@Tyyunmi
5 days no food or anything just water, after the 5 days I ate a small bowl of grapes, then fasted for another 2 days. this was when I was still fat tho (not medically fat)
for thanksgiving I had no choice but to eat approximately 955 cals ☹️ im so mad that I had to eat alot today but I guess its not going to make me gain hopefully since its just one day.
Reminder for all my sweet tooths out there that SUGAR FREE SYRUP EXISTS and is usually low cal! Also give more attention to fruits such as berries too and lowfat vanilla Greek yogurt! 🥰
In my other acc I was saying how I was fasting for 3 days recently well basically I completed it (3 days+10 hrs) and broke it with cucumber and green bell peppers but then I felt sick and p7rged in the shower (ik 😭) and ever since then Ive been bloated w water and feel fat
I hate my life my mom noticed that I lost "a lot" of weight the past week and that I "look like Eugenia Cooney" like miss girl Im only mid bmi 15 stop showing me her videos im not going to gain weight and if I EVER do im going to kms I was so fat even in bmi 17
-50 cals/10g protein HALF of canned white chicken (very little)
-60 cals/1 serving canned corn
-25 cals/1 serving pico de Gallo (tomatoes and spicy peppers type)
-~20 cals /Onions+celery+broccoli, lemon, black pepper
= 155 cals and very filling!
idgaf if im a bitch. its true. as someone who ACTUALLY is bmi 15, its fucked up to me and messes with me when y'all say she looks like me. maybe I shouldn't have guessed too high but I have really bad dysmorphia
I kinda wish I could recover so I could feel free and fix my relationship with my family but idk... they're always telling me I should gain weight and that I'm really skinny but I really don't want to. I feel fat especially my upper arms. 1/2
Normally I'd be satisfied with my weight for like a while since I'm finally back at my lw but I just want to continue losing more and more I feel like it's not good enough anymore
she's literally not even uw she looks average just flatter and also weighting herself in carpet LMAO ?? she's annoying cus all her posts are her bodychecking while making it "body positive" and trying to emphasize that she's not fat 💀
I literally have my main in my bio I swear is something happens like what happened to jess I wouldn't be surprised since im doing it to myself but id also prolly kms since my family follows me💀
I hatw myslef I jsut want to strarve and die I donty want t to live anymowre im cryingw so haerd rn my eyes b.urn im so fat I jsut wish it woudl melt off
@sweet19sblues
I think she got exposed to something and is curious ab it but if she doesn't let you see her ipad then you should say "then you know it's wrong so stop doing that"
I fuckign hate being in the mid bmi 15s such a fat fuck I hatw myself it looks better with vry low bf% but im a fat fuck and now I haven't really lost weight but im still in a deficit ugh wl has been harder ever is my maintenance lower or what
@peachyvampir3
when I was bmi 23 I was fat and I wanted to lose weight so I mentioned that I wanted to lose alot and my creepy p3d0 uncle admitted that im "a little chubby" but to just lose a little bit
guys I haven't purged in more than 2 weeks I think tomorrow is the day but I won't overdo it ill just do 3 sandwiches cus my aunt brought SO MANY and the flavors look yumm
ive been bmi 15.7 for the longest I want to die why am I so fat I can't believe I have all this yellow jigggly thing inside of me I feel sick thinking about it 😭😭😭
ive thought of that before and also how it would give me a reason to not eat since "I'd be grieving" so my grandma or anyone won't be forcing me to eat
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this is such a morbid thought and i would never want this to actually happen but do you guys ever think about your parents dying and then being able to restrict in peace
I'm scared that if I recover I'll look like how I did at my sw and all my new clothes of this year won't fit me..it's complicated because at the same time my health is failing and I also want to fix that. I want to have kids when older but I haven't had my period in 9-10 months