A lil late but Happy Easter, Starlings ~
Yesterday (itโs 1 am at my place) was our day, I hope my fellow bnuuyโs and rabbitโs have made some chaos ๐ฅฐ
I hope youโve all had a wonderful time and continue to have a good one. MWAH ๐ค
Lil life update since Iโve been a lil inactive!
Your grill have been working hard af past weeks, am exhausted. And also say hello to Aiko ๐๐ป๐๐ป She my lil babyyyy
Health is what it is, but itโs going better and will only turn for the better it feels๐ซถ๐ป
GUESS WHO MAYHAPS HAVE NEW OUTFIT? AND NEW REDEEMS? I'm gonna look so cute, come check me out in about 30 minutes! Link in comments ๐๐
#VTuberUprising
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#ENVtubers
Todayโs gonna be scuffed af stream, not sure whether Iโve damaged my bone or tendon. All I know is that moving fingers and whole forearm hurts ๐คฃ
Might start earlier than usual and end earlier than usual!
SOOOO. UPDATE.
A buddy of mine told me to call hospital BECAUSE he told his mom my situation and she a nurse. I'm getting called in at 7, soooooo depending on how long it takes, might not be able to stream- take it with a grain of salt, WE WILL SEE.
I WILL GIVE UPDATES.
Todayโs gonna be scuffed af stream, not sure whether Iโve damaged my bone or tendon. All I know is that moving fingers and whole forearm hurts ๐คฃ
Might start earlier than usual and end earlier than usual!
I have gotten 4 messages as of today where some of my friends have said they are becoming mechanics.
WHERE'S MY FELLOW MEKANIKS, WE GOTTA MAKE A DISCORD ๐ซฐ
(Rt appreciated so we can find fellow mekaniks and see if this can become a thing ๐)
Iโm just here to say; get yourself a person who opens doors for you, and if you try? They will smack that shit close. Shit hot af ๐๐ป
Thanks for coming to my ted talk
(Bonus point if they just randomly picks you up for hugs aka uppies)
Update;
Read picture, stream is unfortuantly canceled as itโs hurting way more and I will still go to work tomorrow, so Iโll try to go to bed early ๐ค Iโm sorry loves.
SOOOO. UPDATE.
A buddy of mine told me to call hospital BECAUSE he told his mom my situation and she a nurse. I'm getting called in at 7, soooooo depending on how long it takes, might not be able to stream- take it with a grain of salt, WE WILL SEE.
I WILL GIVE UPDATES.
My apologies for inactivity! I have been pretty busy- BUT! It has been a very much needed thing for me and my health.
I have learned of some new things that hurt, but thanks to that Iโm able to move on better than ever!
Iโd like to lay it dead, so no questions please๐ค
#Vtubers
I need advice!
It has been a request for a while to start with covers from community.
What programs do yโall use or filters and so on? Any tips and tricks? ๐
Thank you to everyone who replies ๐ซถ๐ป
#ENVtuber
(ZERO SPOILERS) I have no words- The New Empire (Godzilla x King Kong) HOW I FKING CALLED SHIE OUT, and it happened!! MAN ALMOST GOT ME CRYING OF HAPPINESS and it was just- if you haven't watched it I recommend it 100%.
I see people write a lot on here about "why do so many successful/large creators end up being exposed in regards to terrible things" and the hurtful truth is that people can 100% succeed in this line of work from being manipulative and catering towards other people/creators only
UPDATE!
Hi starlings! Heads up there wonโt be a stream today since Iโll be meeting a friend I havenโt seen in ages!
Another fun thing that happened recently? So me and someone I might be pursuing (tehe) were talking about random shit- CHECK COMMENTS
Gomo Starlings!
How about we all just call in to work and slip under the covers and sleep some more?
(Wouldnโt that be a dream)
I hope everyone gets an incredible Monday ๐ซถ๐ป
Me: energetic, adhd gremlin moment most off Saturday or any day as of late
Also me: Bed looks comfy. I wanna be comfy rn. I slider under the covers- extra comfiness- felled and zZzZZZzzzzZ
GOMO STARLINGS๐๐ค I also managed to lock myself out of Twitter(X) tonight๐๐คฃ
I had the weirdest experience today at work with myself. Itโs Friday, Iโm vibing, everything is a-ok, Iโm feeling better, things are finally starting to look brighter somewhat.
Yet tears just started running down my cheeks, I know itโs the lil me โfrontingโ but damn-
So shocker- that was April fools ๐
Ainโt no way Iโd just drop it like that, yโall would hear the story first and it wouldnโt happen that quickly, Iโd for sure spam down X about what an amazing partner Iโd have - one day though ๐ค
For meee?? I just received Butterfly Mesh Dress H001 | ONE SIZE / RED from loveliest sinvike via Throne. Thank you lovely, mua mua! หโบโงโหโกหโโงโบห
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#Throne
We focus so much on gfโs/bfโs gotta be like this, but please start looking towards your friends as well. Not everything has to be romanticised, it very much exists platonic as well!
Each day I get taught I can ask for more. I do not have to lower the standard under the floor.
There are people I'll probably never end up talking to again, whether it be ending things on bad or awkward terms or simply just drifting apart. Despite that, I'll always be wishing and hoping for the best for them.
