@wnhsevond
it was 15 years ago, petty ke? Just bcs she's famous I kena let go? For her, bullying me is just another day at school to pass the time. But for me, I'm traumatized. I pergi undi kat sekolah lama. Heart rate shoot up 170bpm 😮💨
If she dm me & talk nicely instead of - hehe I got your details, see you soon. Is this blackmail?
Tbh I lagi takut dia dari pontianak. At least kak ponti tak ganggu mental I
It's time for us to talk. I have 300 pages of things that I want to say to her and I want to know why.
Movies and TV show dulu semua pasal mean girls. Everyone wants to be Regina George. TV shows popular pretty little liar, gossip girl. Untung lah zaman sekarang orang dah aware benda ni trauma sampai bila²
10, 20, 30 tahun???
Damage is done.
@tekong
Terima kasih kepada yang telah menderma. Sebagai pesakit thalassemia, saya telah menerima darah dari seawal usia 5 tahun. Hanya Tuhan saja yang dapat membalas jasa semua. Thank you again ❤️
Alhamdulillah , segala urusan pengkebumian telah berjalan lancar dan Allahyarhamah Atikah Zawani binti Abdul Hamid telah selamat di kebumi kan di Tanah Perkuburan USJ 22 , Subang Jaya lebih kurang jam 10.30 pagi 1 Nov 2023.
@brgsjks
Tahun 2015. Start sakit Lupus. Doctor cakap kena pakai sunscreen, elak main panas. Mula tu merah sikit je. Tetiba teruk camni. Terus muka terbakar. Pedih gila. Nak cover makeup pun takleh bincang dah. Ada makcik ni ckp kat anak dia “tak dgr cakap mak nanti muka jadi buruk camtu”
@ImZawani
to u that hs menabur fitnah kaw2 .. ill see u soon :) . dont worry everything bout u ur detalis police akan buat siasatan . Allah tu Maha besar . u can block me all u want after this but all ur conversations and details kami dah dapat .. dunia ni kecil ..
Don't ask stupid questions. Tak kena batang hidung sendiri boleh la gelakkan experience orang. Nak defend artis kenapa? Dapat duit ke? She doesn't even know you. Stay pressed 💅🏼
@qistroll
pernah kena jugak dalam wad. ada doctor datang kejut pkl 3 pagi. dia mintak izin nak ambil darah untuk test. sambil tu tak buka mata sangat cuma serah lengan je sebab mengantuk gila. esoknya tanya nurse result darah dah keluar ke. check balik tengok takde siapa request blood test
Yang mintak bukti lain pun adoi ingat zaman tu phone semua ada camera ke? I takda personal handphone until form 4. Before that pinjam phone parents kejap main snake lol
@brgsjks
Dari zaman sekolah jerawat pun takda. Kena pulak benda macam ni. Memang orang akan pandang macam alien la. Walaupun mulut tak kata apa. Siap ada ambik gambar senyap2 🥴
My dear I'm not trying to invalidate all this and every one of her character witness. Yes she might be nice towards you but not towards me. Also, you are still friends with her until now which makes this statement sound a bit on her side and not from a neutral perspective.
FYI I dengan Sha dah kawan since high school now nak almost 18 years and ingat lagi first time I cakap dengan
@Uqashasen
dalam toilet sekolah,at that time kitaorang start cakap pun sebab I kesian tengok Sha dia nangis sorang2 dalam toilet sebab dia baru lepas kena buli 🥲
Bullying is NEVER okay. Tolong lah jangan buli orang lain walaupun bagi awak benda tu benda kecik macam gigi terabur ke tahi lalat ke. Tak perlu point out kekurangan orang lain sebab orang tu dah tahu dia macam mana. Say no to mean behaviour!
الرّحْمن
السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُ
إِنَّا لِلَّٰهِ وَإِنَّا إِلَيْهِ رَاجِعُون
Sesungguhnya kami adalah kepunyaan Allah dan kepada Allah jualah kami kembali
@tofftifgo
@farisjimboo
People who suffer from DID takkan mengaku dia ada multiple personality. Unless they got caught or professionally diagnosed. She doesn't even have a strong main personality that she identifies with. Alter dia semua jenis main character type. Dia sesuai join teater.
@taufiqstap
I ckp tak buka mata sangat, bukan tak buka langsung. i'm aware tapi biasa la if you dlm bilik gelap & tetiba on lampu. then your eyes terus fully open ke bukak sebelah dulu sebab silau. penat gila tunggu darah habis. tak boleh nak bergerak takut jarum rosak kena cucuk lagi
I nak cerita pasal apa jadi dekat sini pun I segan sebab benda ni pasal benda sgt sensitive but I will try to explain the best I can. Yes I ada kawan satu group rapat sampai form 2, tapi ramai pindah keluar. Form 3 tu I dah jadi groupless and its ok sebab jenis buat hal sendiri.
Dukacita di maklumkan Atikah Zawani binti Abd Hamid telah pulang ke Rahmatullah pada 31 OKTOBER 2023 bersamaan 16 Rabiul Akhir 1445H pada jam 6 petang di Hospital PPUM .
