You could literally not show up to one of my streams for months and that wouldn't make me discount you as a friend. That's not why I started streaming. Support isn't based on how much watch time you have in my stream. That's not what makes friendships either...
Okay since I gained a bunch of followers, it's time to lose some more.. ๐
-I'm married
-I am a s*x worker
-I am anti-gun
-Trans people deserve health care
-Black lives matter
-Israel is committing a genocide
-I am pro-choice & pro women's rights
Your pansexuality and bisexuality is valid even in a hetero passing relationship. I understand the privileges it may give someone including myself, but it's so hurtful to feel excluded from the community. ๐
I just want more friends that aren't involved in any streamer drama and that just wanna vibe and game :') now I just need to stop being shy and reach out
Don't like OF or p*rn? Don't engage in it/do it. But I'm so sick of these ppl that shame sex workers for their way of living ๐ Being a cam model has quite literally saved my life and mental health. I used to cry at work every single day, and lost myself.
I lose followers every stream these days bc I'm not playing Dead by Daylight.
If you're into:
Cozy Vibes ๐
Mental Health Talks โจ๏ธ
The cutest doggo ๐ถ
A dorky person who's accepting of everyone ๐ฅง
A variety of games! ๐ฎ
Please take 2 seconds to check out my channel ๐
I'm not getting close with anyone in the stream community ever again. No hard feelings to anyone, I love you guys, but I have to put up walls. I'm so tired of the expectations people have in this industry.
I was at the ER for literally 70 minutes and the bill they sent me was over $700 just for me to sit in a hospital bed before they transferred me to a different hospital. But yeah Healthcare totally shouldn't be free right?
Trans communities are facing a very high suicide rate due to the lack of medical care, zero family support, isolation, while also facing hate crimes made against them every day, but you guys are scared of being bullied over a game you CHOSE to play.... okay?
Why do people get so mad and offended over being blocked by association. Please tell me what is wrong with someone limiting who they have in their space? Including on social media.
Women who tear down other women by saying things like "she doesn't like being over sexualized but she has an onlyfans" or "she posts provocative photos" please tell me, did he pick you?
Body confidence and being sexualized are 2 different things.
This is the last thing I'm gonna say about this. You guys playing the wizard game act like you're the only ones who grew up with the franchise. I had a rough childhood and growing up, HP was one of my comforts. It distracted me from the shit I was going through as a child. ๐งต
Do stream teams even serve a purpose? Like maybe I'm just too traumatized but it sounds like a giant s4s and f4f group. Idk I'm just too independent and don't trust people to ever be a part of one.
I'm feeling really down right now about losing acquaintances that I thought were decent people. I'm so exhausted from realizing people I meet on Twitch aren't genuine, and it discourages me from making any new friends. I'm so tired.
I'm sorry who this offends but it's a red flag for me when men in the streaming industry ONLY make it a point to make friends and network with women who stream ๐
I'm sorry but if you don't think Twitch deserves to pay their creators more for their hard work since Twitch's discoverability already sucks, and your argument is "they run a business not a charity," fuck all the way off.
Being a sex worker, showing skin, posting provocative photos, wearing whatever you want, or having an active sex life are NOT invitations for unwanted sexual attention, advances or even assault.
I'm convinced that if you're into fantasy stuff like myself, you're not weird you're simply longing for the mystical life we were supposed to have, skipping through flowers and eating fruit, instead of this capitalist, boxed in trash we live in currently.
Since I have people arguing with me over on tiktok about it.
It is NOT mandatory for a victim of SA to come forward about their abuser. They make that decision, once they feel safe to do so. Nobody gets to tell a victim when or how to come forward.
It's interesting seeing myself lose followers after I announced my break from Twitch. Some people will only look at you as what they can gain from you, and that's really sad. You're missing out on a whole ass person behind the screen. โจ๏ธ
Streamers who don't work don't deserve to be ridiculed for not having a job. I personally suffer from severe mental health issues that I still haven't diagnosed due to just not finding the right psychiatric help. If I go back to a full time job it will literally kill me.
I hate all these takes on whether you should eat on stream or not. The obvious answer is yes, we all deserve to eat and fill our bodies with nutrition. If it annoys you that a streamer is eating while live then you don't look at them as a human being.
