𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏 Profile Banner
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏 Profile
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏

@DismalDisease

2,959
Followers
1,382
Following
383
Media
11,439
Statuses

𖤐:• you're proana whether you like it or not •:𖤐 🩷🖤🩷🖤🩷🖤🩷🖤🩷🖤🩷🖤🩷🖤🩷🖤🩷 16 | arab | diagnosed anorexia b/p subtype

talk 2 me i love friends
Joined March 2021
Don't wanna be here? Send us removal request.
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
Your body rn is someone's biggest nightmare
180
679
5K
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
Let's play Never have I ever, ed edition... 🖤 🧷 📎🧷 📎 📎 🧷 📎🧷
23
277
3K
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
1 year
Why are you guys like this
Tweet media one
30
42
3K
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
New diet: lie abt your weight to someone so now you have to lose it
59
155
2K
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
Taught myself to stress starve instead of stress eat 🙏🙏
35
140
2K
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
Omg you're recovering?? Stay strong, ik bed can be hard.. :( that's what you're recovering from, right?
90
100
2K
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
POV: you binged. (again!) . . . . . ✧‿︵‿︵‿︵‿୨♡୧‿︵‿︵‿︵‿✧
13
184
2K
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
Someone out there uses you as their irl fatspo
78
185
2K
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
3 years
It is so unfair how some people are just naturally skinny and bony 🙁
17
164
2K
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
1 year
Thread of @/karissaeats on the clock app bc I love this woman 🫶 . . . . ︵‿︵‿︵‿︵‿୨🎀୧‿︵‿︵‿︵‿︵
20
118
2K
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
LOOK HOW MANY PISTACHIOS MY MOM ATE AS A *SNACK*
Tweet media one
142
7
1K
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
My new therapist is a trendy tiktok split dyed hair chick.. I am not getting better 😭😭
13
14
1K
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
Never have I ever, ed edition... 🍐🍏🍌🍋🍋🍊🍊🍎🍎 🍆🍐🍐🍌🍋🍋🍊🍊🍎 🍇🍇🍏     🎊 🍋🍊🍊 🍎🍆🍇 Part 2! 🍋🍋🍊 🍒🍓🍇 🎉     🍌🍋🍋 🍊🍎🍉🍇🍆🍐🍐🍌🍋 🍊🍊🍓🍎🍇🍇🍏🍐🍌 Lmk if you want more! I like making these :)
13
109
1K
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
Oddly specific situationspo I often fantasize about... . . . ╚════ஓ๑•~♡~•๑ஓ════╝
8
58
1K
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
What was your most disordered meal ever
465
17
1K
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
Did we all have a phase where we wanted to be white for whatever reason
113
44
926
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
1 year
Girl shut up
Tweet media one
Tweet media two
47
21
897
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
1 year
Why is there an ed meme posted on this account 😭
@PicturesFoIder
non aesthetic things
1 year
Tweet media one
2K
38K
402K
5
18
859
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
Girl shares cute idea to meal prep and comment immediately related it to eds smh
12
17
770
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
You're inherently pro-ana whether you like it or not
12
36
757
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
What do you guys NOT count the calories of?
387
1
706
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
3 years
Edtwt, are nuts a safe or fear food to you?
349
4
717
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
What is a food you absolutely fucking love but don't eat bc of your ed
272
4
665
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
whats your favorite apple
Tweet media one
230
9
511
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
My tofu went bad ..
Tweet media one
98
14
488
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
Fatspo with commentary - fatties trying to be cute ✨️🎀🧸 ╰► a 🧵 for edtwt ♡ / ↻ appreciated! 🏷: fatsp0 thinsp0 eedeetwt ricecaketwt ana mia 🖤❤🧡💚💙💜❤🧡💚💙💜🖤
35
62
498
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
Sorry for eating normally that wasn't very tumblr 2014 ana mpa blog of me
0
48
408
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
Edtwt users who read please DO interact!!
40
14
377
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
I'm crying so hard I logged onto my ex bsf tiktok acc and she's talking shit abt me is she calling me fat?? I'm not eating ever again
31
1
356
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
@vanillaquarkluv Me when I want pity and attention
0
2
360
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
What's a food you haven't had in a while bc of your ed
151
2
273
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
Have yall noticed that anti fatphobe edtwt weighs and binges more than the fatphobic side
4
15
294
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
Oops. You binged. Another setback in your journey. Is it really a surprise though? All your friends online have noticed you haven't been posting many bodychecks lately. You were always known for flaunting your thin body... that is no longer thin.
