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Self sabotage comes in many forms.
โข Not asking for help
โข Rejecting praise
โข Isolating yourself when youโre hurt
โข Saying โyesโ to everything
โข Putting your needs on hold
โข Procrastinating important tasks
โข Trying to be perfect
Youโre so much more than your self doubt.
๐๐ป FRIENDS ๐๐ป DONโT ๐๐ป ASK ๐๐ป ARTIST FRIENDS ๐๐ป FOR ๐๐ป FREE ๐๐ป ART ๐๐ป REAL ๐๐ป FRIENDS ๐๐ป PAY ๐๐ป MORE ๐๐ป
Yes, Iโm a VTuber, but my face has never been a secret.
Iโm not a VTuber because Iโm ugly or because Iโm scared of others.
Iโm a VTuber because I truly canโt be bothered to put a bra on & try to look acceptable every time I stream. ๐
If you see this, I am requesting that you comment a heart in support of my upcoming appointment to find out if my cancer has spread.
Comment a heart for good luck. ๐ฅบ
I wanted to post that update, but Iโm going to disappear for a whileโฆ
Iโm going for a drive & I donโt know when Iโll be backโฆ
That text fucked me upโฆ
One hysterectomy later & we have officially kicked cancer out of my body. I am extremely weak, in pain & exhausted, but I love you all so much. This wouldnโt have been possible without you. Thank you for saving my life. ๐ฅบ
#FuckCancer
Iโm sorry, but I am closing my DMs until further notice.
I am a strong person, but I cannot handle back to back DMs telling me that I โwas the one who should have diedโ & that I โtook away Technoblades chance at winning his battleโ.
I am not sharing these DMs because these (1/2)
Youโre entitled to want to & keep using a derogatory word just like Iโm entitled to tell you youโre a piece of shit for using a derogatory word.
You donโt get to tell me Iโm โsoftโ because I donโt condone the use of slurs.
Thatโs called having respect for others. ๐๐ป
Now Iโm starting to understand why so many of the VS girls โdidnโt renewโ.
You all either got fired or you wanted to quit so you could try to get away with this brain dead garbage.
I love the VTuber community, but some of you really need to get your shit banned & revoked.
After needing to block now 47 accounts, I have turned off replies to my pinned tweet.
I cannot stand seeing any more comments about Technoblade.
I deserve to celebrate my victory in my battle with cancer.
Iโm sorry youโre mourning, but I will not be your punching bag.
โ ๏ธ IF YOU ARE A GUEST IN SOMEONE ELSES SPACE OR LIVESTREAM (STREAMER, FRIEND, MUTUAL OR VIEWER, PLEASE STOP DOING THESE THINGS ! โ ๏ธ [ ๐งต ]
NOTE : I AM NOT HERE TO CALL OUT OR SHAME ANYONE FOR MAKING MISTAKES, BUT I HAVE PERSONALLY DEALT WITH ONE OR MORE OF THESE ISSUES.
Iโm done.
Iโm done putting effort into people who put no effort into me.
Iโm done reaching out just to get ignored.
& this isnโt in reference to mutuals or friends who I know are busy or have prior commitments.
Iโm tired of begging for company.
If you want me, you know where
โIf you continue to stream on Twitch, you agree with what Twitch does to its creators.โ
No.
No, it doesnโt.
It means I canโt afford not to WORK & look for another means to pay my bills & STAY THE FUCK ALIVE through my 2nd battle with cancer.
Fuck off.
Iโm blocking every single person who tries to tell me that Iโm โhatefulโ & โmeanโ because I donโt condone a big streamer (or anyone) openly using slurs.
Go.
Fuck.
Yourself.
๐ฉท
I wasted 10 years of my life on someone who was never going to love me & appreciate me the way they said they would & I think thatโs what hurts the most.
I want to be invited to collaborations.
I want to be invited to podcasts.
I want to be invited to movie nights.
I want to be invited to make content with others.
I want to be invited to be in videos or compilations.
I want to be wanted.
๐ฅบ
โIt should have been you. Techno didnโt deserve this.โ
You donโt even know me.
I didnโt deserve it either.
No one deserves it.
Iโm sorry, but I will be blocking anyone & everyone who says things like that to me on my thread or in DMs. I deserve to celebrate my victory.
