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@willwantstodie

1 year

How the hell can anyone say that even as a joke? I’m crying

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1 year

I wanted to cut myself but my cat followed me and sat on my lap i’m gonna cry what should i do

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1 year

Bruh i used to be an orthorexic

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1 year

This thing is so fucking scary. Wdym one piece is 135 kcal, i could eat the whole package in a binge 💀

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@willwantstodie

1 year

I thought that's a basic thing not to call someone disgusting just bc they eat a food combo that you don't like, especially on edtwt?? We’re all disordered but you call me weird and disgusting bc i put ketchup on my pizza? I ate fucking soap and sponge during binge, fuck you

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@willwantstodie

1 year

@bibihaes The real ana

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@willwantstodie

1 year

Once i was cutting myself in my room and my mom wanted to come in but the door was locked and she panicked what i was doing, so i said i was just masturbating. She said ok good luck

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@willwantstodie

2 years

@anorecticz I love it, thanks

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@willwantstodie

1 year

I made it for the hospital but the hospital is full of jerks so i’m gonna binge them alone lmao

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@willwantstodie

1 year

So weird for me that there are actually people with an ed who have never binged. Like how?? And why not me???

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@willwantstodie

1 year

Guys i’m actually cis ok i don’t wanna be treated as a trans guy, i’m just simply a guy, i silly little guy with a pussy ok ok

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@willwantstodie

1 year

I’ll be the coolest mf in the hospital

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@willwantstodie

1 year

When i see a moot’s face reveal i’m always a little scared and nervous to interact with them afterwards like wdym you real and i’m talking with this fucking hot person?? This is true for everyone, all of my moots are so hot holy moly y’all are the best

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@willwantstodie

1 year

Wdym this shit is already 1050 calories i’m gonna kms why am i a fatty 💔

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@willwantstodie

1 year

I feel like a fucking child. And i enjoy it

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@willwantstodie

11 months

I miss you guys so much. It’s so hard to be active in the hospital, but once i get out of here i’ll come back, don’t forget me cutie patooties 🗣️‼️

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@willwantstodie

1 year

I’m gonna kms but at least i’m drunk

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@willwantstodie

1 year

I want to shit so bad please i’m trying

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@willwantstodie

1 year

I don't know what to do with my life. Since i’ve been here i’ve only faced my problems more and gotten worse. I'm honestly thinking about just going home and kms. I gained a lot if weight i wanna die i have no energy to be active rn i’m sorry guys i miss all of you i’m so sorry

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@willwantstodie

11 months

Yo guys i made a december cal tracker, idk if anyone would use it. Maybe i’ll make more trackers if y’all like it

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@willwantstodie

1 year

Okay guys i’m here i’m so scared i wanna cry lmao

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@willwantstodie

1 year

Almost binged on isler but i managed to stop and ate a protein bar instead. For dinner finally made the toasts with avocado, tuna and egg. And an instant broccoli cream soup. It was scrumptious, i’m so full rn Total cals for today - 1550 (finally broke the binge cycle)

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@willwantstodie

1 year

Breakfast is already 725 kcal i’m gonna kms. The binge urge hit me again, so instead i tried to obey while not losing control either. But still wtf how will i get through this day, let it be over please

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@willwantstodie

1 year

Lunch yay idk how many cals, i’m just tryna not to binge again

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@willwantstodie

10 months

Happy new year guys

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@willwantstodie

1 year

Honestly i’m so grateful and happy that y’all remembered me. I though everyone will forget and unfollow me. Thanks guys for being here for me. It’s so weird that i don't know y’all and we’ll probably never meet but i consider you my little family. Y’all are the best

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@willwantstodie

1 year

Sorry but how can you be both catholic and fatphobic? Isn’t the point of religion that you accept and love everyone? I just don’t get it

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@willwantstodie

1 year

Epic fatty binge oink oink

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@willwantstodie

1 year

Yoo are you my type? Maybe my expectations are too high, no one needs me…

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1 year

I acknowledge these aren't normal

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@willwantstodie

1 year

I won’t be able to reach the daily 40k steps in the hospital, i feel so disgusting and sad. I don’t wanna be here. I won’t be active guys for a while, i love all of you

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@willwantstodie

1 year

Me with my ed

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@willwantstodie

1 year

(Hopefully) last meal today, 680 cals. Why am i have such a sweet tooth, i hate this Btw rate my silly little broken spoon, it’s my favourite. My mom wanted to throw it out but i said nuh-uh 👆❌ it reminds me of myself lmao

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@willwantstodie

1 year

I’m a slut for greek yogurt, granola + fruits combo but wdym this is 960 cals (ok i had a few chocolate biscuits too but meh) idc my goal is not to have binges and not to go over 2k cals, i burn more than 1000 cals a day just by walking anyway. Over time i reduce my limit again

