alt account of
@AuregaliaAruri
|| just OOC (out of character) related stuff, vent/rants, shitposting, random every day tingz - whatever I wantโจ
#AruREAL
IRL tag
I just wanna say that I love and respect my Nijisanji ID friends so much, they are some of the most talented, funny and entertaining VTubers I have ever seen in my time here as a content creator.
I don't want people grouping the current and Ex-IDs together with EN drama. ๐๐ป
Just because Vtubing is just a "hobby" to you, doesn't mean it's a hobby to everyone. To some of us, it's a legitimate business that we've invested a lot of time and money into like you would in any businesses so learn to respect that and take people's IPs seriously.
Man.. this graduation.
Back when I started vtubing, I had no friends, I didn't even watch or knew any vtubers when I first became an agency vtuber, I didn't have any genmates or support group.
Zen was one of my first friends here along with Lili and Aisha. -cont
Michelle Yeoh is out here making us Malaysians proud while some of MyVT is busy stirring up drama
Just a short while ago Malaysian Vtubers are ashamed of even calling themselves a Malaysian Vtuber, is that really how you want to represent your country to others in this industry?
Can we normalize that Vtubers can have relationships? I made a post talking about my boyfriend and I lost 40+ followers >.<
Donโt be scared to show who you love!๐
Quote this post and share your Gf/bf/Partner :D
On a happy note look at this cutie I love his Oc >.<
I feel like talents now would rather get used by an agency/company than go down silently with slander and defamation.
And this is going to be the start of a new Vtubing era. We're seeing more and more people standing up against their superiors instead of "obediently" obeying.
TLDR
- Grow your own community organically or you'll have nothing but big numbers and low to 0 interactions/views compared to all the "followers/subscribers" that you have
- Don't ride on other people's hard work ๐
- Learn some manners
I have a manager who has worked with me in a previous company, he's like a brother I never had
We always joked about me singing at his wedding for years now
I recorded a song for his wedding that happened over the weekend because I couldn't make it since it was in another city
I'm tired of the bullying, discrimination and borderline racism when people say "You're Malaysian but you can't speak Malay?"
The only time I have to fully use Malay is at mamak stores and if you don't know what that means then you have a lot to learn about other cultures.
I only say this because there's so much "Boycott All ๐ Talents" going on right now & I want y'all to please leave the ID side out of it.
I can tell you that the ID talents are really down to earth, humble & friendly, they deserve all the good things. Please support them. ๐ซ
OTSUUUU ๐งก I cosplayed as Nana from
#MobileLegends
in her Slumber Party outfit ๐๐
I had tons of fun in my 2nd anime convention!!
#comicfiesta2022
Here's my lil thread:
Hey Vtuber agencies.
Can we normalize the plastic surgery loan in K-pop contracts in the Vtubing industry where if we worked and paid off the amount/license price used on the Vtubing model, we get to bring them with us when we leave the agency? ๐ค
My dad gave my mom roses on Valentine's Day ever since they started dating. This is the first Valentine's Day my mom has to spend without my dad after his passing so I bought her a bouquet of roses. ๐ฅน Black wrapping instead of the usual because his passing was so recent.
One of the reasons I'm not that down about being locked out of my main account:
I like it here cus I see more of my viewers and their tweets popping up on my main page/being suggested and less of random vtubers that I don't even follow + every miniscule drama!! So cozy here ๐
I'm following back people who are showing up on my streams often & are being active in chat (regardless if it's a fan or a vtuber) cus I wanna get to know y'all and stalk your tweets teheperoโจ
If you think you qualify/if I haven't followed you back yet, leave a reply!
When people act all high and mighty like "you should solve this in the dms" yeah if that shit worked on people like that, you think we wouldn't have done it already?
I'm not doing this for attention. As a matter of fact things like this cause a dent in my portfolio. -cont
Tbh I have a lot to say about the whole
#MyVT
and
#MYVtuber
thing from A LOT of standpoints but I'm going to sit and watch for now because a lot of people seem to be getting a ton of things wrong but refuse to accept the truth, improve or listen ๐
the fact that you gotta wait ONE MONTH before being able to even chat in her stream and trynna give her the benefit of the doubt by being the bigger person, but when you say "hi" she gets offended, throws a hissy fit over a few alphabets and calls you pathetic LOL girl get a grip
Aueueueue I love indonesians, they're so open minded and sweet ๐ฅนโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ A lot of people checked up on me in the past few days and a lot of them are from Indonesia!! Some aren't even my friends!!
Thank you for being so kind! I wish we can be more like you some day ๐๐ปโจ
I hate interest and creativity gatekeeping.