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ALLOW ME TO INTRODUCE VEX 3.0 ! ๐ค
A XENOMORPH HUMANOID HYBRID WITH A BAD ATTITUDE & INSATIABLE BLOODLUST ! ๐ช๐ฉธ
DEBUTING LATE SPRING / EARLY SUMMER 2024 !
#ETCHAVEX
Hey,
@Bungie
.
Iโm celebrating beating cancer on June 26th with a 24 hour stream &
@DestinyTheGame
has been my favorite game for almost 8 years.
If anyone has time & stopped by to say hi in my chat that day, that would be kind of POG. ๐ฅบ๐๐ป๐๐ป
#Destiny2
#DestinyTheGame
Apparently if your VTuber model (your OC) hasnโt existed for 18 years (been drawn or rigged) by default, your VTuber model is a minor & portraying a minor?
Tell me Iโm not the only one who finds that absolutely idiotic? ๐
For anyone who doesnโt know me or hasnโt been in the community long, I was diagnosed with cervical cancer in 2020.
I had a full hysterectomy in June 2022, but unfortunately because they played games with my appointments & made me wait longer than I was supposed to, the (1/2)
๐งต VTubing is NOT a tool for immediate success.
I want to start this thread with a disclaimer. Anyone can become a VTuber. I will never gatekeep VTubing, but I donโt believe that this is a โtoolโ that should be used for โimmediate growthโ.
I have seen this on multiple (1/?)
WAYS TO SUPPORT YOUR FAVORITE STREAMERS FOR FREE:
โข TAB THEIR STREAMS & MUTE THE TAB
โข SHARE THEIR TWEETS & TIKTOKS
โข LEAVE COMMENTS ON THEIR POSTS
โข CHAT DURING THEIR STREAM
โข SHARE THEIR STREAM
โข HYPE UP THEIR SUCCESSES
SUPPORT NEVER HAS TO BE MONETARY ! ๐
I want to be invited to collabs.
I want to be invited to events.
I want to be invited to play games.
I want to be invited to create content with.
My DMs are open & numbers donโt matter.
I will only say no if I know I will be busy on the requested day.
I want to be wanted. ๐ฅบ
individuals are CHILDREN & as hurtful, inappropriate & hateful as these messages are, I will not have anyone attack children on my behalf & I will not attack children. I am blocking & moving forward, but I just wanted everyone to know why my DMs are now closed.
Thank you. (2/2)
I HAVE NO IDEA WHEN THIS HAPPENED?????????? I WAS HAVING SUCH A BAD DAY & I SAW THIS & STARTED TO CRY SO HARD ! ๐ญ
Hi, I love you. & I am so happy you like my design. ๐
Waking up to being called a โclout chaserโ for the QRTs I made about the whole now ex VShojo situation made me cackle.
โVeX hoPiNG ThiS gETs hEr 200 ViEwErS.โ
I legitimately could not care less.
I said my peace & moved on, but you fucking weirdos keep, for lack of a (1/2)
JUST A REMINDER. ๐ซถ๐ป
โข BLACK LIVES MATTER โ๐ฟโ๐พโ๐ฝโ๐ผ
โข TRANS RIGHTS ARE HUMAN RIGHTS ๐ณ๏ธโโง๏ธ
โข SEXUALITY IS NOT A CHOICE ๐๐ป
โข DRAG SHOWS ARE NOT DANGEROUS FOR CHILDREN ๐
โข ANYONE WITH A UTERUS DESERVES TO HAVE RIGHTS TO THEIR OWN BODY ๐ ๐ป
โข THE LGBTQIA+ ARE NOT PREDATORY ๐ณ๏ธโ๐
โWhy are you defending billionaires?โ
Iโm not.
Iโm defending not making โjokesโ about 5 people FUCKING DYING from a submarine implosion.
If you morally see nothing wrong with โjokingโ about people losing their lives, thatโs very telling of the kind of person you are.
