It’s a weird to think 200 hundred people followed me, 200 hundred people saw my schizophrenic rambling and said “yes I want more” I don’t understand it
PSA if you show me any compassion or kindness, I will form a crush on you, you know who you are, still I have common sense so I rarely act on these feelings
Ok chat here’s how it’s gonna work I’m gonna stay away from twitter and dating until I become a better version of myself so until further notice good bye chat
Public vent
I wish I could just bottle up all of my emotions and just forget but I’ve tried that before and I wound up on the wrong side of my knife, psa chat just handle your emotions
Y’know chat I have considered the “nuclear option” keyword considered I wasn’t lying in my post from ages ago I’m not trusted with sharp objects I know I need help but it’s not as easy as that I’m not at risk not anymore but I am struggling I’ll probably be radio silent for a bit
Ok I’m going to try to come out to my parents soon they will be supportive they’re great people but that doesn’t mean this won’t be the hardest thing I’ll ever do it will be on Tuesday if y’all are curious
Ok chat I’ve come to a decision, I’m going to scale back my Presence on this app massively, I’ll still talk to my friends when they reach out but that’s it
Okay chat I almost died, so on my walk someone obviously high on meth held a “toy” gun to my face and said piss off I didn’t understand what was happening so I just said fine and left it wasn’t until halfway home I realized he was holding a shotgun I’ve no clue how I survived