@AMAZlNGNATURE
Like, imagine if other beings that didn't speak your language hooked you up so some strange contraption and without explanation you were flying thousands of feet through the air 😲🫣
@Theholisticpsyc
I've got a whacky suspicion that most of us don't even know what emotional intimacy is haha.
I know emotions were never discussed when I was a kid. I know my mom did not nurture me and didn't model intimacy in the household.
I could see that void, that unmet need leading to
@Theholisticpsyc
Interesting to note:
The "problem child" was the only honest person in the whole family
The only person to point out that something is seriously wrong
Not saying the response was healthy (most trauma response is unhealthy)
but it was honest
@northstardoll
@TheOnlyHJwriter
I prefer a woman with little or no makeup
I prefer a woman that shaves in the right places
My preferences don't matter (except to me)
There are 0 humans with 0 preferences
@Theholisticpsyc
Learning over and over and over that it all truly goes back to childhood
Learning that my mental health can truly heal when I go to the root
and learning that there is some dark scary stuff there, but with other people to share the journey with, it's less scary and manageable
Depression is anger turned inward
If you struggle with depression, this may be from stuffing anger as a kid
I did, and just now I'm learning to get it out
All TRUE healing requires getting to the root cause
Your childhood is the "root system" of your mental health
@Theholisticpsyc
Every human is born with 10 needs, including
-emotional connection
-being respected, valued & validated
-curiosity from a parent
-unconditional love & nurturing
none of those are money related
kids know if the parents are genuinely connected
The funny thing about unresolved childhood trauma
is that the answers to all your problems are found in the past
this doesn't mean you are stuck in the past
the past is stuck in your body
use the present moment to do the work to set yourself free
acknowledging that your childhood was rough and that as a kid were hurt, neglected, sad, walking on eggshells, etc is not victim mentality
noticing how that is affecting you today is wisdom
Making positive changes, starting now and over the long term is a gift to the world
@Theholisticpsyc
Love is a verb, it is action-based
"Feelings" of love are just feelings, they come and go
but even action isn't enough
...because it's possible to love someone, do loving things love for them, and still abuse them
Real Love is echoed with INTENTIONAL loving actions
“Our brains are wired for connection, but trauma rewires them for protection. That’s why healthy relationships are difficult for wounded people.” - Ryan North
Anger's original purpose is beautiful.
It's a natural alarm system indicating something is wrong, that Love is being violated. When we are treated in an unloving manner, anger motivates us to try and stop it.
In childhood we are too small so we learn to stuff.
Hello cPTSD 👋
@Theholisticpsyc
yah this helped me a lot
the bigger picture is that abuse isn't only what is done TO us
love, connection, nurturing... any of this that is withheld is also seen as abuse to our brains (meaning it is abusive)
@realdocv
@DrDoyleSays
Yes absolutely AND
as people recovering from trauma, meaning doing the work every day, we learn, over time, to identify and seek SAFE people
We learn to look for red flags and respond accordingly
We remember we are worthy of connected relationships with healthy people 🫶💜
@drjenwolkin
"I did not cause my trauma...
but I am responsible for resolving the trauma"
Once I finally made peace with that uncomfortable truth, I was able to stand up, dust myself off, and show up for myself.
@Theholisticpsyc
one of the hardest things I've done in the last few years is to set healthy boundaries with my family
(siblings and parents)
after years of trying to fit in and be loved and respected
I finally realized "they can't give me what I need" (they lack the tools)
but others can
@Theholisticpsyc
What I've learned about high cortisol homes:
*the stress stays w/ us for life, until resolved
*walking on eggshells=stress
*stressful childhoods is where most ADD/ADHD develops
*stress comes from unmet needs (unconditional love, support, lack of validation & respect
*we learn to
The only reason I started my 𝕏 account was to help my Past Self
Since about 2010 I began to notice patterns in my life that were harmful to myself and others
I noticed:
*Harsh inner critic
*Addictive tendencies
*Weak relationships despite being charming and 'well spoken'
@Theholisticpsyc
Some kids who had wealthy parents, then struggle in life
eventually say things like
-my parents gave me gifts instead of spending time with me
-bought me stuff instead of connecting emotionally
- were there but weren't REALLY there
"what was wrong with me that that happened?"