For meee?? I just received Lace Suspender Nightgown S231 | Black from loveliest Anonymous via Throne. Thank you lovely, mua mua! หโบโงโหโกหโโงโบห
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@Laura_UwU_
@kittyp3rl
Iโll be real, concept is the same aka booba. BUT art style IS VASTLY different ๐ I saw a difference right away and letโs be real, one can tell if it is or isnโt traced.
Your booba; more square shaped
Her booba: rain drop shaped
Someone have probably drawn this before you even.
This is how ยซfunnyยป I am, I saw yellow car, and if I cannot smack irl. I shall smack on snapchat.
Common European (some places) childhood game: Smack person next to you and shout yellow car- if they smack you and car isnโt yellow? You can smack them back as punishment ๐
Everything Xikesh said here!! BUT THE: โRumors are stupid and feels like youโre afraid of said person so you have to spread a lie, etc just to make yourself feel better. In the end itโs going to bite you back.โ XIKESH SPITTING FACTS ๐ซก๐ซก
If people believe rumors without a source of truth/proof then itโs on them really. Pretty much means theyโre not worth my time and Iโm not worth theirs.
If I find out about rumors about a friend/mutual Iโll always reach out to them. They deserve to know it + Iโll always ask for
I am considering making an alt account- just for nsfw repost and art and so on and thus I ask the opinion of yโall, should I and how has that worked out for yโall?๐
Having false rumours spread about me because y/n decided I โขstoleโข community members/viewers and dislikes me for different reasons- rumour being I threaten someone I loved back then with $suicede. When 1. Never self promoted 2. Do truly believe she just wanted him for herself +
For meee?? I just received Infinite Love Slip Chain | Default Title from loveliest sinvike via Throne. Thank you lovely, mua mua! หโบโงโหโกหโโงโบห
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#Throne
For meee?? I just received Temu | Register & Login from loveliest frithurikham via Throne. Thank you lovely, mua mua! หโบโงโหโกหโโงโบห
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#Throne
Itโs more than ok for me to ask for more than the bare minimum, Iโm encouraged to do so- friends have taught me a lot more and encouraged me a lot more than what most* past relationships/situationships have.
Thank you all for helping me on this journey. ๐ค
OTHERWISE- I will get to make schedule for this week after work tomorrow! Iโm excited to see yโall again๐ค Today has been filled with such warmth and safety itโs been so long since lil me felt so safe, canโt wait to do better and be better ๐ซฐ๐ป Watch me Starlings! Our new journey๐ซถ๐ป
@NeediVT
Your Chaotic yet Comfy bnuuy at your service! We love honesty and will keep things real and honest ๐ค My goal is to be a safe space, where people can be themselves ๐ซถ๐ป
@StrykurVT
Can relate so incredible much to this, I truly hope everything clears up and people start being more mature.
Iโm proud of you for speaking up Strykur ๐ค
@zumlings
So, how it works with colors in general, itโs impossible to get pure black. Itโs a very dark color (the one on your pants) but there is blue in there, but itโs a really dark blue crossing over to black. But again. Itโs impossible to obtain pure black.
@MegalodonVT
Iโm sorry this is happening to you Mega.
Iโm incredible proud of you for standing your ground and speaking out, and thank you for sharing it with us. ๐ซ
I truly hope only genuine people come your way ๐ค
For meee?? I just received Steam Wallet Card $50 from loveliest roberts via Throne. Thank you lovely, mua mua! หโบโงโหโกหโโงโบห
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#Throne
And Iโm over here over apologising because lil me fronting, over explaining that I am fine- THIS FKER JUST HOLDS MY HEAD UP SO OUR EYES MEET and โItโs ok, youโre safeโ - THE WAY I FUCKING BAWLED BECAUSE THE SAFETY?? THE LOVE I FELT?? HALP๐ฅน๐ค
Iโll catch yโall on Thursday! ๐ค
Iโve been laughing and feeling great and just suddenly noticing tears because coworker was like: Are you ok?? And now Iโm split sort of because Iโm sitting here like; Iโm fine, 100%. Yet why is little me crying?
Wish that we could go back and just embrace lil us sometimes.
No stream this week! I will be streaming next week and I think I will stick to every second week- tue, thurs and fridays! Iโm still trying to figure out a schedule that works for all of us๐ค
I will be making an alt account upcoming friday! Comments for more info!
@SkyveeVT
Itโs like I wrote this in the past, I know it all too well. It truly sucks, itโs heart-aching. But time heals all love. Iโm so sorry. Just remember to be kind to yourself. Give yourself time and let yourself grieve๐ค Iโm here if ever needed, you are not alone.
3. People that truly know me and have seen me at the worst would know I would never do such a thing aka threaten with yayeeting.
So either he lied about never having said that to her and she made it up, or he lied to me ๐คท๐ปโโ๏ธ
Which I have pretty much gotten an answer to now tbh
@Beil_Balveers
HURTS LIKE A MFER, almost cried a few times- *almost* and me crying of pain? shit is serious ๐คฃ it ain't no small shie since I have pretty high pain tolerance
@zumlings
Before anyone comes; UHM ACHTUALLY. No, uhm acthially black is the absence of light- because it absorbs it. Light is ALWAYS reflected when we make black paint, object and so forth. Whether that is matte black or metallic/shiny. Anyone whoโs gone interior should know๐