I know it's disgusting but I kind of like the validation ana fetishists give me because I feel like no one else will be attracted to my disgusting sick body.
Sometimes I forget that trying to relate to people can make them competitive and I feel so bad... Guys I promise I don't do it on purpose I'm just really socially oblivious
I legit don't get ppl who look at fatspo... Like I get ur fat phobic or whatever but when I look at fatspo I just see how beautiful they are? I think everyone's beautiful except myself.
Reaching the 48 hr mark of my liquid fast and we have sucessfully not puked yet! I'm reaching the feeling like shit hurdle but once I'm past this it'll be fine I feel