@IAmMarkManson
Yup, I love this. I'm 48 and starting my whole career over from scratch. I've got debt, minimal income not even a permanent address or a lady at my side cheering me on.
But I do have a burning desire to teach those 1 or 2 steps behind me everything I've learned about healing.
@drjenwolkin
If I understand correctly, both my ADHD and low EQ are characteristics of cPTSD. Not being raised where I felt safe and wasn't taught basics like focus and emotions etc.
Now that I have my mental health on the right track (internal boundaries) I can practice focusing on tasks,
@Theholisticpsyc
I discovered I was a "nice guy" a few years ago, there are great books on the topic (No More Mr. Nice Guy)
In the last couple years, as I resolve my childhood trauma, masks are coming off (including Nice Guy) and I am getting to know my Real Self
we gotta get to the root
@carasjournal
Time alone does not heal
Time WELL SPENT does
and yah, feeling the feelings is time well spent. it's a dance between processing the hurt and memories, but also moving on with life, injecting this new pain/wisdom into a creative project if we're wise enough to have one
Since the dawn of time
Being accepted by our "tribe" was essential for survival
We are wired to be nurtured by that tribe
Modern tribes are now just mom & dad (if we're lucky) and maybe siblings
If Mom & Dad don't nurture us, our brain says !CODE RED!
and trauma develops
@nate_postlethwt
My childhood trauma household took from me "the freedom and encouragement" to use my voice, to fully express myself and to question authority
Healing is giving me this back, and it's glorious
@Theholisticpsyc
This helps with my own mental health
There are 3 types of business in the world:
1. my business
2. other peoples' business
3. Gods' business
I focus on my own business
All humans are born with 12 needs that must be met in childhood to achieve a balanced life
To the degree that this doesn't happen is the degree to which we'll struggle with mental health as adults
This is the focus for this week's content and my first newsletter, stay tuned!
Did you know that emotions always show up as physical sensations?
Emotions aren't thoughts
That weight on your chest, the pressure in your head? Coldness? Something a little off in your belly?
Every emotion has a set of physical sensations associated with it.
The first step
@Theholisticpsyc
Your book HTDTW was one of the first things that opened my eyes to "I think I know why I am the way I am now!"
I have definitely left survival mode and here's a few thoughts in hindsight:
*I had to quit drinking to finally confront the issues I had been "drinking over"
*I had to
I always thought Mental Health just meant "self Care"
Like, If I just:
💡walked daily
💡said positive affirmations
💡limited drinking
💡was nice to people
💡proper grooming
💡ate a balanced diet
Then everything would be OK and I'd have no anxiety, depression or shame
But now
Hard Pill To Swallow:
The only thing holding you back from achieving a life of meaning is your unconscious and unresolved childhood wounds
(which spill out into all areas of life including the relationships of those you love)
@Theholisticpsyc
One of the characteristics of 'unresolved childhood stuff' is to fix our broken selves by "doing"
If we can just do enough to become great, then we'll be worthy! thia is shame-based
"It's not that we're broken and need to be fixed. It's that we've been deeply hurt and need
The new mental health model:
WILLING TO:
*practice boundaries
*prioritize sleep
*unpack their childhood
*evaluate friendships
*be wrong
*accept their dark side
*see enemies as little kids
*approach strangers to connect
*take appropriate risks
*turn off all audible notifications
STAGES OF HEALING
When you notice negative patterns in your life, and you're ready to get to the root of the problems and heal from the inside out
There are 3 Stages of Healing in order to effectively heal from Childhood Trauma:
1. Feeling Safe - you must be provided a safe,
Every single human has the ability to notice their own character defects
and to seek change
Changing sometimes will require support from other humans
but either way
"The greatest gift you can give the world, is to work on yourself"
@Theholisticpsyc
yes and I've learned the hard way that if I am fixing someone's problems (or vice versa) and they like it/accept it (as a pattern)
there is codependency at play
"I'll help you sweep your shame under the rug if you do the same for me"
@Theholisticpsyc
Social media can have us believe a lot of things
A lot of people complain about how negative social media is
I look at my feeds and I see smiling babies, words of encouragement, friends on vacation, dogs chasing weird things...
