Sand claims that he has no addictions, but I want to talk about one that is really clearly visible in him
namely the rescuer syndrome (with which I have been living for many years)+
if you think Ray doesn't feel anything for Sand, just rewatch it.
how much pain Ray has in his eyes, he understands that they are definitely not just friends, but he can't be honest with himself+
#OnlyFriendsSeriesEP5
we don’t talk enough about how disgusting this moment is because of Boston (and maybe Nick too)
yes, they're all drunk, having fun, but it isn’t their business what these guys feel to each other.
Boston is trying to force Sand to confess his feelings +
the way Ray hugs Sand, grabbing, clinging to him tightly like he is lifeline, being afraid of losing him, afraid that he will disappear
while Sand hugs Ray gently, soothing, stroking his hair, completely taking him under his protection
what if one of the kids asked who Ray loves the most and at that moment he would look right in the Sand’s eyes
or when they were saying goodbye to the children, one of them would say that he loved Sand so much, and Ray would reply "yes, i love him so much too”
this scene is a work of art, a delight for my eyes
everything is perfect here, their chemistry, their love, their dancing
now there are just the two boyfriends together
all 24 hours a day
now it hurts even more how much he is used to such an attitude, considering it proper that people who supposedly love him treat him in such a way that he is ready to be a victim if only they would pay attention to him, love him, be near him and not disappear
how funny it would be if sandray come back from their trip to Sand’s house and there is sandtop’s ex (Mix🙏🏻) sitting and saying:
“hello baby, did you miss me?”
I can't stop thinking that Ray sings only when he is next to Sand and is really happy, he is so comfortable with him that he isn’t interested in anything around him at all and he can be real, he can be himself
this is my new roman empire
everything is perfect, they’re both crying, loving eo, hugging tightly (they really need it), they can’t live without eo, their love SO powerful
#OnlyFriendsSeriesEP11