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I’m chronically mentally ill & tweet about it Ψ • edtwt & bpdtwt

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@wlbrsut @snailcel888 I can’t imagine how anyone would like that it hurts so bad
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@edtwtconfessing A 14 year old would not have bpd. Only 18+ can get the diagnosis
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@planetgraves It’s the neurotransmitters doing it to us
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@reimunstable Getting enough quality sleep does help with overall health and can aid in weight loss though !! So at least there’s that
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@miiaowny I checked their media tab. There’s NSFW full nudity there. Must be a creep. Blocked them
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Bella Hadid our equestrian queen
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@raspbrrysoda 600 calories for running 10k? I wish. My watch says 436 calories burned after running 10k the other day
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@SachaFelineCat Very very low end of thinspo and almost bonespo
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@daintykg My intention is bmi 16 or 16.5, just lean muscle, and able to still live the life I want to but feel more comfortable with myself
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@oatmiu Yesss I love this energy. It’s too bad that other people are letting themselves down, I prefer to congratulate people on their progress !!
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@gagcrab @redwinona Wow it’s almost like this mental illness doesn’t just go away when you hit a certain age
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@angelicfemme444 They did do some editing to accentuate her appearance so there’s that to consider. In my opinion the movie might’ve been aiming to make her appear bmi 15 or maybe 14, and then I think her bmi is eluded to get down to 13, mayyybe 12 before she begins her presumed recovery attempt
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@iNomToast Your skin can get cleared up by making proper dietary choices. Anorexia with malnourishment can cause hormone imbalances, including some that can exacerbate acne
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@gagcrab @redwinona You’re going to monitor the criticize the whole of edtwt? Get a hobby & stop being miserable online. You’re choosing to be here as well. Maybe you forgot about that
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@danidani404 then there are people who omad an entire day worth of food and think it’ll still make them lose 😭
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EDTWT INTRO: 🦋 name: Saratonin age: 23 gender & pronouns: female, she/her height: 5'5" cw: 106.7 cbmi: 17.8 gw: 99 lbs by the end of July ugw: 96 lbs / 16 bmi * new to edtwt but not new to suffering with disordered eating. dx AN-r, bpd, ocd, adhd, osdd, & more
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@j3nrexic I’m hoping to help out with bringing the hype back. I don’t want edtwt to get boring 😪
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@chicdietchick Any psychologist was taught enough to know that’s an inappropriate way to talk to a patient suffering from an eating disorder. That’s malpractice bestie
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@mutiiiIation @hearts4skinny Sometimes I need a podcast or video playing at all times to keep my thoughts okay enough to do things if that makes sense. I'm not really addicted to my phone, but sometimes silence isn't helpful for me
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Equestrian queen Ms. Eugenia Cooney 🫶🏻
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@blushinberries Most of those people aren’t actually fasting though. A lot of people do “dirty fasting” which isn’t the same
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@aspiringmilf429 @thejiminmeal This sounds like some of the people I went to hs with. It’s accurate. Depends on the area you live in too
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2 mg xanax & thc just going to try and relax for January 1st
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6 months
Can my moots give some support again because I don’t want to spiral thinking about this breakup again & I literally have nobody to talk to & I’m so sad & getting bombarded with devastation all over again
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@lottpixie1 I don't recommend searching edx it's too much inappropriate stuff :(
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I need to lose at least 20 lbs … again
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Maybe the apple diet would fix me
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4 months
Moot check. Hi moots
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5 months
I had to squeeze into my riding leggings today so that has me pretty upset. I need to lose weight (again) 💀
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Bella Hadid our equestrian queen tries Western style riding 🐎
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Yesterday’s lesson 🐎
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Heartbroken but getting good grades & losing weight so I guess it’s fine
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@lungspo It’s probably because of how shaky she must be
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1 mg xanax and a 10 mg thc 20 mg cbd gummy & it’s time for some witchcraft
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why do people hate on almonds so much they’re healthy
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@sIeepyheaad Isn’t the age requirement for Twitter 13? That’s pretty messed up
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@myn7a Discord community
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Dusty & very sore after this riding lesson but it was a good one !!
