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@xoxoesther__

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he/him. 16. rock & metal enjoyer. vent acc.

Joined January 2024
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@xoxoesther__
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6 months
#1 popsicle enjoyer
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5 months
@annarexxibackup I hope I never become this hateful in life towards my fellow human beings or any other living breathing life form that has feelings and ideas
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5 months
@lalaalal931631 haven't lost it or my first kiss yet bc i want it to be special :}
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6 months
half my moots are manic and horny and half my moots are manic and want to die
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5 months
need a sugar daddy terribly
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@xoxoesther__
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4 months
@restrictingboyy I'm a Satanist and I actually really like wearing my religious jewelry like my baphomet necklace and my brimstone cross ring during it :} I know this wasn't directed at my group but I think it's interesting to see diff opinions and backgrounds!!
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@xoxoesther__
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5 months
@subbpunkk @xaidyinginside I'm srry this is a genuine question where is the word man/men/boy/male in there am I missing it or,,
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5 months
I hate being hypersexual so much
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@xoxoesther__
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4 months
gunna log out and I'm hoping for forever, bye everyone and I wish you all well :}
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@xoxoesther__
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5 months
@subbpunkk @xaidyinginside okay, but with that logic they can also be neither man nor woman, or unlabeled, all totally fine! even both men and women includes women, where on those signs does it say someone who is exclusively a man can be a lesbian?
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@xoxoesther__
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7 months
@3dsther I DO TOO IT ACTUALLY IS HOW I STOP BINGING..
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4 months
@eternalrexic TELL SOMEONE OMG 😭😭
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@xoxoesther__
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5 months
@preittyiyess RIGHT or they have a super slow metabolism, or they have a disease, or are on a medication that makes it harder to lose, LIKE THERES SO MANY REASONS 1200 is not some super high number of cals plenty of people w ana have that as their daily intake bc their metab is fast af 😭😭
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@xoxoesther__
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5 months
@subbpunkk @xaidyinginside okay but where in those signs does it say someone who is exclusively a man can be a lesbian
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@xoxoesther__
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6 months
I can't kms because I have moots who want to kts and I need to make sure they're alive
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@xoxoesther__
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6 months
WOKE UP TO 5 NEW MOOTS
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@xoxoesther__
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5 months
@dezstarves @annarexxibackup & several are not even that fat where theres health concern, and if they were it's none of anyone's business?? and one is a BODYBUILDER. God forbid a woman works out???
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@xoxoesther__
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5 months
@iceblinkcals that one eyebrow razor one fucked me up so bad I had to go outside 😭😭
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@xoxoesther__
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5 months
@subbpunkk @xaidyinginside I didn't say cis men, I said men, that includes trans men because trans men are men? :(
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@xoxoesther__
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6 months
my mom said she didn't mind me getting more piercings if they weren't face ones and that she'd drive me to get my nips done 😭😭😭 meanwhile my moots r trying desperately to convince their parents to let them get a tongue piercing HELPPP
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@xoxoesther__
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6 months
@5ftsh 154 cm pretty short for a guy lmao
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@xoxoesther__
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5 months
I just want someone to love me and fuck me and tell me how much they love me
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5 months
@prod_joon @HittingArteries @dannyinatorr while you're bodyshaming a girl you don't even know online ,,??? 😭
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5 months
@miiuuu222 the way they're both skinny I'm so perplexed
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6 months
sometimes I wish someone big & strong would come rescue me
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@xoxoesther__
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5 months
@PinkLenmonade @kelpzaddy they always go quiet w this one
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6 months
I FREAKING LOVE MY MOOTS
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@xoxoesther__
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6 months
I wanna do this !!!! I can do multiple so feel free 2 keep commenting even if 9 people end up replying :}
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5 months
@Aakbas__ right like if it was a few scars here and there but these are like in lines and in a cluster I'm 😭😭
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@xoxoesther__
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6 months
checking all my moots acc when I wake up to make sure none of them kts </3
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@xoxoesther__
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4 months
guys I don't really fw the music on this playlist because it just isn't my thing but why are we shaming someone for their found comfort, music is art and is able to be interpreted differently that's the point, I'm so tired of people acting like mental health isn't diff for every1
@TricksterVampie
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4 months
PEOPLE WHO MAKE THESE PLAYLISTS CANNOT REAL BECAUSE WHAT THE HELL HUH WUH
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@xoxoesther__
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5 months
just wanna feel loved
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@xoxoesther__
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6 months
BTW for any plus sized alts out there almost all of us still accept you don't feel bad for your body in a movement all about pushing the beauty standards and societal expectations
@stinkymatsu
🫗ĸεɪĸօ琦湘
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.       ╭┈ • ┈ ୨୧ ┈ • ┈╮     ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ FAT VS THIN ☣︎⊹₊ ⊹       ──── ⋆⋅ ♰ ⋅⋆ ────     an outfit comparison 🧵🪡       { bookmark 4 later }        ╰┈ • ┈୨୧┈ • ┈╯ 🏷️ #thinspo #fatspo #thread #edtwt
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@xoxoesther__
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5 months
even if I have sex some day I just know I won't be able to enjoy it because the whole time I'm thinking about how they think I'm ugly
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5 months
there is one moot I want to go on a date with TERRIBLY
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5 months
I ask as if I have the money to buy subway even if I wanted to
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5 months
guys is subway on the boycott list?
