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sw: 72kg / gw: 45 / ugw: 40 | 18+ pls | tragic & insane | AuDHD | dog mama♡

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Joined December 2017
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
4 months
if i can, u most definitely can💗
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
4 months
this man triggered me. if hes bigger than me and he can handle eating fuck all everyday then i shld be able to as well
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
3 months
@tteokdiet i wld have massive crying meltdowns bc i felt alone and abandoned when he didnt wanna hang out with me. so get u completely 🫶
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lulu♡
2 months
depression hair💗 2nd sucking in
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
4 months
me trying to pose but it not working out:
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
3 months
this outfit makes me look fat everytime time to abandon it
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
4 months
i look fat in this outfit and this is the only photo thats sort of ok
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
4 months
ur gonna let food control u??? an inanimate object?? pathetic
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
3 months
i dont remember taking that video lol im alive ill respond to ur guys reply on other tweet when i can. i overdosed last night lol
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
4 months
@alanayav also here to say drugs and alcohol. i wldnt be able to function in a party environment w/o being slightly inebriated🥴
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
4 months
omggg lost some more yay!!!!!!!
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
4 months
side pic as well lmao
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
3 months
im gonna go die now
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
3 months
new low weight, who cheered
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
3 months
i got my lil man some peter alexander jammies hehe doesnt he look handsome😭😭😭
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lulu♡
4 months
im in an excitable mood and this song makes me wanna dance like this errrrr time
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
3 months
i think my face changed a lot? i always looked like the first photos. my face has never looked like this ive always been chubby. that photo of me is ugly but u can see jawline compared to befor i think
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lulu♡
4 months
holy fuck my thighs HOLY FUCK my hand looks fuckin TINY next to that thigh
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
4 months
this song is tickling my soul it feels so relatable to me rn how beautifully sad it all is
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
2 years
my bf literally gets to eat 3000+ cals bc he needs to gain weight and im the opposite. i feel like im in an ep of supersize vs superskinny😭
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
3 months
@cosmiccalorie real, the ugw in my bio already knows shes a lie
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
4 months
i actually really do miss my big boobs. all i see on here is girlies who are happy to lose them. i legit found that to be the only attractive thing on my body so now i have an attachment issue with my big boobies. give them back, pls😔 (keep da rest of the fat away tho thx)
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
3 months
ugh had a man hold a gun to my neck last night. was so HOT😭😭😭😭
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lulu♡
4 months
losing is better than food losing is better than food losing is better than food losing is better than food
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
4 months
@cruelbodies its giving
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
3 months
my hair used to be so long its giving amberlynn
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
4 months
@paperbcgs i cannot tell like if she’s saying this to make ppl with eds try to recover bc it ‘wont work’ or if its actually factual
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
4 months
@cigaredds ive been obsessed with her since i saw the movie shes so beautiful
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
3 months
bought a fluffy jacket and caved on some sambas
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lulu♡
3 months
acquired
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
4 months
i videoed myself rambling for nearly 7 mins while i did this btw lmao
@stonednslayin
lulu♡
4 months
i just destroyed all this food also face reveal bc idc anymore
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lulu♡
4 months
HELLO???? NEW LOWEST WEIGHT JUST DROPPEDDDD
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
4 months
me destroying more food last night just in case id wake up and binge on it😭
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
4 months
who else has daddy issues
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
3 months
yall dw bc… she looks good but really girl?
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lulu♡
3 months
im gonna go die now
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
3 months
me before i made horrible eating decisions i want my chest bones more visible. lighting was hard in here
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lulu♡
3 months
omg redo bc i accidentally posted with his face lmaooooo anyways miss lumps tryna put on jeans and failing, my ex attempts to help😭
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lulu♡
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
4 months
bc // boring fit to the mall. these pants are my sisters and they kept falling down so i walked all over them🥲
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
4 months
i dont want to be here anymore
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
4 months
fuck that little demon in my head that likes to say i wont lose no matter how hard i try so i shld just eat. yeah u can fuck off and nibble at the fat on my thighs instead, thanks tho x
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lulu♡
4 months
i swear my family is all disordered. my brother starved himself after he got fat. my sister gyms/walks nearly every day. and my mum… juice cleanses, nutritionists, weight loss meds etc. i was never gonna be able to be healthy. im in an environment of toxic eating habits.
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
2 months
been a while again. depression sucks but look, new lw!
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lulu♡
3 months
cool thanks
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
4 months
me with trailer park boys
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lulu♡
4 months
good morninggg💗 nails infilled kept the same colour i love too much to part just yet, added some glitter this time tho
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lulu♡
2 months
princess nails💗
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lulu♡
4 months
good morning🌱
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lulu♡
4 months
fresh bong baby, cone time xoxox
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
4 months
bahahaha what the fuck first one hurt my feelings damn🥲
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lulu♡
3 months
yeah, shameful. 3 years ago
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
3 months
ew not the left on seen bc i wldnt send nudes tf? removed BYE
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
3 months
i tried a nail place in my city. what the actual fuck. she rushed it. im gonna book somewhere else for this week bc ?????
