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#shedtwt
intro !!
˚₊ el
˚₊ 14
˚₊ lw: 49kg
˚₊ gw: 39kg
˚₊ kpop twt - my, dive & moa
˚₊ i post uncensored sh ! ^^
˚₊ i like to cry & smoke
(plspls dont follow if u post/repost hardcore gore! not including sh ᡣ𐭩)
❤︎ or ↺ for moots!! (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)
hii! i want to thank you all so so much for your kindness it’s comforted me so much . if i could, i’d reply to every comment with paragraphs but im extremely tired right now so i will try respond to as many as i can! you’re all 100% right though camhs is soso shit .♡
@loveandbones111
id heard bad things about them but its my first time ever trying to get help from them (when i was 12 i was told i could get help from them only if i actually attempted when i was very suicidal) but theyd never been so abrupt to me before 😭
@rottenskelly
recently i gained a lot of weight back from developing BED and trying to recover from ana, they never even asked me about any of that and just looked at my cw weight as who i was to determine how much i was struggling. thank u
this might sound crazy but am i the only sane one here???? DONT carve ur moots name into ur thigh, DONT try find someone to cut with irl, DONT romanticise ur bf hitting u, DONT add extra fats & cals to your irl’s meals??????
@sspideywebb
you wouldnt even believe what ive been through and when i called them up for a refund theyd give me the money back towards a gym membership :(((((
i sometimes forget that behind our screens and beyond just being twt moots we’re all actually struggling with real mental illness that is leading to our deaths . it’s not silly or a laughing matter like a lot of us put out it is to cope, we’re all killing ourselves :(
@malinastarves
they said to me they also believe i have autism, but refused to diagnose me so now my family have to do it through a private GP . i really don’t understand whats the point thank u
he posted a 6 month anniversary with his girlfriend on his story today! ive been speaking to him for over a year and didnt know he had a girlfriend till this morning.
@riooo88978131
disordered eating doesnt fall under the camhs eating disorder team meaning they dont have to make a diagnosis and im somewhere elses problem, to my understanding its starving for reasons other than self destruction? such as body dysmorphia