set up your environment to thrive
@Theholisticpsyc
A couple years ago I was all over the dating sites (and I was a mess)
I decided to completely stop looking for a relationship and take my own healing journey serious
Now I have learned to meet my own needs and have resembles a somewhat sane adult life
and I'm back in the
@Theholisticpsyc
I am quite proud of my morning routine now haha
I have 4 items on my a.m. agenda
-pray
-stretch 5+ minutes
-read 10 pages of a real book
-journal about my current emotions and fears
I begin my day at 7 a.m. whether I finish my routine or not
A sad paradox
is that people that are hurting in life, can find relief and healing in connecting w/ others
but are usually scared of connecting with others
because they tried as kids, and were deeply hurt by those closest to them
I've posting on 𝕏 for about 4 months and I love it
It is part of a bigger Vision for myself and is the first time I've been able to take consistent action on a meaningful long term goal
(pats myself on the back)
In these last 4 months, I have been ridiculed? attacked? exactly
How to heal:
*commit to resolving your childhood
*educate yourself on the topic
*evaluate current relationships
*evaluate your degree of shame
*learn to remove anxiety from the body
*let other humans help
Mental health is not a hack, it's a lifestyle you build your life around
A life of meaning and value is achieved through purposeful action. Risk is involved. Feeling insecure is natural, expected - part of the territory. (playfully laughing at/with self can help too)
@patryanmadson
"improv wisdom"
The Answer to Complex Trauma
aka cPTSD
or unresolved childhood trauma
is reparenting
ReParenting is learning to meet our own needs
(see pinned thread)
Especially those needs that were not met in childhood
and becoming whole again
(integrating the parts we represses as kids)
Many people become depressed around age 30
It seems 'to just happen'
but it's actually from decades of unresolved childhood trauma (unresolved unmet needs)
unresolved means it's still in the body
it's the body's way of saying, "enough!"
Part of my shame story (unresolved childhood wounds) says:
-I'm a burden
-need to be perfect
-nobody wants to hear what I have to say
In consciously working through all that...
I just posted my first newsletter!
Sure it took 5 months haha, but my 2nd and 3rd will be better🫣
Difficult Truth:
the seemingly subtle hurtful things our parents did to us as kids
like 'not connecting emotionally' & 'not validating us'
are as damaging as the blatant things like physical abuse
A newborn baby is loved and respected
The baby doesn't contribute money or resources to a family, in fact, it only takes up resources
& that baby is loved and respected
THAT is an example of the respect that every single human is worthy of no matter their crimes
Am I wrong?
Connecting w/ Safe People is essential to heal
safe people are not perfect people
safe people own their mistakes
and are willing to work on them
we can love all people
while we use healthy boundaries to surround ourselves w/ mostly safe people
Shame is blame unfairly turned against yourself
Shame is caused in your earliest years of childhood where you picked up a message of being bad, unwanted, a burden, etc
Shame means you received faulty parenting
(as opposed to unconditional love of which you are worthy)
if you experience anxiety or depression, your goal shouldn't be to 'try and stop it'
Your brain is trying to survive and is trying to tell you something
We have to develop the practice of listening and interpreting
THEN we can take appropriate action
which means healing
This is what healthy parenting looks like (the first 5):
The child (more often than not):
1. Feels safe
2. Feels connected 2 parents: emotionally & physically
3. Feels understood
4. Feels valued and validated (for simply being who they are)
5. Feels loved and IS nurtured
Unresolved childhood trauma is a spectrum that everybody is on
Some people just don't have much so they're able to thrive, living intentionally
If you are stuck on the hamster wheel of misery, you will need to, at some point, get to the root (childhood)
Then, reparenting
Uncomfortable truth:
Are you in a relationship with someone not working on themselves?
