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@4dorery

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𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𐙚 ࣪ ⭒ 14 ⊹˚. ♡ beomgyu ult 𖦹 ׂ 𓈒 ☆ ⋆ ۪moatwt+shedtwt!! (๑ᵔ⤙ᵔ๑)

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@4dorery
el 𐦍 ࿔*:・゚
3 months
✧・゚☆ | new #shedtwt intro !! ˚₊ el ˚₊ 14 ˚₊ lw: 49kg ˚₊ gw: 39kg ˚₊ kpop twt - my, dive & moa ˚₊ i post uncensored sh ! ^^ ˚₊ i like to cry & smoke (plspls dont follow if u post/repost hardcore gore! not including sh ᡣ𐭩) ❤︎ or ↺ for moots!! (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)
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6 months
omfg i literally ordered a salad. these big backed opps out to get me cuz wtf
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visited camhs they said i dont have an eating disorder i have disordered eating
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6 months
new haircut do we like it ? (*゚∀゚*)
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3 months
relapsing cuz i hate myself hehe ଘ(੭˃ᴗ˂)੭ (vids in replies - 🧵)
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@lemonhoney00 wait… this isnt the 5kg bowl of cabbage i ordered…….
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3 months
@insufferablwaif i never even knew, thats so fucked up whats even the point of trying to get help when they dont know what theyre talking about
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3 months
hii! i want to thank you all so so much for your kindness it’s comforted me so much . if i could, i’d reply to every comment with paragraphs but im extremely tired right now so i will try respond to as many as i can! you’re all 100% right though camhs is soso shit .♡
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@loveandbones111 id heard bad things about them but its my first time ever trying to get help from them (when i was 12 i was told i could get help from them only if i actually attempted when i was very suicidal) but theyd never been so abrupt to me before 😭
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✧・゚☆ | #edtwt ㅤ intro !! ˚₊ el ˚₊ 14 ˚₊ gw: 47kg ˚₊ (txt ult) moa, dive, and my ! ˚₊ new to edtwt and need moots 🫶🫶
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6 months
cold but cute omw to get pancakes :pp
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3 months
coping (self destructing)
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3 months
what is important about me if i dont have an eating disorder
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2 months
did i eat this set up or not 🙌
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2 months
i just need to keep cutting till i reach it
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8 months
I DONT REGRET A SINGLE CALORIE
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6 months
ootd??? (^-^)v
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6 months
yes im ready to accept my worst ana award
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@4dorery
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2 months
accidentally hit beans can some1 pls tell me how to take care of it? ^_^
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3 months
@vomitugw you’re right thank u sm, its my first time trying to receive help so i took it pretty hard :( (ofc its ok dw 🩷)
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3 months
these took me like 3 hours to do…… ( i _ i )
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8 months
i would face reveal but id rather you see me more as a little edtwt bsf than an actual human being
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3 months
i was underweight i starved for months does none of if matter
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2 months
lip piercing new reason to not eat yayyy
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5 months
suicide note drops tomorrow
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3 months
why do anything productive when i can watch twt porn and cut myself
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8 months
gn moots praying we all lose 5lbs in our sleep tonight 🫶
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3 months
@rottenskelly recently i gained a lot of weight back from developing BED and trying to recover from ana, they never even asked me about any of that and just looked at my cw weight as who i was to determine how much i was struggling. thank u
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6 months
@calsaredumbtbh no ive been craving it for weeks pls ot was amazing i devoured in like 10 mins
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3 months
my deepest yet! ٩(^‿^)۶ (vids in replies - 🧵)
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2 months
healed wrist! ^^
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6 months
i give up guess who’s on a one way road to skinny fat
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6 months
dude i lost weight even after gobbling down that monster of a pizza last night????? miss ana is on my side tonight 😻😻😻😻
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5 months
not ed content but reze cos ⁉️⁉️
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2 months
hehe
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3 months
@fairyslitzz thank you so much it means a lot 🫂💞
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8 months
guess which fatass made brownies
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2 months
this might sound crazy but am i the only sane one here???? DONT carve ur moots name into ur thigh, DONT try find someone to cut with irl, DONT romanticise ur bf hitting u, DONT add extra fats & cals to your irl’s meals??????