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@willwantstodie

1 year

Anyway i don't style my hair like this, but this was the most normal option i found lmao but i really wanted to try it. Well. I look stupid. I feel that compared to my older pictures it’s very obvious that i’ve gained weight, i feel embarrassed. And ofc the mirror is dirty AGAIN

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@willwantstodie

1 year

2020 vs 2023

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@willwantstodie

1 year

Me and who

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@willwantstodie

1 year

Ppl need to learn the difference between ‘i’m fat’ and ‘i feel fat’. You can feel fat with any bmi or weight, but please don't call yourself fat if you know you have a normal or underweight bmi. It’s so mean to really fat people. This is my opinion, i’ve been on both sides

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@willwantstodie

2 years

@bloombie The curse of the pear shape body

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@willwantstodie

2 years

Hetal1a characters as eating disorders - a thread for edtwt

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@willwantstodie

1 year

Lunch - 310 cals I’m doing well so far woo i hope i won’t fuck up

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@willwantstodie

1 year

Would you eat this to reach your ugw?? 😔💔

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@willwantstodie

1 year

This shit is 620cals and i ate this every day with a double portion of nutoka. No wonder i gained a lot of weight, holy moly 💀

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@willwantstodie

1 year

Honestly i feel betrayed. Twitter was my safe place but now i don't feel comfortable here either. It’s been a long time since i felt so hopeless. Am i really that ugly? I don't wanna live with this appearance. I know i’m overreacting but i’m a perfectionist with zero confidence

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@willwantstodie

1 year

At this point i’m really just mentally hungry, not physically. I need to calm down and stop after this - 475 cals

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@willwantstodie

1 year

Umm… no? This is literally a mental illness. If you only starve yourself because you’re lazy you don’t have an ed, you're just doing an extreme diet. Please don't speak for everyone. Because of ppl like you eds are not taken seriously and this is a big problem

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@willwantstodie

1 year

I’m offended when i see someone blocked me like why pookie i’m always tryna be nice and cool and sexy so pookie why why what’s wrong with me pls I SWEAR I WON’T PUT KETCHUP ON MY PIZZA AGAIN JUST DON’T BLOCK ME PLEASE but srs have i ever said something offensive? If yes i’m sorry

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@willwantstodie

1 year

Lunch before leaving - 475 cals

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@willwantstodie

1 year

It worked.

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@willwantstodie

1 year

I want to shit so bad please i’m trying

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@willwantstodie

1 year

I’m so confused. I thought i wanna be more muscular than skinny but idk since i walk, exercise and binge a lot i think i gained a lot of muscle. My brain says i’m sexy and it's just muscle but i feel like it's just fat and i’m so big and disgusting. I don’t know what i want

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@willwantstodie

1 year

What

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@willwantstodie

1 year

Bruh i’m tired

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@willwantstodie

1 year

Breakfast - 345cals

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@willwantstodie

2 years

@caloriehatepage I can't imagine the mental pain, it's horrible

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@willwantstodie

1 year

Fast? Nvm i’m binging again. I knew i shouldn't have gone to the picnic, now i’m in a binge cycle again fuck i’m so tired of this shit. I miss being an anorexic, now i’m just a pathetic exercise bulimic

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@willwantstodie

1 year

Random dessert this or that food poll bc why not, i’m bored

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@willwantstodie

1 year

755 cals but idc this shit is worth it rn

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@willwantstodie

1 year

A real footage of me eating my dinner

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@willwantstodie

1 year

She’s so silly (i’m scared help she will eat my soul)

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@willwantstodie

1 year

I just binged on moldy bread

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@willwantstodie

1 year

Ppl bullied me after my last uploaded pictures so i took down all the pics i posted here of myself, but now i regretted it. Nvm only the real ones know how sexy i am

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@willwantstodie

1 year

I’m scared i’m gonna binge, the urges are so big. I feel so empty and sad, i just wanna do something but i don’t want anything just eat - 300 cals

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@willwantstodie

1 year

I wanted to take more sexy emo justin bieber photos of myself but rn i look like 6 months pregnant so nvm rate the loaf

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1 year

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@willwantstodie

1 year

I feel so bad fuck i really thought this day gonna be alright but ofc i fucked it up as always

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@willwantstodie

1 year

When ppl misgender me on purpose Vs When ppl misgender me by accident

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@willwantstodie

1 year

@Sillyrexie I’m just ken

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@willwantstodie

1 year

In the end i didn't wear what i planned, i feel more comfortable in this but still ugly. You can see on my face that i’ve gained weight lol embarrassing. And my hair has also grown a lot. Gosh i need to lose weight, this is pathetic

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1 year

@willwantstodie im sure u look cool show us a pic if ur comfortable WE'LL HYPE U UP‼️‼️😝

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@willwantstodie

1 year

Lunch with my new cutie patootie electro slime

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@willwantstodie

1 year

@ChiiNanii Ppl really have no life wtf i hope it really doesn’t bother you, you made a huge progress and you can be very proud of yourself ily

