>_>”” SORRY i try my best 2 avoid discourse but like =_= regarding current events: if u judge ppl 4 their gbmis, 4 their safe foods, or start trying 2 trigger other ppl ortho style by going OMG SO PROCESSED under their posts u are NOT welcome on my acc. =_=“!!
T__T”” i know all of us have insecurities bcuz of eds but do any of u also have some for non ed reasons? ~_~”” 4 myself im rlly insecure over my lazy eye/eye disability but ive tried 2 embrace it in the last couple years of my life. some days r easier than others though >_>””
=_= odd question but does anyone still watch supersized vs superskinny? i remember tht was such a big thing couple years ago but now i hardly see ppl mention it >_>””
sora lore •_•
- survived attempted kidnapping 3x (it caused a school lockdown 2x)
- nearly froze 2 death at age 6
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- been to 13 different schools
- survived rollover car crash
- walked on a trail at the same time a dead body was found
- saved my sisters life at age 7 >_>
gesi lore
- first memories at 2.5
- almost complete dissociative amnesia from the ages of 6-9
- met my first real friend when i wss 11
- same year my ed started
- went into foster care at 13
- am bilingual (en & fr) & am learning asl
- starting my own business next month
"Deadass tho are you a girl or a boy" -> why dont we kiss and find out . you scared of a little homoeroticism anon?
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T__T <3!!! so many muuts recovering!! i want 2 say tht i have only hope & love in my hearts 4 u all. i want to meet you guys on the other side someday. i might not be ready to join now but i will fight to make that day happen. u guys truly deserve joy
good morning everyone !! ^__^
2day is my day off.. U__U <3 im gna spend some time cleaning and doing my silly prep n ill prob hit the gym in the evening instead of morning like i usually do O__o ? something 2 change it up 2day. ~_~ ^_^ OH and happy monday!! ^__^ new week..
T__T'' good morning!! i want 2 apologize 4 how abruptly went offline yesterday. i got some bad news about a family member but U__U" im trying to take things one day at a time. sometimes u just need 2 have a bad day. U__U" but i wish the best 4 u all!!
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T__T!!! ive said this before but i was muuts w a girl who when fasting killed 2 people because she crashed into them when driving. PLEASE. please dont fast while driving. im serious guys.
T__T <3 my grandma called me her handsome grandson today to the waitress and told me how proud she was of me (i also got a big work promotion) and im just. trying to enjoy the moment for once. ana isnt going to strip me of my last memories with my grandma.
im trying not 2 beat myself up over not counting/eating at tdee 2day because of how big these things are T__T””!!! im finally going to be getting top surgery after 5 years of fighting…. this is a day to celebrate
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im approved 4 surgery!!!!! T_____T!!!! <3!!!!! •_•””” my surgeon commented on how lean i was when i took off my shirt though €_€””!? but im so relieved. my workout routine was made 4 surgery so it was validating 2 hear him gasp •_•
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@“””””” AGHGHHHHH im so so so so nervous about my appt 2moro….. •_•””””””” >_>”””” like the fact im gonna know my top surgery date in less than 24 hrs from now =_=“”?!?!?! ;__;?!?! 5 years of waiting 4 this … ~_~””
^__^ good morning!!
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@“” mentally im preparing 4 the crazy day im about 2 have… =_=!! but a stressful day is only just a day. U__U <3 +_+ and im still planning on getting my workout in!! never back down never what? ~_~ <3
im giving u all a cup of tea 2 enjoy with me rn U__U
~_~ ok i said this on priv but im gna say it here again: I WANNA KNOW YOU GUYS AS PEOPLE. not JUST for ur eds… +_+ !! know tht if u post ab ur interests or something unrelated i will be a fan always U__U !!!!!!!
good morning ^__^!! 2day im just walking on my pad watching the sun rise out my window U__U i work later on 2day but im enjoying my morning so far… the sunrise means so much 2 me bcuz it means ive lived 2 see a new day begin. n im happy 2 be w u all T__T <3 how r u guys doing?
T__T <3!!! thank u 2 everyone who joined!! it was so fun chatting w everyone and even if u stopped by just to listen in 4 a minute im honored ^_^ <3
and honestly — id luv 2 make a gc w everyone who was hanging out and would like 2 be in one U__Ub
a lot of ppl r surprised when i admit im an orphan/ive survived tons of abusive situations bc im so nice? idk. my motivation is just tht i never want someone to go through what i did T__T” i want 2 meet and connect w people … :,,3 im a lover not a fighter
e__e why do gymbros feel the need to get shirtless and sweaty when they share their recipes . im gonna start posting myself butt booty naked covered in baby oil when i share my damn meals atp =_= !!!! but i cant ….. literally 1984
@lamictalpilled
my grandma suffers w ana & shes in her 70s. i watched her wither away when she first got diagnosed with lung cancer in 2022 and all she could think ab was how skinny she finally was. i had to scream at her that she had to gain or she was going to die. i recovered for her.
the funniest part ab my tl sometimes is tht ill see my vegan muuts post their meals and then ill see my carnivore muuts post their meals RIGHT AFTER . and the whiplash can be so crazy . NO HATE TO EITHER SIDE i just have to giggle when it lines up that way
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T__T”” in the last 2 weeks.
- my only family member passed away after confessing to being abused
- customer climbed counter and chased me at work
- work had 2 massive power outages
- had to open another hr case for abuse
- prof got fired 2 weeks from sem end .