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@sspideywebb you wouldnt even believe what ive been through and when i called them up for a refund theyd give me the money back towards a gym membership :(((((
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3 months
the blood in my wrist is so warm lol ^^ (vids in replies - 🧵)
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ortho qween 🤞 (i just finished 2 bags of chocolate)
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3 months
first time i hit styro i blacked out and almost threw up LMFAO i reeallyyy hate gore
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2 months
UMM GUESS WHO JUST GOT INTO COLLEGE?? ig im not killing myself yet ???
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3 months
dont slit your wrist bitch i only did stryo and can barely move it 😭😭😭
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6 months
i sometimes forget that behind our screens and beyond just being twt moots we’re all actually struggling with real mental illness that is leading to our deaths . it’s not silly or a laughing matter like a lot of us put out it is to cope, we’re all killing ourselves :(
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6 months
“maintaining is better than gaining” BUT ITS ALSO WORSE THAN LOSING STOP THIS FREE ME
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3 months
i think i might kill myself i genuinely cant do this anymore
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6 months
@starving4kat you know i gobbled this down hjsmammabsvaghahdvdvs ty
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7 months
lunch so yum
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3 months
hello new moots!! i promise i’ll follow all of u back as soon as i can, i’ll keep checking! thank u all so much for being patient 💗
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shtwt moot me (꜆꜄ ˃ ³ ˂)꜆꜄꜆
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I HATE TIME ZONES ALL MY MOOTS R ASLEEP I MISS U GUYS 💔💔
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10/10, finished in 6 mins
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@malinastarves they said to me they also believe i have autism, but refused to diagnose me so now my family have to do it through a private GP . i really don’t understand whats the point thank u
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last year touched my friends bewbs (consensually) at a sleepover whilst we were drunk, freaked out when i sobered up and never spoke to her again !
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IM FAT BUT IM HAPPY
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7 months
okay anorexia starts after ive fucked this banana muffin up
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@4dorery
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2 months
but am i crazy or do i see a lillll tiny beans here 🤭 (please for the love of god ignore my stretch marks too)
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hai sorry i dont usually censor sh so block if u want!! 💗
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3 months
i give up on this ed shit ill settle with endless self hatred and self sabotage ᡣ𐭩
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8 months
protein drinks are the weirdest things ever why the fuck am i drinking water with cookies and cream flavoured powder in right now
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2 months
he posted a 6 month anniversary with his girlfriend on his story today! ive been speaking to him for over a year and didnt know he had a girlfriend till this morning.
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8 months
seeing someone with a higher bmi but better genes is soul crushing
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5 months
being junkorexic i feel like such a fake ana cuz yes im officially underweight but im such a fatass 💀💀
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2 months
new blades came today but i actually found a little peace in staying clean so maybe no more sh posts for a lilllll
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2 months
might commit tonight
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3 months
i might go for an artery with my new blades
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im going to the referral that camhs sent me to today… ill lyk how it goes 0.0
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3 months
mighttttt post more cuts tomorrow since i had an insanely traumatising night tonight but im trying to let them heal atm :33
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@Bellexyc who is out to get us the sabotage is insane…. 🙄
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3 months
still not satisfied though i wish i went deeper
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ok so i just got weighed at the doctors & now i need to go back in for a blood test so i can get referred for ‘support’………… chat am i cooked
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oh
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@4dorery
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8 months
my moots r like my big sisters i love u guys
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6 months
………….i dont even know what to say to myself anymore yes i finished the whole thing
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6 months
@diggadiet right??? maybe like a 300-400 cal estimate for the tiny slice i ate..? 😽
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3 months
@riooo88978131 disordered eating doesnt fall under the camhs eating disorder team meaning they dont have to make a diagnosis and im somewhere elses problem, to my understanding its starving for reasons other than self destruction? such as body dysmorphia
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3 months
if i dont make it into college im moving countries or killing myself
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7 months
ed doesnt exist this week sorry
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8 months
wanting to post bcs but what if i actually look really fat and everyone ignores the post and i die
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8 months
1hr in the gym burnt 500cal!! i might go on a walk ltr too
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@pearlycalls that must of been so traumatic i cant even imagine wtf. :((((
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my mutuals who like all of my posts when no one else will are the only real ones out there
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7 months
gn to all my mooties love u !!!!!!
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@l0usdiary2 i refuse to even do my skincare before i weigh myself because i’m scared it will add weight 😭
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