2
3
279
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
Hate me all u want for saying this but anything except for water breaks a fast
17
20
259
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
I JUST PURGED THE BARCODE STICKER YOU FIND ON PRODUCE
15
4
255
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
1 year
Why this triggered me
0
33
265
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
oh my god you can develop ibs from anorexia.
28
1
250
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
You've gained. I know, shocker. But what do you expect, from falling off track and shoveling junk food down your throat? Heck, you didn't even like it. You knew it wasn't worth it, that you'd feel sick and stuffed, your stomach a balloon ready to burst at any given moment.
1
2
217
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
@avvx22 IDK I KEPT TELLING MYSELF THAT I'M SO STRESSED I CAN'T THINK ABT EATING AND WHENEVER I GET UPSET W SOMEONE I JUST SAY THAT I'M SO ANGRY I'VE LOST MY APPETITE AND II JUST BELIEVED IT INTO EXISTENCE? MANIFESTATION??
1
14
197
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
OK holy shit this is long. Lmk if yall want a pt 2! Love you all n take care of yourselves 🖤
0
0
189
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
@yanne_chaa @kurxmj LMFAOOO they're so real for that
0
0
192
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
im gone💀💀
Tweet media one
9
0
182
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
11 months
When I'm laughing and having a good time then remember I'm not skinny
3
38
193
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
1 year
2
3
172
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
Mine was baby carrots dipped in maple syrup and costed in stevia. I was craving sweets.
1
0
181
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
@sillylilcalz I need that workout glitch
1
1
173
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
@c_ukhti Need so bad it hurts
Tweet media one
Tweet media two
Tweet media three
Tweet media four
1
11
165
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
@kurxmj LMAO whoever they r, they r my spirit animal
0
0
164
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
Someone tell me what song this is b4 I go insane
@thinspoaddict_
Valerie | edtwt
2 years
Omg her body
16
212
2K
5
0
161
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
24 hour fasts are literally effortless
3
14
144
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
THE DUDE I LIKE TOLD ME HE WEIGHS MORE THAN ME BY 10 LB BUT RLLY WE'RE THE SAME WEIGHT SO NOW I HAVE TO LOSE IT QUICKER THAN B4
0
0
151
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
But y'know, it's okay. Who even cares? Fuck your eating disorder, right? Embrace body positivity! 𝘐'𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘰𝘸. You lie to yourself. 𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦. You repeat, a mantra imprinted in your mind. You'll never change.
1
8
134
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
You hated the feeling, constantly at war with your own mind. The primitive part of your brain urging you to go against what you want most. 𝘉𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘦 𝘉𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘦 𝘽𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙚! It kept telling you. And as often, you listened.
1
2
136
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
@bodycheckings STOPPP LMFAOAOAOAO I'M GONNA MAKE UP THE MOST DISTURBING SHIT EVER
3
0
130
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
LMAOO I am in shambles
Tweet media one
6
2
128
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
@cutesugartoppin Whos been playing this jn the background of my life
0
0
129
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
1. Having to skip school in the morning due to a doctor's appointment, and on the way home you convince your parents to take you to you to see your friends from another school. You park into the lot and exit out the car, the cool breeze hitting your skin almost immediately. -
1
0
133
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
"No carbs," "fruit and veg," Do you know... anything?
@sullennbrunette
lana ♱
2 years
part 1: the diet the snow angel diet consists of lots of protein, no processed foods or sugar, & no carbs. you should stay away from food that is packaged, (like chips and candy) & food from fast food places (Ex. McDonald’s) you should opt for fruits/veggies, soup, oatmeal, etc.
Tweet media one
1
19
528
8
2
122
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
Sure, no one's here to witness your horrifying episodes, but I mean, do they need to? Your weight was already enough evidence of what you've been doing behind closed doors. They all know what you did, the proof in the form of a pig, unable to keep themselves in check.