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T_____T””””””” this is such a good thread… my heart hurts so bad every time i see a monkey mistreated . theyre my favorite animal and im so passionate about them T__T””
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@“””””” AGHGHHHHH im so so so so nervous about my appt 2moro….. •_•””””””” >_>”””” like the fact im gonna know my top surgery date in less than 24 hrs from now =_=“”?!?!?! ;__;?!?! 5 years of waiting 4 this … ~_~””
1/2 white 1/2 native american U__Ub i often get strange thoughts to do things like “eat boiled unseasoned chicken” and “do the cha cha slide” and then come back to my senses… (IM KIDDING)
GYM ALL TO MYSELF THIS MORNING LETS GOOOOOO ^__^ you know what this means…… =__= im about to steal the aux and play CARAMELLDANSEN ON THE GYM SPEAKER •_•
=_=“ recently ive been thinking REALLY hard about whether protein bars are worth the cals and im ngl >_>”” im starting to think theyre genuinely not •_•”” like i could have a whole yogurt bowl and the macros would give me more protein AND id get fruit
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T__T”” ohhhh today was not the best day…
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good morning ^_^!!!
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forgot 2 post but U__U its a protein yogurt!! ^__^ trying 2 channel my inner feya @/silkenribs 4 this one
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370cal 34.9g protein (yes im including some veg i had)
ok be fr would u guys assume im disordered based on this haul i got for the week T__T?? my grandma said this was a “red flag” to her that i was unwell but. i think i can pass as normal >_> look at all my cans of veg grandma ????
^__^” long time no see!!
i think im ready to come back now U_U” good morning everyone!! i hope uve all been doing well in my absence T__T””
today im hitting chest but i honestly spent some time wandering around my town watching the sun rise ~_~ <3
breaking my fast w this 2day U__Ub <3
can u guys tell its my favorite meal of ALL TIME +_+!!!!! EGG AND VEG!!!!! real soraheads know that i could genuinely exist off just egg and veg
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527cal 62.7g protein
pro tip what helped me w this is actually just going 2 bed earlier
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the funniest part ab my tl sometimes is tht ill see my vegan muuts post their meals and then ill see my carnivore muuts post their meals RIGHT AFTER . and the whiplash can be so crazy . NO HATE TO EITHER SIDE i just have to giggle when it lines up that way
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U__U i must go 2 bed now every1… i hope u all have urselves a lovely night. sleep well and dream big, because we still got a whole new week ahead of us +_+!!!
(ALSO — side note. never be afraid 2 @ me if u want me 2 see something ^_^ in fact i reccommend doing it
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e__e”” ok i hate putting drama/discourse on my acc bcuz theres no point 99% of the time but if you are anti recovery, block me. i genuinely hope you seek the help you need. we all come here 4 a disorder but ive seen some abhorrent shit the last couple days w recovered accs.
>_> idk if anyone relates but i physically CANNOT have sweet and savoury in the same dish . it has to be separate or in 2 separate bowls •_• the one on the left is making me recoil literally just cause its a combo of both
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"Sora ur alternate accounts profile picture made me laugh HAHAHAHA" -> •_• excuse me.. is this the handsome gentleman youre mistaking me for? we look NOTHING alike anon…. truly just your imagination
someone said something once about how regardless if you eat it or you throw it away its still food wasted and ever since it has made me SO MUCH better ab not eating stuff out of guilt •_•
U__U good morning everyone!!
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U__U”” mind u i played roblox for 2 hours with dio yesterday while on my walking pad. but i think its a mixture of having an active job/working out/finding stuff to do that involves a journey
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•_•”””””” vegetarian/vegan oomfs i have a question . is there a term 4 ppl who only consume non-red meat?
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T__T this month has been extremely challenging on me. ive had a lot happen all at once irl. i hope you all are having a better august than i am having. but i want to make the last part of august end on a good note.
•_•!!!!! WAITTTTT I FORGOT TO TELL EVERYONE . i bought a walking pad T__T!!!! my coworkers were suggesting me to buy one after they got some themselves and i figured id try one out ^__^”?
listen. i keep firmly out of stupid edtwt drama bc its not worth any of our time. but i gotta say . following someone w a big sw
@stika
in the name and being surprised shes a n
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. guys. come on PLEASE UP YOUR INTAKEEEEE =_=“
T__T <3 good morning everyone!! last week of august! i had a dream someone thought i passed away and it made me so sad •_•”” i am NOT dead ~_~ !! >_> this new screentime app i downloaded just works too well… U__U but 2day is my chest day… i hope u all have a great monday ^_^
for gags ill do a part 2 •_•””
- nearly got human tr
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4 drug money
- bio sibling is in jail 4 murder
- was addicted 2 drugs at age 8
- was put into foster care for ~5-6 years
- my great grandparents were residential school survivors
- my bio grandpa was murdered
sora lore •_•
- survived attempted kidnapping 3x (it caused a school lockdown 2x)
- nearly froze 2 death at age 6
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- been to 13 different schools
- survived rollover car crash
- walked on a trail at the same time a dead body was found
- saved my sisters life at age 7 >_>
U__U aphasia was the one who made me start thinking about it but do you guys have any songs/music that mean a lot to you? whether its traumatic memories/ed related/etc. im curious n id luv 2 hear it if ur willing… i want new music 2 listen to while i cook U__U””
today is officially a sora eats just a lb of lean ground chicken and egg whites night to make his macros after she had a 280cal fruit treat with family •_•”” >_>””” am i insane. maybe but am i making my macros at 128g protein for an intake of 1,228cal. hell fucking yes i am