shrooms and tiny pictures right now because killing myself over him not responding isn’t a option rn cuz im still fat and k must die looking like i already am dead
09/06 - i didn’t get to take pictures so take the screenshot of what i logged in … i will take pictures soon + i ate more today (sorry)
20,570 steps
1,469 kcals
357 burnt from walking
net 1,112
i be like “im gonna go to this *store name* and order a drink” and i will replay the whole act in my head as if i physically can get myself to use my voice in a unfamiliar setting (i cant i will go mute)
i don’t need you in my life! i don’t… i don’t i don’t i don’t i don’t i don’t i don’t i don’t i don’t i don’t i don’t i don’t i don’t i don’t i don’t i don’t i don’t i don’t i don’t i don’t i don’t i don’t i don’t i don’t i don’t i don’t i don’t i don’t i don’t i don’t i do