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5 months
guys is subway on the boycott list?
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@xoxoesther__
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5 months
if I ordered a burger would you guys say the thing...
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@xoxoesther__
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4 months
hi moots im.gunna be logging off at least for a little while soon if you wanna stay in contact feel free 2 dm me and ask for one of my socials :} I use pretty much everything
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@xoxoesther__
Esther
6 months
would you go to an underground punk or metal concert with me ? :}
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@0calorieyogurt
Cynder ❤️
6 months
Would u be my friend ??
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@xoxoesther__
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5 months
any boys ( or girls, or nonbinaries, or genderfluids, or bigenders, or polygenders, or agenders, or genderqueers, or unlabeleds, or any other gender I didn't list ) who are in Europe and will let me live with them wanna be friends 😁
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5 months
@lololaade I don't rlly keep up with them but is dressing up as a demon even rlly that deep..?? 😭😭
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5 months
hi :} i did the thing
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6 months
I can't kms because my cats will miss me
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6 months
I don't wanna sleep alone tonight I wish I had someone to sleep call with
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@xoxoesther__
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5 months
@zzpupsALT I'm so sorry Jaden, do you have anyone you can reach out to?
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6 months
@jijiskateroooo I feel like you should've just not posted this probably bc no1 would've even known
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@xoxoesther__
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4 months
can u guys stop looking in pointing out what could be a genuine artists style or mistakes and instead point out the actual inconsistencies like the mysterious pink orb the shoulders are literally fine
@icespicee_
ice spice ☆
4 months
fisher remix out tonight!!!!!! 💋
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7 months
I need fatphobes to get the fuck off my tl weirdos
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@xoxoesther__
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6 months
@PaigeWontEat I don't know if this is bait but if it's not I promise there's people who care for you please don't choose edtwt it will only hurt you I promise recovery will be better
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5 months
'it's water weight' ok? and it's water WEIGHT. and it's water WEIGHT that I've lost!!!
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@xoxoesther__
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6 months
should I eat breakfast tmrw or fast until dinner again? :}
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6 months
should I make an actual intro.,,
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@xoxoesther__
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6 months
Victor Victor Viktoria Priya Alex Roro Jaden River Mavis Vana Kangel Birdie I could keep going :3
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KANDYY !!!
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jaden sugar ramiel (sussed tho ☹️) meowzers logan extacy six mapelapple alex misa
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5 months
I really hate that I have a higher sw from my disease because no one irl takes my ed seriously or has any idea that it's going on
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@xoxoesther__
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5 months
people aren't ready for how hot and skinny I'll be once i get medication for my disease 🙏🙏
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6 months
my bpd would not let a guy say he only tolerates me
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@xoxoesther__
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6 months
would any1 be interested in a foodspo thread but it's like a rainbow and it slowly gradients down ...
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7 months
@vllcals @SoapyAnal ??? okay not liking the movie & cast whatever but she isn't ugly ??
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@xoxoesther__
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5 months
how does pinterest see you? ♡ hobby ♡ love language ♡ song lyric ♡ comfort quote
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@xnikotyna_waifx
Wiktoria - edtwt ✝️🇻🇦
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how does pinterest see you? ♡ hobby ♡ love language ♡ song lyric ♡ comfort quote
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@xoxoesther__
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5 months
@ghostnook_ be mad because I worked and went through pain for those
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6 months
NVM I FOUND
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@xoxoesther__
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6 months
do any of you have that meme where the guy got the girl flowers and she's like 'I want bmi 13' or something
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6 months
would we be friends irl based on how I look? :}
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5 months
@sp3nc3rsc4ls hi !! I personally see nothing ACTUALLY wrong or inappropriate about this dress, super cute !! but here's why it honestly might be being seen that way
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6 months
@1nnerbalance I want to but I don't have access
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6 months
TRANSGENDER CUM SLUT ?!??!?!?+?!
