Damn this weekend just hasn’t been great for my body image. I swear I’ll just be reminded that men don’t play with boys on the daily at this point till I finally do them a favor and disappear lmao
Just got home from AKW, my god what an incredible weekend. Gonna need a few days to process it all, and then mentally preparing for Chicago. We’re in the endgame now lol
I stood at the edge of the threshold and stared down the great unknown that laid before me. I resisted the urge to wrap my toes around the jagged edge of the familiar that separated the known and unknown, and took a deep breath.
And then, I leapt.
I often ask myself why I don’t see a lot of people my age into Leather/kink (at least not as many as those that’re old enough to be my dad) and then I go “oh, it’s because they probably think I’m a degenerate”
Not me being asked about running for gay rodeo royalty next year when I’m not even a quarter of the way through my current title run lol
Anyway have buckle, bulge, and boots (and a bonus dip ring, don’t worry I had my wallet too lol)
Seeing as these are made of sheep and not cow I was asked if this leather goes “baa” instead of “moo” when I wear it.
I responded with, “No, it goes ‘Yes, Sir’ “
So my friends dragged me to the South Point hotel and casino to chew the NFR scenery and holy shit there were so many cowboys there and my imposter syndrome was PEAKING.
I’m finishing up my first ever can of Huberd’s on a pair of oil tans I’m wearing this weekend. Pretty fitting tbh.
I’m excited, I’m nervous as hell, but I’ll be fine, right?
…right?
@buckmeupdaddy
@joshstrap13
Cuddling and making out are my top two intimate acts. Part of that is because I’m so tight I need poppers for my PrEP testing (joking,) but I doubt that’ll really change much if it wasn’t the case.
Yeah, sex is cool and all but have you ever laid intimately with another man???
A shame this weekend had to end, because it was incredible. I got a lot of thoughts, a lot of stories, but for now I got some boots.
… and decent framing around my NastyPig hat that I totally didn’t try and do on purpose nope not at all
Update: I have a ring in my penis now. 8g captive bead.
It hurt but i apparently handled it well.
Got recommended 6 weeks before oral and non-condomed sex.
I have a PA now. Holy shit
Doms/subs out there: Discussing the terms of a relationship before a collar gets involved is really, REALLY important.
It’s different for everyone, no two relationships are alike, but leave no stones unturned.
That’s my peace, anyway. Have boots.
What’s that? Another blog post? Probably forgot I had this but alas, as a matter of fact I do! This time, a pretty timely post reflecting on the past weekend. Hope y’all enjoy! Boots pic for algorithm
You want to own a house because it’s a component of The American Dream™️
I want to own a house because then I can have a dedicated dungeon space.
We are not the same
@PupAmp
When the fun stops, stop. If you’re experiencing pain or discomfort there is no shame in taking the cage off. The fact you even tried in the first place is an accomplishment.
Impressing a Sir with my service is a high that’s dashed in an instant.
I smile and nod at compliments even though deep down I don’t completely believe them because I look in the mirror and see a fucking CHILD masquerading as a Leatherman.
Why don’t I see what others see?
Got asked last night how someone so shy could win a Leather contest. I call it “being infinitely better at public speaking compared to interpersonal communication.”
Considering this past year was the year I finally came to terms with my sexuality and started to engage with what I had only been voyeuristically enjoying for ages, all things considered I’m happy this year happened.
Let’s continue that next year, yeah?
Happy new year y’all.
Alright so this is not my image at all (got it from Tumblr, on a blog that posts nothing but other people’s photos… woo) but god DAMN the badge (I guess that’s what you’d call it even though it’s also on the front strap) on that Muir cap. Anyone know who sells those?
Just scheduled an appointment to get a PA. It’s about 4 days earlier than I would’ve liked but hey, at least it’s happening.
I’m getting a PA in 9 days.
Surreal.
So a flight attendant complimented my NastyPig hat only to find my ass on Recon as soon as we landed what a wild way to start this trip.
…and then I lost the hat. At least I finally completed the rite of passage of losing a NastyPig hat I guess