@rabiatulhmzh
@Kessmaess
sempat lagi tu downgrade kan bini dia, biadap sungguh...agaknya kat rumah jadi apa je lah si Ina ni.
semoga kita dilindungi dan dijauhkan dari lelaki bodoh, amin 🤲🏼
@sofearozaidi_
@lowongcat
ni belum sembang dia punya selera, kadang² taknak makan itu dah - nak lain pulak. Beli makanan takda flavour dia nak (ganti dengan similar but diff brand) bau je lepastu side eye. To a point gedik dia makan kfc, bibik dapat mashed potato & coleslaw je 🥲
@suamigay
@qistroll
lawak ke? pernah masuk wad tak? takde jam ke depan katil? tepi katil benda ambik blood pressure tu pun ada jam. i tau around 3 sebab tunggu habis blood transfusion. lepas tukar baru tido. itupun jaga balik around 430am sebab nurse datang check blood pressure.
@brgsjks
Boleh dengar sebab dalam koma tu macam sedar, tak sedar. Dia macam fast forward button. Walaupun koma 3 bulan je tapi rasa macam lama gila. I punya experience macam cerita insidious, cari jalan keluar tak jumpa 😭
This is why I never give out my personal number to parents, lack of boundaries. Most early childhood theorist said children learn through play and making a mess is a part of learning. It's not like someone drew a penis on your child's face until you feel the need to scrub it off.
@brgsjks
Duduk ward 2 orang, bangun tengah malam nak pergi toilet tengok makcik sebelah dah kembali ke rahmatullah. Sebab timing dia tu, esok pagi baru ada orang datang ambil bawa turun pergi bilik mayat. Sementara tu tutup muka & curtain je. Pakai earphone terus tidur sbb dah biasa.
Oof, y'all really go dig up my old tweets. Not my finest moment in life but I admit I was a people pleaser & I was so desperate trying to fit in. What I did was if anyone ask me to do it, I'll do it. I even spend money to earn people's attention in hopes that they would accept me
@roserareds
2015 ni discoid lupus (another type that attack skin). If not it's the brain thats why I sawan. Macam selena gomez kena lupus kidney, and kena dialysis/buat transplant.
@sofearozaidi_
trust me you akan jumpa bila you tak mencari. I dulu 5 tahun single. Tahap give up nak bercinte. Out of nowhere jumpa. Also, member ajak lepak ke event pergi je. Kalau ikut timing sendiri memang jenis pergi kerja balik kerja je.
My cat will stay close to me whenever I'm sick. If I slept for 20 hrs, my cat is there with me for 20 hrs. Recently my sister was diagnosed with cancer and she said her cat was very affectionate towards her, more than usual. Animals can sense it.
how did you first find out you were pregnant?
i figured it out when my very non-affectionate cat started being all manja and clingy with me
(rare sangat sampai i amik gambar everytime dia manja)
@brgsjks
kalau kibbles kena tukar selalu sebab majikan jenis cepat jemu, dia nak chicken je - kalau campur lamb ke apa terus tak layan. Haritu petshop semua tutup awal, pergi 99 speedmart cari wet food (chicken). Yang ada Pedigree je. Bantai ah. Wet food kucing semua ikan & seafood 😌
@tweetfairys
this is the attitude that doesn’t get you anywhere honey, accept it as constructive criticism...there is room for improvement and like you said DONT TAKE IT PERSONALLY.
If the other party lari naik tangga je I tak boleh kejar dah. My heart rate will shoot up and I will die on the spot. No lie. This is what thalassemia and lupus will do to you when you got it at early age. I'm only jealous towards ppl who have good health, never been sick before.
@nurpika34
Nooo pls don't. Let her focus on taking care of her husband. I wanna drag her pun dah tak larat. Honestly nowadays I just sleep for 12 hours. Have to top up 2 pints of blood baru ada energy 👍🏼
@Shirafahmi
@tattyhassan
It's true, my ocicat pun sama. Kena bawak jalan pergi taman at least, kalau tak dia tantrum by misbehaving. Memang perangai spotted cats macam ni kot? 🥲
@kupukupuchinta
I share pinjam phone dengan mak I, lebih kurang macam ni cuma ada warna kot. Camera takda. I ada phone personal masa form 4, lagipun siapa je nak bawa phone pergi sekolah? Kena rampas dengan pengawas tak pasal
@lamkanahraf
tapi sumbat patient dengan opioid based painkiller takpe pulak. dah addicted dengan tramadol ni sampai level drug addict. kidney tunggu masa saja kalau takde option lain. I suffer with constant joint pain due to lupus. 12 biji ubat untuk pagi saja. makan ubat dah kenyang! 🤮
Orang lain selalu cakap I ni kuat sangat lawan sakit ni tapi orang tak tahu dah berapa kali I nak give up je. Rasa macam malas sangat nak hidup. Kalau I putus semangat habis la. Mental kena kuat untuk nak teruskan hidup. Tak boleh stresskan diri nanti lupus tu flare up balik.
Mohon sesiapa saja yang mengenali Atikah agar memaafkan segala dosa-dosa, halalkan makan minum nya dan mendoakan serta sedekahkan la Al-Fatihah buat beliau.
@babipansuh
Kerja cikgu tadika pun sama je, kena gaslight dengan cikgu senior kat sekolah. Kau umur mak aku kot, dok bawak mulut mengata orang. Bukannya nak tunjuk ajar tapi kaki repot lepastu buat cerita.
@pedoqpop
Senang cerita tak payah tunjuk stok penuh satu peti. Melainkan untuk tujuan menambah ilmu bagi orang lain. Nanti ada yang terasa hati sebab tak berkemampuan untuk hasilkan susu untuk anaknya. Lagipun manusia ni kuat berdengki dengan kelebihan dan rezeki orang lain 😌