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Everyone please tell Emerson that he is the most handsome cat in all the land ❄️🤍🌨️
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Vibesss 🐎
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I asked to not be given these leftovers from Christmas. So I’m not going to eat it because it would cause me extreme distress. My body isn’t a bin for food 🗑️
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Since I started saying “my body is not a trash can” I’ve been able to throw out so many left overs, meals I didn’t like the taste of, food that was offered to me that I didn’t want. So fucking freeing
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One week post horrific breakup
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@designerbaby010 @HereLiesOz Have you never been on EDSF and Pancake or …
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Pink and engraved PAX I wanted to share because it’s cute
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Xanax … refill … coming soon
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@goddesskcals Pretty much the only calories I don’t count. Vitamins, psych meds, black coffee
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Four year relationship ended unexpectedly over text. I’ve cried a lot already but now I’m just numb. I hope this is just another rash thing he’s doing and will come to his senses again
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I’m just going to try and move on after this breakup. My heart is shattered but I need to keep going
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@4olll1ke They’re in the pantry. I’m kidding sorry I had to
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Emerson has always been crazy for lentil soup so I must share each time
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@sk1nn1heart You're bmi 10, you're going to be experiencing serious hormonal changes that can cause acne or make it worse
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This is so me. It’s too much to share with anyone !!
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all of us 💀
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@gagcrab @redwinona It’s too bad that you choose to perceive it that way. & yeah ignore everything else I said
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@satanslov_e @edtwtconfessing It is true that it isn’t diagnosed in children under 18. Read the DSM
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@FilledwithUrine bf on antidepressants & gf who is committed to the bit (& also on antidepressants) 😪
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I’m getting so tired of explaining it to people that have only been on edtwt in the past few years
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some of y’all need to understand that high res = lower intake because the restriction is HIGHER so it makes no sense for it to be the other way around 😭
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@THINPIXI Yes this used to happen all the time. & when I did eat, I’d feel so sick & immediately I’d be on the toilet again suffering
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Good morning edtwt anatwt and bpdtwt how is everyone doing this Friday morning? 💕🩵✨💓
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7 months
Is the app Lose It better than MyFitnessPal now? Or do they both not have the scanning ability for free anymore?
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@plsfindmeagf I have a do not disturb option so I can only get messages from my bf. Perfect for at night
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@xanaxnap
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I appreciate all of you very much and thank you for interacting with me when I’m disordered on the tl 🖤
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Imagine thinking your bf was coming to visit for a few days but then he sends a breakup text & blocks you immediately. After convincing me for 6 months that he regretted what he did & wanted to be together for the rest of our lives. Whyyy would someone do that
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@dollykirb But it’s whey 🤢
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@notlivingart @edtwtconfessing You think that trying to stop spreading misinformation about bpd is weird? That’s fine
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Lentil soup & plain nonfat Greek yogurt
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I wish Bella Hadid would be back in her English style riding era
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Haul from yesterday !! 💖
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Very surprised & proud of myself for not taking any Xanax for the past two days. I brought .5 mg with me to class this morning just in case I start to feel like I need it later
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@thepinkhour High restriction is restriction with higher calories because it’s still considered restricting intake. I wish the kids would respect their elders & learn
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@sk1nn1heart Taking iron and calcium at the same time will mess up the absorption of one or the other. B12 is essential. D3 will keep you from getting too sad. Probiotics will do you many favors Those are my suggestions I don’t know why I worded it like that 🫡
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@littIefaery Suffering
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I will finally take a shower if I get five likes on this edtwt 🧐😭
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Genuine edtwt and/or bpdtwt moots please say hello. Show me who cares 😪
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edtwt is the only reason I still use twitter
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@__morose Use bmi, it’s applicable to both and gives a better idea of how big or small someone actually is
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Past bodychecks because I miss this
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Constantly thinking about this for the past few months
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Because winter doesn’t begin until December 21st
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why tf january is colder than december 😭😭😭
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I haven’t ridden a horse since December I miss it 😭
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@xanaxnap
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I've been enjoying having this account and getting to know some people on edtwt, bpdtwt, etc. It helps with knowing I'm not alone in this experience. I appreciate my followers and moots, it's crazy that anyone would want to interact with my account, so I'm feeling grateful 💖
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