This is, by definition, a dysfunctional relationship
ALL healthy relationships require that both people are committed to growing
everything else is some version of codependence
Things you'll never regret doing:
-unpacking your childhood
-calming your nervous system
-long walks
-removing over-processed foods
-regulating your sleep sched
-discussing things that matter
-watch Buffy the Vampire Slayer
-boundaries
Do more things that support mental health
healthy parenting (the last 5):
The child:
6. is encouraged to be authentic
7. grows in control of personal life (boundaries expand slowly over time)
8. Understands healthy boundaries
9. Is encouraged to speak their Truth
10. Is taught to resolve neg emotions
The funny thing about unresolved childhood trauma
is that the answers to all your problems are found in the past
this doesn't mean you are stuck in the past
the past is stuck in your body
use the present moment to do the work to set yourself free
@Theholisticpsyc
In 2016 I quit my lucrative sales job to become "a successful life coach"
I had $100k saved and invested in workshops, coaches, transformational trainings, etc
learned everything about marketing, funnels, copy, social media, etc
4.5 years later, I had $100k in debt, filed
If we grew up in an unsafe or even unsupportive home
our brains were on 'high alert'
we didn't have the mental space to play, explore and invest in a hobby or skill
we may have escaped into something, but we didn't nurture and lovingly explore sincere interests
this is sad 😢
Your unresolved past is alive-and-unwell in your body and shows up as:
*anxiety
*depression
*self medicating
*people pleasing
*anger issues
*victim mentality
*ADD, ADHD (poor focus)
*co dependency
and so much more
Healing is guaranteed but 1st we gotta admit we're in pain
As a guy that struggled with depression his whole life
and tried "doing action" to get out of pain... his whole life...
I'm here to tell you it isn't that simple
Most depression is a symptom of unresolved childhood trauma and there are DEEP grooves in the brain (neural
@Theholisticpsyc
I always thought I was SO deep
turns out it was a mask & was enmeshed in a shallow life
(I didn't feel respected or even liked as kid so I created masks to be more likeable)
A few years back, sensing the connection of 'a miserable life' and 'a shallow life', I made a list of
In my 30s I began looking for hypnotherapists because my dissatisfaction in life (unhappiness) did not match how I looked to the world
I was:
*reasonably attractive
*well traveled and open-minded
*charming and well spoken
*had plenty of money when I needed it
*really felt my
@ZedEm12
@Theholisticpsyc
Yah I took a long class on Complex Trauma and during 'Anger Week' I told the facilitator that I was happy to learn about it, but it's not really an issue for me
She asked me if depression was part of my story
"Oh, yah, big time!"
Then she told me what I posted about depression
you're not going to "heal" much today
But today you can tweak your lifestyle so you are meeting your needs for:
*Connection
*Healthy boundaries
*Movement
*Hobbies & Pleasure
*Rest
*Purposeful Goals
and day by day, you'll make plenty of mistakes
and week by week, you'll grow🌻
@Theholisticpsyc
It all goes back to parenting and meeting the childs' needs
ALL children need
*Safety
*Connection
*To be understood
*To be valued & respected
*To be authentic
*Grow in control of personal life
*Understand healthy boundaries
*Speak the truth
*Resolve negative emotions
*Feel loved
@DrDoyleSays
I have struggled most of my adult life and looked everywhere for answers and solutions
Just now, at age 48, I have discovered cPTSD info and people specializing in childhood trauma and all the lights are coming on
So happy that a 1Million follower account is helping make childhood trauma (cPTSD) a normal thing to talk about
I just thought I was broken. The about a year ago I learned of it, studied the hell out of it, worked my ass off making positive changes and slowly healing.
But for
Complex post traumatic stress (C-PTSD) is often misdiagnosed as ADHD, depression, bipolar, anxiety, or other mental health disorders.
C-PTSD is not yet recognized as an official diagnosis.