Why are people so annoying when simply setting a boundary with them. How you respond to me setting a boundary will tell me a lot about you as a person. If you go into victim mode then.. grow up.
It's not toxic to block/ban people from your community and socials in order to protect your peace and it's funny how certain people will constantly make you feel like your boundaries are the problem.
Boundaries are never the problem.
I made money today and I made TikTok content and I made a good dinner, and I'm streaming on Twitch later ๐ I'm super proud of myself ๐ฅน you guys really do encourage me
"All men" is a statement that was created because quite literally women live every day under the grasp of men. We do not know which ones have ill intent and which do not. They might even be friendly at first, but eventually their true colors come out. ๐งต
Since I'm losing followers over it I'll say it louder, I don't support the HP game and I've been unfollowing people on Twitch for playing it. It's hurtful to see so many ignore the harm it's causing. You can play it, but understand those who choose not to support you bc of it.
This whole nonconsensual AI porn thing that happened to a female cc goes to show that making friends in this industry for women is really intimidating. We feel like the only reason some men are friends with us is because they're attracted to us and don't respect us as people.
She also doesn't take misogyny in the gaming industry seriously... it's a huge problem for women in gaming and we deserve to talk to our team if needed without being degraded ๐ please keep sharing your bad takes
People seriously need to stop crying over how RANDOM people talk to you in a fucking video game!
If someone tell you to go to the kitchen, so fucking what?
Learn how to talk back or just leave it. If shit like that fucks you up that much then maybe consider the mute option..
Grateful for the friends that respect me in my sex work, and don't mix it with my Twitch streams or community. That's a boundary I have set and most of my friends have the decency to respect me as a human being. So thank you.
Hot take: it's not sex workers jobs to make sure that partners are being loyal to each other. Involving ourselves in people's business like that when it comes to our job would be very exhausting and conflicts with our work. We are also not the bad guy.
As a Twitch viewer and a streamer, if I go into your chat on multiple occasions and try to build a connection with you and I can tell there's no effort on your end, then idk if you're my cup of tea. ๐ต
And no, size doesn't matter because I've had large streamers show more effort.
My boy is over the rainbow bridge. ๐My heart will never stop aching over this loss. You were more than just a dog, you were our best friend. You got me through some of the toughest times, and although we didn't have nearly enough time with you, thank you for the last 5 years. โค๏ธโ๐ฉน
I can't help but be bitter towards ppl I thought were my friends that couldn't even reach out when my dog died bc they were too busy being upset at me for setting boundaries with them. Idc what you did, if we were "best friends" and you lost someone, I'd still send condolences.
Don't put TTV in your name if you aren't 100% okay with the people you play games with. I'm not gonna check out your stream if your friends were toxic in end game chat. That reflects YOU as a streamer.
I wanna open myself up to having friends again. It's not fair to myself that people in the past who have hurt me are also getting to watch me put up walls. It's time for me to let go and attract good people into my life ๐ Those who've been breaking those walls down, I see you ๐
I just want you guys to know if you ever think I'm ignoring you purposely, I'm totally not. I have insecurities that keep me from building genuine connections, and I'm truly working on it. I've cut off a lot of friends this last year, and I have walls up. ๐
Having someone tell you they really enjoy your streams and thank you for your content really hits a spot for me. Thank you guys for keeping me going. ๐
I'm so sorry I haven't been able to sub to my friends. I haven't been in a financial position to support my streamer friends for a long time and I'm hoping that changes soon.
Can I talk about something that bothers me so much? I've struggled with it all of my life too, but I have grown to hate when people make you feel like you're invisible. You could be telling a story, and they say "oh I forgot you were talking" or they talk over/interrupt you.
If you sub to me, donate to me, or give me any type of monetary value in any way, that does not automatically entitle you to every part of me. I'm so fucking tired of this mentality and this treatment I get as a woman content creator.
I let her HR department know what kind of things she says online in her free time, since it's public info where she works. ๐ She works in Healthcare, so honestly I feel like they have the right to be made aware. & with that, I'll see myself out.
If you have a toxic family dynamic, or an invalidating one where you don't feel wanted..it's okay to say no. It's okay to distance yourself or forget they even exist. Create your own family, make friends, spend time with pets.(1/2)
Why do some of you guys get so mad at the people who speak up on issues and use their platform to boost marginalized voices? If you don't like that type of content then don't follow it and move on. ๐คท