1
2
122
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
Wtf did my mutual just post
Tweet media one
Tweet media two
Tweet media three
Tweet media four
13
0
114
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
I don't trust skinny anti-fatphobes because I know that deep down you're thanking every god ever that you don't look the way they do
3
13
127
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
@selebones @jazspo I feel like that's what many ppl WANT themselves to do here but we all know we're gonna keep going, it's addicting and a disorder for a reasons
0
1
125
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
3 years
@517cals This how I feel when I give myself "breaks" from my ed like I b telling myself "ok ur cousins from out of state r visiting u can eat normal and not feel bad u worked 4 this" 😭
0
1
134
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
I love this app
Tweet media one
Tweet media two
4
0
116
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
You're too ashamed to go online, or even go outside in the real world. It was nearly impossible to look at yourself in the mirror. How can anyone else look at you?
1
2
113
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
"Not fatphobic"why are you following me then
1
9
111
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
Your gw is someone's sw
9
4
113
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
Forget thigh gaps for a minute, what yall think of finger gaps !?
Tweet media one
Tweet media two
Tweet media three
10
2
100
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
@BL3M1SH Like ma it ain't bulking season yet
0
0
108
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
BTW I'm 100% pro recovery, this is (as always!) self directed
0
0
100
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
i always wondered how my sister was always so skinny growing up and now we found out she had a stomach virus for years that made her shit 10 minutes after eating anything. this girl had a laxative built inside her.
5
0
107
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
@mimichufan None but i just need to show someone this gif i found its 4 am
3
0
97
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
Idrc if someone is fatphobic because fat people think we're all fatphobic, regardless of what you say
0
5
88
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
Recovery sounds nice but skinny sounds nicer
0
8
93
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
"Fatphobes dni" people STOP FOLLOWING ME YOU ARE GOING TO BE VERY UPSET AND DISAPPOINTED !!
0
3
77
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
@anabietch Stwabewwy fweckles 🥺🥺
1
0
82
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
1 year
Rookie numbers
2
1
81
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
@ethera1Bones My mother did the same w me, so she "can see how I could do this to myself"
1
0
76
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
Got one of these dumb hoes on my fyp
Tweet media one
Tweet media two
Tweet media three
Tweet media four
7
0
81
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
MY TEACHER SAW ME LOOKING AT RECIPES IN CLASS AND IN FRONT OF EVERYONE SAID "get off the low calorie thing" THIS IS SO EMBARRASSING
5
0
78
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
Never have I ever been hospitalized
Have
1886
Never
9838
1
1
68
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
11 months
Lord he's so fine
Tweet media one
Tweet media two
5
7
80
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
10 months
I have never been fooled like this in all my life 💀💀
6
2
78
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
"Nourish to flourish" and it's empty carbs and sugar
0
8
72
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
You feel goosebumps rapidly rising over your arm like a wave, and shudder. You step into the office and ask the lady at the front office to have a guest pass. "Reason for visit?" She asked, her manicured nails clacking against the keys to the monitor. "I'm here to surprise my-
1
0
77
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
@emocal Looking for a "no"in the replies to trigger myself
1
0
76
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
Almost finished w the cover for my ed journal 😙♥️ what should the other part of the zipper be?
Tweet media one
10
0
74
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
1 year
I starved best when I literally hated myself for being a literal human
1
1
81
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
1 year
1
3
64
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
@piericals @KlIYYAA This is the most normal method I've heard pls elaborate on patting dry
1
0
75
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
Never have I ever had specific cutlery for eating/drinking
Have
7640
Never
3410
2
1
58
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
I think it's funny that a lot of fat people say that plus sized bodies are dehumanized all the time, just to post videos of 'real' people in outfits that thin people were seen wearing.
Tweet media one
Tweet media two
Tweet media three
Tweet media four
4
10
63
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
Never have I ever ate a food I disliked simply because it was low calorie
Have
9494
Never
1804
1
0
60
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
Never have I ever fasted for a week or more
Have
1685
Never
9519
1
1
59
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
Drinks liquid to feel full 🥰🥰😘 Feels fat bc I'm full 😦😖👿
0
9
59
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
Never have I ever counted calories from gum
Have
7537
Never
3560
2
1
57
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
friend, it's been a while since I've seen them. I'll be quick," You assured her. "How cute! That's so nice!" You give a huge smile and reach over to grasp at the pass. You were filled with excitement. It's not often you see your best friend. Taking long strides towards the-
1
0
69
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
Never have I ever convinced myself that my scale is lying to me
Have
8071
Never
2262
1
1
57
@DismalDisease
𝕸𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖞 🜏
2 years
Never have I ever purged in a public space
Have
4176
Never
7198
2
1
58