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@xoxoesther__
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6 months
guys this is so embarrassing but one of my biggest stims is actually singing the national anthem and I don't know why
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what are the FIRST five words of the national anthem
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@xoxoesther__
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6 months
I just wanna have someone love me ( among otbee things )
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4 months
guys i really don't have much more fighting left in me
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5 months
@roxyworId @burgerputty I literally asked one of them if a cis man could be a lesbian and they said no lmao
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6 months
WHY DO MOMS BRING YUMMY FOOD WHEN YOURE FASTING WHY DO MOMS BRING YUMMY FOOD WHEN YOURE FASTING IVE ONLY BEEN IN KETOSIS FOR A FEW HOYRS RAAAAAAAAH
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@xoxoesther__
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6 months
I just had a shedtwt scrolling session with them #??÷?+ like when is the part where we become moots..
@xoxoesther__
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6 months
JUST FOUND OUT AN IRL HAS EDTWT??? WHICH ONE OF U IS IT OMFG
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@xoxoesther__
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6 months
id answer anything that isn't abt weight lol
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4 months
@Aakbas__ it's the same!! some ppl say fat is meaner but really they mean the same thing :}
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4 months
my fp never reciprocates anything and it's always only about them it hurts so bad
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@xoxoesther__
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5 months
if you see this quote with four pictures that expose your taste in men guys.....
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@xoxoesther__
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5 months
just want to go through a day without my body having the raging burning desire to have sex
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5 months
@cptaintavish I literally asked if a cis man could be a lesbian and they said no 😭😭
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6 months
all these ppl just came into class with a bunch of junk food from the store a couple blocks down and it's a bunch of my cravings omfg
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6 months
idk if anyone relates to this but like i don't WANT to eat like it's such a primal visceral urge but I really don't want to because I feel gross after like I just wanna be able to not be in pain and sometimes taste flavors but I don't wanna consume stuff idk,,
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@xoxoesther__
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6 months
I wish I was taller
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5 months
I say no that's too many cals idgaf anymore
@madhattersland
Maddie 𓆩ও𓆪 *recov era*
5 months
Edtwt what are y'alls go to excuses to not eating with friends 😭😭😭
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5 months
@candyecoated AVENGE SEVENFOLD...????
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4 months
@TypicalRatBoi @restrictingboyy I just meant my opinion on whether or not I personally wear it ! :} someone's background is just their background so I'm not rlly sure what the issue is there but srry if I offended u at all ^^'
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@xoxoesther__
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6 months
im thinking of making my own game maybe
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@xoxoesther__
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6 months
I know I should want to be the provider and whatever bc I'm a guy but I just don't want that at all I want to be treated like a girl
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@xoxoesther__
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5 months
I sent you my existential ramblings babe pls respond
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5 months
why r oreos so high cal I just want to enjoy a few oreos ☹️
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6 months
I'm really tired of waiting for the part where I get skinny :{ like I just feel like all the agony I'm putting myself through is for no reason
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5 months
my walk makes my body hurt so bad I hate being disabled
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Esther
5 months
I just want someone who loves me and will help me feel better by having sex every hour of every day
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6 months
I feel so happy knowing that I CAN resist food like I'm actually in control
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7 months
@sooperunknown @GothyBatz I actually really love MSI's music and their general sound they're pretty unique, a lot of their songs arent actually that bad, they're complete shit people though amd they can gfts </3
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@xoxoesther__
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6 months
i was gunna finish the fast, but I had a really good day today and me and my mom went shopping together, I think I'm going to let myself be happy and eat without worrying
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@xoxoesther__
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4 months
wish I had someone to hfffgrbjjgghsjbe with
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@xoxoesther__
Esther
4 months
I think I am just going to make a not ed related account edtwt really just rots my brain and makes me feel worse I think distancing myself from it and indulging in my actual interests could do me some good :)
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@xoxoesther__
Esther
6 months
pre pandemic vs now ?!?#
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@bonesera
L 🌊 shedtwt ,, FREE 🇵🇸
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pre pandemic vs now
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