I think people need to understand that not all Malaysians are in the same religion and not everyone is religious. If other people's nsfw art or "showing stomach" makes your faith waver then maybe you should have a stronger faith.
last night i had a dream about some random vtuber telling me there's a creepy male MYvtuber out there who is blasting about how he's going to hunt for female vtubers with the inked finger from election because it shows that they are "over 18" and "date-able" -cont.
#Throwback
old photo
Pardon the dirty ass mirror but there was a time when they called me fat in Kpop โ๐ป I'm around 158cm and the heaviest I've ever been in my life was 50kg -
#Altruri
When Christmas is too close to CNY ๐
Went to a mom and pops decoration store and I just see some kind of turf war going on with Christmas and CNY decorations ๐๐งง
I'm being strong for myself, my mom, and my community
And it's not an easy thing to do but I'm tough and I know I got this
Everyone is waiting for me
I'll do my best to be okay again ๐ช๐ป
Smol life update:
My mom was hospitalized for a body check up to see if she had any lung issues or blood clot - she had a lung x-ray, a heart stress test and an angiogram, everything came out okay!!
I also got a blood test today but I'm still waiting on my results ๐๐ป
lmao i can't believe that after one year of graduation i'm still crying about it because i just feel so exasperated by everything it was like the last time i ever wanted to give my everything to anyone/anything anymore
I love how people be acting like I don't speak Malay LMAO Missing the point entirely eh? Listen, I get A+ on all of my BM exams & I can converse in BM yeah but it's rojak & not perfect because I rarely ever need use it but even then it's never good enough because I'm "Malaysian"?
I was never secretive about my depression or anxiety, I just don't talk about them all the time cus I've lived with it for over a decade
Sometimes the meds don't work & that's when life hits the hardest ๐ฅน but you guys keep me motivated & everything feels so damn worth it ๐ค๐ฅ
Something kinda ironic that I learned:
As much as my family needs consoling, I feel like we've been working hard on consoling everyone around us whom we had to break the news to, like my dad's friends, my mom's friends who knew my dad, my own friends, my relatives...
I'm eating breakfast alone at the hotel lobby & I think I'm sitting next to a celebrity or something?? Because a few girls came up to her & asked to take photos with her
She's TALL, looks like a tomboy, has tattoos on her arm, anyone knows of a Taiwanese celebrity like that? ๐ณ
Packing up my dad's stuff is taking a really big hit on our mental health ๐๐ My mom's more than mine and it's not a competition but I have never seen my mom like this... Although I'm also grieving painfully, I literally cannot even feel sorry for myself around her
Give me a chance to dodge that bullet, some people ain't even worth it and I don't even personally know them. ๐ I would never have worked with people like that if I had known, pls. Y'all should've known that by now.
So the general argument and responses that I'm getting a lot from this whole thing is
"You don't speak the national language? Go back to your country!"
I feel like I've proven my points regarding the narrow-mindedness, xenophobia, and racism issues here in Malaysia. ๐
Tbh I'm so done with this thing but so many people went "pls settle this privately with her, we don't wanna see this drama anymore" uh if anyone were to shoot a text first, it should be her because she was the one who wronged me in the first place and I don't even know her?
TLDR:
The more I stream = the more introverted I am off-stream
The more I talk on stream = the less I talk off stream
Vice versa IRL
I don't think that's a hard concept to grasp.
And again, it's not you, it's 100% me.
Not being able to voice out about something done wrong because of NDA or whatever, it sucks. ๐ฅฒ Because you will always feel silenced and oppressed due to your experience. What happened was frustrating and suffocating but people don't know about it and they might never know.
Don't wanna flood the other post but I just wanna say that, without Zen, I wouldn't be the content creator that I am today. He played a big part and it's been a real honour to have met him. As a fellow singer, streamer and friend, I only wish the best for him.
๐ On the topic of this, last year I was also hearing about A LOT of people talking shit behind my back and spreading rumours about how I don't associate with smaller Vtubers just cus I turned down a few collabs that were happening at a bad time or featured people I blacklisted
Contrary to popular belief, I am NOT an extrovert, I am an ambivert, and I need time to regen after spending time with people.
So when people tell you they're "close" to me, PLEASE come and fact check with me because I do have lots of people I am fond of but NOT close with many.
my mom told me not to decorate the car because you become an easy target for danger if people identify that its a female's car
but
LOOK at all these cute accessories ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญโจ
((not my photos))
As someone who worked in a halal certification agency, I can tell you that applying for one is extremely expensive and it kinda feels like a huge cash grab for J*KIM especially when they keep trynna brain wash you and scare you into eating halal certified only restaurants -cont