I've felt like I've had to hide myself for the last month. I haven't felt comfortable in my makeup, my clothes, or anywhere public besides work. But I dressed up for sushi and I was feeling myself in a Hapa's bathroom last night. This is progress.
The submissive desire to do what you're told, be a good girl and make daddy proud vs the bratty urge to completely disregard commands, blow shit up and see what happens to you 🙈🥵😈
And I feel so alone. Everyone else gets to continue raving like normal and I can't even be in a crowd without feeling on edge to some degree. I barely even went to the inside stage at Paradise Blue because it was too much for me. This is so unfair.
Idk about y'all but I'm ready for a revolution. I'm getting super frustrated constantly hearing the popular and wealthy are disrespecting the production teams that create their events. Who's ready to build a fest
We have a new girl starting in the shop on Monday and now we have more female welders than males. This is literally never happens and I'm honestly stoked to be around so much girl power on a daily basis