i feel absolutely disgusted that i ever gave this shitty company a single penny
years ago, in the deepest depths of my depression, the nhs saved my life and supported me until i could get back on my feet. please do not vote for those who seek to gut our great healthcare system and leave people suffering. voting labour is the only thing that makes sense to me
happy
#internationallesbianday
from me, a lesbian! did you know youtube demonetizes videos if you mention that lesbians exist? fun!
if you're an international/intergalactic lesbian, you're all great, unless you're a terf, in which case kindly go away forever.
have a nice day! ^_^
speaking of TTT, this month i believe i had/have eps with some lovely ladies and enby of the yogscast,
@bouphe
@SquidGaming
@Geestargames
and
@Fiona_Riches
, and it always perks me up on the days i hear them in the recording, they shake up the rhythm & truly make episodes shine <3
please, i implore anyone thinking us all bullies, take a look at the mentions/quotes of anyone trying to explain the specifics of why and how this is depressing. i've been sent images of trans people k**ling themselves, some truly vile shit. unfollowing a stream doesn't compare.
thank you for the hate raid on the weekend for finally getting me that "200 chatters" achievement and unlocking new vip badges for our lovely lgbt+ community
the gross misinformation about trans people that insidiously spreads from those who everyone hopes would know better can be very disheartening, but to every beautiful gender conqueror out there, please know those few do not reflect the greater world that loves & supports you β€οΈ
it's
#TransAwarenessWeek
, and we are exhausted. every day, our very existence is under scrutiny and attack. we cannot just be left alone in peace to live the way we deserve to. we have to constantly defend our identity through grueling inhumane wait times and invasive processes.
star wars sucks now sorry. i care not for it. i will not talk about it. it has no place in my heart. and so in this tweet thread i will deconstruct the past 22 years of star wars that has led to this decision. first, in the character dexter "dex" jettster, we can see.. (1/25,984)
I found myself crying last night, not out of sadness, but because I could smile to the mirror. There was a time I didn't think a smile would adorn my face again. The sheer power of witnessing how, yes, I am allowed and able to be happy, brought me to tears. Keep on keepin' on. β€οΈ
hi. i am awake. finished birthday subathon at 2am after 12 hrs of stream. played a total of 1 (one) video game, for 20 min. did two jigsaw puzzles. the rest was non-stop emotions. ended at nearly 5k subs somehow. feels like a dream. thank you all for accepting me. best bday ever.
Happy National Coming Out Day! I wish you the best, whether you're out, coming out, or want to stay in right now. I had to come out as trans this year, was very scary, but now it's out and I'm happier than ever. Dab on your enemies. Be YOU. Be AWESOME.β€οΈI'm so, so proud of you.π
labour party not doing anything to oppose the bill block and protect trans people, sadly not surprised, what's the point of starmer?? and who the hell can i even vote for in this shithole of a country that has the power and desire to protect us?? just absolutely miserable...
got a hate raid last week, 100 accounts all spamming the exact same message. putting it in emote only mode cut it short. instead of saying "we're listening", i don't see why
@Twitch
can't implement (even temporarily) a "same message detection system" to auto put it on emote mode.
much love to all trans/nb/gnc siblings out there, always but especially this week. my voice may be quiet/weak right now but i'm always here with you all. i'm tired. but give me a bit. i'll be standing tall again. you will too. you are brave. you are strong. you are loved.π³οΈββ§οΈππ€π
pretty disheartened at how much of my feed has just blindly gobbled up blizzcon despite the company being complicit in violating human rights. indifference is how companies keep getting away with this stuff. who cares i guess! look at shiny product! overwatch 2 lol! epic content!
so much misinformation! that stream lookup site wasn't some "harassment database", it didn't store a list of "targets" or provide new names or whatever the fuck, it had the same functionality as twitch's own search bar; type in streamer's name, see if they played game, that's it!
whatever flag you fly under the LGBTQ+ rainbow, we are going to do our best to provide a fun 6 hr charity stream tonight, a place where you can know you are loved and supported, a place where we can put some good back in to the world x (also open to super cool allies of course!)
absolutely aghast at this. living in this country gives such dread and despair. the absolute evil behind this fills me with so much burning anger. just let us trans people live our fucking lives. why deny us our happiness? why??
#TransRightsAreHumanRights
thank you so much everyone who helped us raise Β£69,000 (nice) moneys for charities today! i've had a lot of anxiety in the run up to this one for some reason, but it all went okay, and i'm going to have a big nap now! see you next year~
i just can't bring myself to care about a little tick next to a name on youtube, when they've put anti-lgbt ads on lgbt videos and demonetized us just for existing. the system as a whole is incredibly messed up and whatever they're doing with that little tick ain't the problem.
looking back on 10 years of blackrock my favourite episode was the one where minecraft zoey directly referenced or mimicked a tv show that irl zoey was really into at the time
lmao just read blizzards statement (released as late as they could on a friday night no less), absolutely gross they call a fight for human rights a "divisive social view", and seem to say that the opposite view (uh...no human rights?) would be treated equally. what?? ridiculous.
by analyzing previous gen pokemΓ³n starters we can make a very good prediction on gen 8 (definitely not aided by a leak that i definitely haven't attached)
1) stegaroot - stegosaurus with carrot spine
2) ramdle - sheep but the wool is a fireball
3) platypow - platypus with a gun
officially have the highest score of all mk8 speedrunners, on my first try, on 4 hours of sleep, after a month off,
@yogscast
add me to the leaderboard, i'm god ππππΎπ
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Transgender women will be banned from competing in top-level female chess tournaments while the gameβs governing body adjudicates whether they have an unfair advantage
from personal xp, i know on IWD as a trans woman you can get intrusive thoughts from dumb takes online that you're somehow not valid enough to be in. let me tell you that is absolutely bullshit and you belong. if you identify as such, this day is for you. simple. keep being you x
amazing news from scotland today with the incredible gender recognition reform, i really really hope the rest of the uk follows soon too and we can all find true happiness in knowing ourselves. it should not take as long as it does or be as difficult as it is to begin our lives.