Symptoms include:
-hyper-vigilance
-inability to pay attention
-dissociation
-“mood
The major issue that comes out of childhood trauma is that it negatively affects our identity
We call that shame
And it affects every aspect of life
Most shame is unconscious as it's from the 1st 8 years of life (prior to most memories, solid vocabulary and logical thinking)
None of your mental health challenges are your fault
bc most were caused when you were a kid
kids are victims because they are dependent on the quality of parenting
but we're not victims now bc we have access to tools
The best tool is knowledge of Complex Trauma
why?
bc we
everyone wants to be a healthy adult
but very few want to honestly look inside
(cuz what's inside points to reality. Unfinished business. Hurt)
"Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes."
Carl Jung
Renowned traumatologist, John Briere PHD, is quoted as saying,
“If Complex PTSD were ever given its due - that is, if the role of dysfunctional parenting in adult psychological disorders were ever fully recognized, the DSM would shrink to the size of a thin pamphlet.”
"Trauma must be regarded as a virus that can still be triggered years later; and when it is triggered, it produces unhealthy responses."
You can't ignore it and wait for it to go away
If you have negative patterns in your life as an adult, there is something deeper to look at
In the world of Mental Health
and Psychology
Anything that "triggers" us is a signpost on our road of life saying 'revisit HERE for clarity and healing'
these triggers are best revisited with curiosity and compassion
triggers can't be avoided, so visit intentionally
faulty parenting leads to wounded kids growing up and having kids and providing faulty parenting leads to wounded kids growing up and having kids and providing faulty parenting leads to wounded kids growing up and having kids
until you break the cycle by remembering who you are
@Theholisticpsyc
Yah, I wish sex was discussed more when I was a kid. Neither parent said 1 word about sex when I was a kid.
School treated it like a 30 minute "taboo but necessary cold science topic"
In my house, there was no intimacy or nurturing so my brain was starved of those things ->
@Theholisticpsyc
My relationships improve when I remind myself that LOVE is a VERB
people (Hollywood films) see love as a feeling but if you think about it the feeling isn't there often
Love is displayed in the actions we do in a relationship, especially when we don't feel like it
💜=reliable
@limitlessmindon
healthy parents do this before being around their kids
it's called 'regulating'
and it takes practice.
but when you realize how real it is and the stakes involved (the mental health of your child)
you simply practice
Results of unresolved unmet needs:
*the child says "It's because of me" and shame develops
*not taught healthy boundaries
*not taught to resolve negative emotions
*not taught to create healthy relationships
*create unhealthy ways to cope
*repressed "stuff" is stored in the body
When you are "IN" the wound
(triggered)
you literally do not have access to the exit
(picture yourself in a pitch black room)
But you do have access to the tools on your toolbelt
(like a flashlight)
🕯️The tools can guide you out. But you gotta learn how to use them 🔦
Shame is blame unfairly turned against yourself
Shame is caused in your earliest years of childhood where you picked up a message of being bad, unwanted, a burden, etc
Shame means you received faulty parenting
(as opposed to unconditional love of which you are worthy)
The biggest tip I could give you to move forward in life
Is do the complete opposite of what most people do
Following the herd is a one way ticket to emotional stagnation and repressed creativity
This is a fact
healing anything in the world of mental health
(anxiety, depression, addictions, etc)
is about subtracting things, not adding
removing certain foods, habits, people, triggers
less is more every single time
@Theholisticpsyc
I am optimistic about my future (for the first time in my life, at age 48) BECAUSE I have learned about complex trauma and how my childhood programmed me and I have the steps to heal.
The world? not so much but I am at peace
(thinking of The Serenity Prayer)
As I keep learning about my shame
how it got created by my brain and how it's affected me my whole life
I've been feeling it a lot more this past week
but there's a lightness to it
I'm no longer fighting it
and I think I'm feeling it, because it's on it's way out this time
@nate_postlethwt
That was my bag for sure.
My oversharing was from childhood shame... not being seen by mom.
My oversharing was fueled by trying too hard too fast to forge intimacy with someone because I was dying of thirst.
I guess I was desperate.
Relationships take time to develop
Many of us rush them based on feelings before making an accurate assessment of character
We go from casual friend to close friend to soul mate within a few days, weeks or months
Unmet needs from childhood cause us to rush
(or isolate)