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@willwantstodie

1 year

I finally broke the binge cycle, i thought it would never end. I already feel much better both physically and mentally

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@willwantstodie

1 year

I feel so invalid bc even on high res i often have binges, feel weak and dizzy. Then i rember i burn 1300 cals just by walking all day and besides this i often do hard workouts. But idc i wanna do mid and low res but i know i wouldn’t be able to do it in long term fuck

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@willwantstodie

1 year

Dinner - 300 cals Not binged today yeey maybe i’ll eat cottage cheese and banana for dessert, idk

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@willwantstodie

1 year

New fear unlocked, please guys don’t lick my head i’m gonna cry

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@willwantstodie

1 year

Idk if i have ednos or bulimia. Or just silly little boy syndrome idk it can be anything

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@willwantstodie

1 year

Binged. I was so good today but ehen i got home extreme hunger caught me, fuck. I feel so sick and disgusting

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@willwantstodie

1 year

It’s scary how my ed turned from a body image disorder into a coping method. Like Idgaf that i’m fat, it’s no longer the reason it was at the beginning. It’s just… gives me comfort. Control. Distract my thoughts. Ed will always be a part of me, only the reason changes

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@willwantstodie

10 months

Heey guys i’m still at the hospital, i’m alive. I’m doing kinda ok, i’ll be there until march if nothing happens. Until then i probably won't be very active, i’ll just log in sometimes so you don't forget me lmao god i miss y’all so much holy shit

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@willwantstodie

1 year

Gonna binge a cake after i get home then cut my wrists who’s with me

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@willwantstodie

1 year

I lost 1,7 kg in 4 days holy shit??

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@willwantstodie

1 year

You won fucking fatphobic freaks i’ve had enough, you guys are so disgusting rawrr 🦅🦅 anyway aph prussia is just better. Don’t forget me guys

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@willwantstodie

11 months

I hated myself throughout my childhood and didn't let people take photos of me. Now i know bc i was dressed as a girl and i was ashamed. Since i can finally be myself i have much more confidence and feel more comfortable. I never thought that i’d be able to post photos of myself

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@willwantstodie

1 year

I found my dad’s old drawings, i’m in love. He was so cool

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@willwantstodie

1 year

@iminsanefr It’s so weird that it's normalized. In movies it’s often a joke too that parents show naked pictures about their child to other people and embarrassed them. No it’s not funny just fucking weird??

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@willwantstodie

1 year

Try not to binge today challange, start now. My plan was to pull myself together before going to the hospital, compared to that i had only 1 day without binge this fucking week. Pathetic. The stress and fear just make my appetite even bigger ~ 195 cals

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@willwantstodie

1 year

I love you all so much, i love being here and interact with y’all. Idk what i’d do without this community, i made so many friends here. You make me forget how lonely and miserable my life is. There are so many kind and lovely people here, i hope you all recover one day ily

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@willwantstodie

1 year

Binging is so funny like why am i shitting for the 7th time today, i didn't take laxatives, this is not funny anymore. I mean i’m happy but it hurts like hell, my ass is gonna explode

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@willwantstodie

1 year

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@willwantstodie

1 year

LMAOO WHAT IS THAT HAIR i had this kind of hair when i was 13 and i asked for my very first masc haircut and i got this 💀 canon event

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@willwantstodie

1 year

@bulimicorpse Oh.

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@willwantstodie

1 year

I made vanilla pudding cookies with dark chocolate for my friend wohoo

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@willwantstodie

2 years

December trackers - a thread for edtwt • calorie tracker • step tracker • exercise tracker • cals burned tracker • binge tracker • purge tracker • weight tracker • diet tracker • poop tracker • water tracker

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@willwantstodie

1 year

Lunch - 330 cals I hate fish so much, i’m trying to change it because i know how healthy and low cal it is but i just hate the taste so much. I'll shove it down my throat anyway, i’m less disgusted by it than at the beginning

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@willwantstodie

2 years

Does swinging burn cals?? I’m a fucking idiot

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@willwantstodie

11 months

Guys this is my silly little pussy look at my silly little pussy. We adopted her from the street, her eyes were like that even then. She may have been injured in some way but there is no problem with her vision. Silly goofy car

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@willwantstodie

1 year

@starv3dcals She’s an angel omg so sweet

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@willwantstodie

1 year

Lunch - 735 cals, i overestimated a little because of the chicken, my brother cook it and i don’t trust that sneaky bastard. It was so good, i’m so full rn. I think this electro slime is my new bff, i carry it everywhere with me all day, little silly bitch

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@willwantstodie

1 year

I’m a fat fuck and hungry again so - 230 cals Adter several days of binging i’m used to constantly eating and being full, it's hard to break the cycle even though i know i’ll feel much better

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