@celanima_ddr
I think this is often part of the hardships that come with being so good at the game. Most players must eventually feel this way and I'm sure you're not alone. But there's always so much room for improvement and I know you'll find a way through it
@mamonishdelight
Keep being the english speaking fandom you wanna see and give it a couple years. I do think there are gradually more people discovering beatmania
@celanima_ddr
A hard decision to make, but likely the wisest and most responsible one. I'm sure the others will have you on their mind and you'll be there in spirit. Good luck with the rest of the healing and now hopefully you can have some good time to prepare for your next event
@mamonishdelight
I am already such a fan of this wheelchair firsh wiggling its tounge, I can't wait, I know you will do this glorious creechur great justice