I saw a article that read “ healing can be so hard when your inner child wants love , your teenage self wants revenge and your current self only wants peace “ and man , I really related to that .
Realizing I fell inlove too young, moved out too young, dealt with my hardest battles too young. Now Im feeling like a over stimulated adult tryna stay sane and be the best person I can be.
Depression changes you I’ve never been so emotionally UNSTABLE in my life. One minute I’m happy. Next I’m irritated asf. One day I might wanna kick it. The next ion wanna be bothered. BUT I will say, I appreciate the few that deal with my distance. my mood swings my EVERYTHING
I’ve spent too much time unhappy. Changing everything I don’t like about myself inside & out, changing everything I don’t like about my life. I have one life to live, it will be exactly how I want it to be.