trying to explain to my therapist that i've been feeling suicidal but not THAT suicidal like dont worry about it ahah i don't need to be admitted again i promise :)
by far the most frustrating part of my mental health journey is finding medication that works. it seems like every thing i try either has unsavory side effects or is just ineffective.
Dear heavenly father, why didn't you see it fit to give me a juicy rack? How have I forsaken you? Please bestow upon me huge gazongas. Big milkers, even.
When I was young I watched too many episodes of cold cases and became convinced someone would try to kill me and forge my suicide note, so I resolved to make my handwriting as quirky and hard to replicate as possible
I wish I were the confrontational kind of crazy instead of the hurt myself kind of crazy. I'd love to cause a scene in public over being misgendered but instead I will cry in my car.
Abilify has radically changed my ability to live my day to day life and finally be productive and healthy, but it's also caused me to be ravenous 24/7 and gain a lot of weight which I'm not happy about.
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It's my meds that makes it happen D: I have to be super careful to not do things that torque my anxiety. Can hardly smoke weed like I used to, too smh