JUST A FRIENDLY REMINDER ! ๐ค
I AM PRO BLM ! โ๐ฟโ๐พโ๐ฝโ๐ผ
I AM PRO LGBTQIA+ ! ๐ณ๏ธโ๐
I AM PRO CHOICE ! ๐๐ป
I SUPPORT TRANS RIGHTS ! ๐ณ๏ธโโง๏ธ
I AM PRO SCIENCE ! ๐
I SUPPORT SEX WORKERS ! ๐
IF ANY OF THIS OFFENDS YOU, FEEL FREE TO SEE YOURSELF OUT ! ๐๐ป
If you see this person in your chat, following or Discord, please be weary. I don't know if this is something they do to others, but this is my LIFE they have played with & I am now in DANGER OF LOSING MY LIFE TO CANCER if these chargebacks are put through. ๐ (1/2)
ITโS FUCKING HOT OUT.
I SHAVED.
I MOISTURIZED.
I WANTED TO WEAR SHORTS.
BUT NO.
I HAD TO GO TO THE DMV.
SOME METHED OUT MOTHERFUCKER WANTED TO TOUCH MY FUCKING THIGH BECAUSE โI LOOK SOFTโ.
IโM ABOUT TO GO TO JAIL.
I will no longer be tolerating disrespect when I invite someone to raid with me while I am running a sherpa.
Talk over me? Kick.
Backseat? Kick.
If you want to teach, get into a different chat & run your own sherpa.
Donโt come into mine & undermine me & my teaching.
Period.
Since for some reason everyone seems confused because I have short hair & androgynous features, IโM A CIS FEMALE. I AM NOT TRANS. I AM NOT MTF. I love & support & adore my trans brothers, sisters & NBs, but I am not trans & have never claimed to be. Please stop asking. Itโs rude.
๐๐ป STREAMERS ๐๐ป DONโT ๐๐ป OWE ๐๐ป YOU ๐๐ป ANYTHING ๐๐ป NO ๐๐ป MATTER ๐๐ป HOW ๐๐ป MUCH ๐๐ป YOU ๐๐ป CHOOSE ๐๐ป TO ๐๐ป SUPPORT ๐๐ป THEM ๐๐ป
[ ๐งต๐๐ป ]
To the sorry excuse of a โmanโ that berated me during my last game on Overwatch & made fun of me for having cancer, how does that 9 & 15 K/D feel alongside that fat fucking L I just gave you as Sombra? ๐
Thanks for checking out my Twitch & my Twitter, babe.
I...
I CAN'T FUCKING BREATHE.
I AM SHAKING SO MUCH.
18 MONTHS OF PASSIONATE GRINDING & COMMUNITY BUILDING.
I CAN'T FUCKING BELIEVE IT.
#PARTNERVEX
HAS BEEN ACCOMPLISHED ON 11/23/2021.
๐
Someone at the mall recognized my shirt (I was wearing my own merch) & the look on this girls face when I told them โyeah, thatโs meโโฆ ๐๏ธ๐๐๏ธ
I didnโt catch your name, but it was so nice to meet you & holy fuck you made my day today. ๐ค
As if today couldnโt have gotten any worse, one of the artists I commissioned for a project for redebut has 100% ghosted me & took $800 along with them. ๐ฅฒ
I worked so hard for this redebut & saved so much before quitting my full time job back in 2021.
Iโm crushed.
โ ๏ธ STREAMERS ! โ ๏ธ
What is one thing you wonโt tolerate from a first time chatter?
For me personally itโs an ignorant or rude comment in regards to gameplay.
That is an โจinstant banโจ.
I appreciate all of the kind words & support through the terrible news & the breakupโฆ
Everything has been weighing on my heart & I have felt so lost & alone for so long & I canโt begin to tell you what you all mean to meโฆ ๐
Iโm so fucking seriousโฆ
Iโve gotten so many โjokeโ DMs in regards to the โIโll embarrass you on purposeโ comment.
Itโs not fucking funny.
Youโre a piece of fucking trash for finding my pain โha ha funny DMโ worthy.
Itโs cruel, uncomfortable & embarrassing.
Fuck you.
cancerous cells spread & right now theyโre trying to find out where exactly they have spread & how severe.
So far itโs looking like the mucus membrane of my vaginal wall & possibly my kidneys on top of now mild polycythemia.
Needless to say, Iโm devastated. (2/2)
If you see this, I am asking for you to say โhiโ back to me because it gives me a serotonin boost & Iโll reply to everyone when I wake up in the morning.
Hi. ๐ฅบ