I talked with my room mates and apologizes were exchanged and boundaries set and understood. I'm glad we had a good conversation and not a violent one and I think things are alright for now. I think we came to a common ground. Thank god..
I never talk about politics but I will say this.
The entire belief that older people are more qualified to make choices and decisions because they are wiser and have more experience is bullshit.
So tired of this living situation. Today was the last straw and no one can convince me from moving out. Sigh I just hope it's sooner then later, I can't stand it here anymore.
I see so many people posting lewds or hentai on main and then I take a moment to realize, I'm pretty wholesome in comparison. Most of the time I'm thinking about food, comfy vibes, and cute things.
Going last minute bra shopping tomorrow because I DONT KNOW WHERE MY WHITE BRAS ARE!?!? THEY JUST VANISHED!! HELLO? Are... YOU responsible little naughty ASTRO??? hmmmm???
I've been really depressed about my 3D model.. It just didn't go as I expected. I should of gone with the JAPANESE modeler that I was on a waitlist for a year, even if it costed me 8k.. I just am so sad and disappointed. It makes me feel my dreams are now once more, out of reach.
I'm sorry for venting guys. I just feel so alone in this all. I am trying my best to spread my wings and be more independent, but now I'm just feeling like I'm just a mess in everything I do. I'm never good enough and there is always something wrong about me.
If you met me at a con and I was short and chubby would you still love me..?? Would you want to hug me..?? I’m always afraid someone may not like me anymore… 🥺🥺
I really wish people would stop commenting super weird or nothing to do with the topic at hand kind of comments.. I don't understand why you'd comment underneath my post about merch, "I need help losing my virginity" Just please stop...
*SCREAMS INTO PILLOW* HOLYFUCK THE SPECTRUM GUY CAME EARLY AND I LEFT MY BRA AND MY VIBRATOR OUT IN THE OPEN GOD SAVE ME PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! AAAAAAAAAAA!!!!
I'm depressed. I go to see places I'm interested in renting for myself and fall in love with them just to know I'm not gunna get it because there's 5 or 6 other interested applicants and I know I'm not gunna be the one chosen. Sigh.
What would happen if you were sleeping with me under the sheets, because you are small little astro.
Then when the morning comes you find yourself in bed with a white tiger Milky.. And she looks at you with hungry eyes and then attacks you!!!
GAAAAAOOO!!!
I grab your arm and it's mine in the night time your arm belongs to me if its in my grasp it's mine mine ! Y I u can't take it away! Don't change position I miss arm.. arm is comfy to hug and hold onto!
I’m pretty much the kind of girlfriend that clings to your arm when going out, gets super excited of a new cafe or bakery. Though you may want to go see another store I’m going to pout until you come with me to have some sweets and coffee/tea!! 💙🍰☕️
Things resolved themselves it seems and I just have to hope for the best, I know no matter what you are all by my side so I'm not alone. Thank you moo, I love you all so much!! 💙💙💙💙
Guys Im laying here defeated I been fighting endless battles with fucking crickets.. I want to record, I want to record, I WANT TO RECORD.. I can't because FUCKING RANDOM CRICKET I CANT FUCKING FIND TEARING MY ROOM APART AND I STILL CANT FIND THAT MOTHER FUCKER!!!! DUIGBDIGB
I voiced my thoughts that I may only stay for the end of the year and afterwards move out on my own. For now I hope things remain calm and boundaries are respected. I am willing to try one more time..
Thank you for being by my side and giving me the strength. ♡
Hey guys coming home soon!!! Um I kind of bought a little more then expected aaaa but do you guys wanna see what I got?? ♡ When I get home? ♡♡♡ Wait for me and we can snuggle together soon!!
I went out by myself to a little outside place where there are many vendors and stuff. This theme is kind of like a witchy magic theme which is cool! But I'm all alone and I feel a little lonely but not truly alone.
At the end of the day I'm proud of myself for going!!
I'm seriously gunna take pictures of my cute dollies and put them on here so you guys can see them!! Is that okay?? Is that weird?
My reason is because I want to put my all my doll expenses as tax deductible. 🤣🤣
LMAOOOOOOOOOO LETS CHEAT THE SYSTEM BABY!!!!
I had the sad and sudden realization that with my living situation with my room mates.. I won't be able to do any more baking or cooking streams. Because they don't want me to bring food upstairs.. 😢
Sometimes I worry I'll not be entertaining anymore and become stale and boring... u.u And people will just choose to move on to others.. and it makes me really sad..
So many people are graduating this month it’s rather shocking…
I’m happy that I can stay with you all. Thank you for supporting me and for being by my side! ❤️
Dear insects..
STOP PICKING AT MY SOFT MINITUAR LEGS! STOP DRINKING MY SWEET BLOOD AND LEAVE MY LEGGIES ALONE THEY ARE RIDDLED WITH YOUR BITES AND I DONT APPRECIATE IT!!!
I haven't had a problem with my maid outfit that shows one side of my hips but I'm kind of concerned now. I guess this complicates things as I really wanted to get a new outfit that exposes both sides of the hips. So now I'm not sure if it's a good idea anymore...
New Enforcement Note on Youth Safety.
Prohibited examples: Typing in chat “haHAA I’m 12 by the way” or “I’m using my dad’s account because I am 11”.
#TwitchNews
#TOSgg
Would you guys be okay if I wanted to become a brown haired highland Earthy Milky? ; u ; ..?? Would you still love me? It would just be like a new element form!! WAOOOW!!
sigh I always feel like I'm not good enough.. I know that one day everyone will just move onto someone else and it is what it is. I just hope they remember me even just a little and all the memories we made together..
I hope one day I can be part of something like a cute girl l vtuber friends group where we all chat and vibe together well.. It would be really nice.. 💙