it's a difficult week. a week of heightened awareness of all our struggles, pain, injustices. a day of remembrance for all we have lost. there's no holiday here, we live this 24/7, and it is so so damn draining. please just let us be. just let us live our lives. time is short. 6/
it's very stupid that i still, weeks later, have to keep doing crap like this to stop hate raids/bots and that
@Twitch
have seemingly done nothing at all about it
this is incredibly, unbelievably, mind-blowingly fucked up, what the hell did any trans person ever do to deserve this rotten kind of attention, leave us the hell alone, and let trans kids be!! holy FUCK.
Greg Abbot has officially directed Family and Protective Services to begin investigating all trans children in Texas and prosecuting their parents as child abusers.
He has also instructed all teachers, doctors, and caregivers to begin reporting any trans students they see.
today's inktober prompt is "RING" -
sonic the hedgehog is used to collecting rings, but one ring he wasn't expecting to pick up today was the police telling him tails was dead
hi UK people, especially you younger ones, please please register to vote, it took me like 2 minutes max and it's an incredibly important vote, you only have a few days so don't put it off just do it now and get it out the way else i'll keep poking you
i propose all
@yogscast
elden ring creators and communities use the "yogscast" group password so we're more likely to see each others messages and summons, sounds good right?
very close to june, the one month of the year where capitalism tolerates lgbt+ people. i'm hoping the brands invested in superglue this year so their rainbow avatars don't peel off on july 1st, fingers crossed. can you imagine existing for 11 more months of a year? what a concept
i have been transitioning for over half my life, i still say transitioning because i'm still finding out new things and i'm not sure if i'll ever be "done". i am someone who was hospitalized and never wanted to return to the world, yet somehow, a decade later, i'm still in it. 2/
how have some people read and absorbed this tweet yet end up thinking it was for real saying you should go to jail and be forced to eat HP books for streaming a video game. how is the internet this stupid. where has nuance and literacy gone. the fuck is wrong with everything lmao
Pride is just around the corner, and we're celebrating it bigger than ever. Join us and
#StreamWithPride
as we support LGBTQIA+ creators and their communities in June.
Here are all the ways you can participate:
got this nonja guy beat, sat down in my bra-less gaming chair and slam picked a bra-less teemo, and my bra-less self is eating a bra-less sandwich from a bra-less plate (absolutely asked for of myself, was hungry) with bra-less crisps as i get a triple kill in the bra-less jungle
after finishing my lockdown star trek binge re-watches i'm happy to announce that deep space 9 is officially the best trek and anyone who thinks otherwise is wrong, thank you
sorry for being a bit off on stream lately. yet to find my footing after the events of december, will take me a bit longer, but i'm proud of all i've done since, with the new vtuber setup and 6th year party. i'll be my badass self very soon, i can feel it. thanks for support x
didn't leave the house once in 2022, on purpose, as a joke, not because of any mental health issues, simply so when 2023 hits i only need to go out once to instantly have a better year than 2022... but what if i don't go out in 2023? as a joke of course, to make 2024 better π€LOL
(i don't want to make this all about me, but, well, me is what i have the most experience with) selfish people tried to force me in to a mold, wanted me to be what they wanted, not what i wanted. when they couldn't do that, it was a quick pivot to hate and discard me instead. 3/
after 160+ hours on my first playthrough, we finally reached the end. a truly amazing, incredible experience that gave so much joy and wonder. other open world games will feel so weird in comparison now. i'll be starting a new build soon, but need a break first! 11/10 experience
we sadly & silently lose trans* lives every year.
we're owed the right to exist without fear or pain.
we've existed for all history, we'll exist for all that remains.
it seems hopeless at times, i know, but we won't ever go away.
please, more than ever, fight for us!
much love π€
this isn't a unique tale, this is trans life in the world right now. i am fortunate to somehow still be standing. many many others are not. i cry for my trans/gnc siblings it feels like every night lately. i don't know how to write this simpler. we just want to live our lives. 4/
woo jingle jam! i don't know the exact number but i think we raised about Β£50k for charity in 3 hrs tonight! alongside our fizone community fundraiser that's over Β£69k for charity this week! INSANE YOU GUYS! trans rights!!!! i love this community so much you always blow us away!!
we just want to live our lives in peace. we have no desire to be in anyone's way. equality and respect is all we want. it's what we deserve, as does anyone else. really shouldn't be more complicated than that. this isn't going away, the world can't bury us anymore. let us be. 5/
guys this is incredible, i just woke up today, thinking lesbian visibility day was over, and it turns out i'm still totally here and opaque!!! and very very gay!!!! wow!!! the device worked!!!! now for step 10 on the gay agenda
oh by the way it's lesbian visibility day and i am GAY AS HECK, thank you thank you, i'll be me forever don't worry, i'm very gay and it won't stop. look at me being a lesbian!!! i'm visible!!! today!!! wow!!! hehe. i'm gay.
thank you to anyone that has ever watched a video or stream of mine, or even just for reading this tweet. thank you for making me feel like i finally have a place in a world that has tried so hard to keep one from me, even if that place is being someone incompetent at video games
in the most basic possible terms, if you are in a position of power/authority and have a choice between letting a kid explore being trans or leaving a kid to be miserable, and your conclusion is you'd prefer them to be miserable, then there is something incredibly wrong with you.
holy crap how is there EVEN MORE horrifying news coming out about activision/blizzard today? they are a completely irredeemable trash fire of a company my god