' do it . kill him . no one will ever know . then , me and you , we could rule the forest together . '
i stare into my brothers eyes as i speak, just before he grabs the stick and plunges it into my throat .
flowers dance around me , my paws falling to the ground in surrender , tired and weak .
' 𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 , ' i hear the flowers whisper .
' alright , ' i agree .
' 𝘺𝘰𝘶 ' 𝘭𝘭 𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘵 ? ' the world asks .
' i ' ll allow it , ' i smiled .
' mom ? ' i ask weakly . the darkness surrounds me , drowns me , chokes me .
' shh , ' she breathes back . her voice soothes me . i let her smooth my fur . i can feel as her paws move .
i feel as she slowly places a couple berries in front me .
i love like a dog . not in the cute puppy way , the way that makes people want to like me .
more in a stray dog way . following after everyone , begging for scraps .
//request list rn:
-willowshine
-goosefeather
-blackstar
- birchfall
- hawkfrost
-hollyleaf
will take 1/2 more, drop in the comments + like and subscribe to enter my awesome giveway
' my paws have carried me home . thank you , mother . i should never have left . ' the words slip out as i look up at her .
when she pulls me close , sobbing , i let her .
you choke me tighter , until i can ' t breathe at all .
" 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘦𝘵 ? " you hiss .
" no . " i whisper .
" 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘯𝘰𝘵 ? "
" because i trust you . "
noise . noise surrounds me , fills me , rips me apart . it ' s all so , so loud . it ' s so loud , but it ' s all nothing . silence . it ' s just a jumble of noise , so empty of life that it can just be compared to silence .
i hate you . i hate you , i hate you , i hate you . you fill me with this burning anger and pain , hot as fire . it hurts . yet i will never make you feel that fire .
anger makes me a versatile creature . it turns me from a kind , passive , compliant thing ,
to a wild , rage-filled , ‘ cruel ’ beast . anger controls me just as much as I control it . i don’t hold it down , i embrace it . i use it a tool , an animal to control .
I loved you
I loved you
I loved you it ' s true
I wanted to be you
And do what you do
I lived here
I loved here
I bought it it ' s true
I'm so embarrassed
I feel abused
Have you ever died in a nightmare ?
Woke up surprised you hadn ' t earned your fate ?
Have you ever felt like Atlas , threw your back out on the axis
And collapsed and threw the planet away ?
i ' m drowning . i 'm drowning and i can ' t breathe , the surface is so far away . my lungs fill with water . will you hold my hand , rock me , and tell me i will be okay ?
one day i will die . leave me in the woods to rot , for the wolves will howl for my loss , the bugs will hold the skin no one else could , and the bears will warm my body with their fur .
death curls it ' s cruel talons around me . yet the same creature that rips me from you , mother , is the same one that promises better land , free from the pain and hurt you gave me .
' mutt ! you ' re just a good for nothing , lousy mutt ! '
i can ' t believe the person who i love the most would ever say that . i have no defence to her words , however . they ' re true , aren ' t they ?
the plants wrap around me , coating me in green . maybe , just maybe , if i stay still , the world will stop and allow me this . a moment of peace , that stretches out into a lifetime near the lake , with no worries to be found .
//request list rn:
-willowshine
-goosefeather
-blackstar
- birchfall
- blackstar
-badgerfang/paw
- hawkfrost
-hollyleaf
-curlfeather
-spottedleaf
will make these soon
to the magpies in my yard :
i ' m sorry that this happened , where the trees you grew up in got chopped.
to the bees in my yard :
i ' m sorry that this happened , where all the dandelions got uprooted .
to every creature i have ever known :
i ' m sorry you ever knew me .
a legend from the sky , from the stars , black as night . a crow , the messenger from the stars . swooping down , a murder swings by , their voices a perfect harmony . they blend with the night , the stars swish away . even the moon sways alongside them .
you swarm me again , yelling prophecies at me .
' help me ! ' i beg . no one listens . ' anyone , please help me ! '
when i wake up , i feel a loathing towards you .
//asking that people don't do warrior cats off this/ relating this to your ocs. this is personal and i wish that it doesn't get compared to 'haha silly cat book ref'
Because you ' re special and I ' m special .
We ' re not special ! Don't you get it ? We ' ll never be one of them ! We ' re freaks ! You ' re not special , Bhoot ! It ' s just something your mother tells you to make you feel better about yourself ... because you came out wrong !
flowers dance around me , my paws falling to the ground in surrender , tired and weak .
' 𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 , ' i hear the flowers whisper .
' alright , ' i agree .
' 𝘺𝘰𝘶 ' 𝘭𝘭 𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘵 ? ' the world asks .
' i ' ll allow it , ' i smiled .
// Qrt my poems with something related to your fandom! I don't care, just be appropriate. Be nice to others. Just because someone has a different opinion doesn't give you the right to hurt them.