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lulu♡
4 months
everytime i go to compliment someones body i wanna say u ate and then i go mm but they didnt tho and i also dont want thqt to be taken in the u ate u look fat. that is not what i mean u just look so good rhat u mf ATE yk?😭
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
3 months
13 y/o me was such a liar. bitch u ate this like 2 times😭
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lulu♡
3 months
a man told me if i gained 5-8kg i wld be perfect. if i was perfect at that weight dont u think i wldve maintained? AND ALSO I DONT LIVE TO PLEASE UR EYES??????
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
4 months
i want a scale that yells at me. like if i hop on it, it weighs me and then lets out a huge sigh whilst struggling to say get off me fat bitch. pls that wld be so nice
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lulu♡
2 months
me and my friend fought a girl last night and then she called me an anorexic when security pulled her away… so u think im skinny🤭🤭🤭🤭
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lulu♡
4 months
pls let me leave bmi 18
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lulu♡
3 months
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lulu♡
4 months
the euphoria i get from losing is unmatched to any other feeling i get. feels so good
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lulu♡
4 months
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lulu♡
4 months
this duck has the coolest vibe ever i wanna chill with him so bad
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
4 months
@FatFinchDisease imma over explain the shit outta this, buckle in. 1st is nov ‘22 however i was probably around that same size until ab march ‘23? the 2nd pic is from yesterday but i have maintained that weight since oct (now tryna lose more). n e ways ab 8 months! lost ab 22kg :)
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
3 months
im so wacked rn dude everything feels slow mo benzos fucked me
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
4 months
crying bc im scared of going to an autism group thing that i havent even agreed to go to but am literally so scared of meeting new people by myself that it is causing me to cry in anxiousness
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
4 months
my brother was staying this week and he went back to his uni. he accidentally ordered uber eats to this address. burger king to be exact. i want to die i am so hungry but this is just GRRR WHY
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lulu♡
4 months
i actually want so many besties on here (i am lonely)
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
3 months
living alone perks. will not eat cereal its old as i need to throw it out lmao.
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
3 months
i refuse to learn the intricacies of macros micros all that shit. it will make my brain probably short circuit. too much info it wld panic me. all i need to know is cal deficit, move body, starve as much as possible n ill just sit in blissful ignorance ab the rest
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
2 months
hi sorry ive been gone. ive been failing at not eating this entire month bc so much is going on and now i keep stress eating and having massive binges. i havent weighed myself in a couple weeks and im really scared to. i feel like i can see the weight ive gained on me :( fuck me
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
3 months
@KsjuBinge @polski000 @ihatecaloriezz no its literally just not fasting. its not even intermittent fasting, window has to be at least 12hrs
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
3 months
i got beats today i am gonna try walk now and then maybe go to the store and see if they help me with not being overwhelmed:) i look fucky in these pics sorry
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lulu♡
3 months
they create the system and then blame women, make it make sense???💀
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lulu♡
3 months
why do the smallest things make me seethe with rage???? nvm wait its bc my plans changed and im autistic and this is now setting me off
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lulu♡
4 months
my sister reckons she bought me normal coke instead of coke zero. i said ok i wont drink it then ill throw it away. she goes why? coke zero isnt good for u either? yeah ur right the 200 cal sugary drink is defs the better option! she only came in here to fuck with me
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lulu♡
4 months
@lunacomehere makes me mad thinkin ab it, my fat-tivities got me STRESSING
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lulu♡
3 months
i tried to kms last night it was a blur
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lulu♡
4 months
i kinda wanna die? dont really feel like being here anymore.
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
4 months
just cried in front of a primary school of kids whilst they sung ‘youve got a friend in me’ to my mum😭😭 was so sweet, it was her farewell after 17 years working at that school i was a bloody mess
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lulu♡
3 months
@skintight_bunny acid reflux
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lulu♡
3 months
what who why where how💀💀💀 YES BYE BC NO??????
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lulu♡
4 months
does tiktok wanna stop tormenting me??? i cant even get any of that food in my country anyway wtf😭
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
4 months
every time this gets interacted with i stare at it hard and fuckin long. pls istg i want to look better than this it isnt good enough
@stonednslayin
lulu♡
4 months
if i can, u most definitely can💗
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
4 months
i want him so bad one chance please
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lulu♡
4 months
ok gonna have a subway sandwich💗 426 cals but gonna round it to 500 just in case. 6in wheat with ham and mozzarella + lettuce, tom, red onion, avocado, carrot, cucumber & beetroot w/ sweet chilli sauce and mayo - my go to! i accidentally ordered capsicum on it🥲will get rid
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
4 months
i had such good sex this morning. you forget that when ppl turn u on, ull feel that lil excited tingle. a lot of these men dont even make me h*rny like that anymore, how sad😭 we love mr baby daddy for his abilities
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
3 months
ok coming clean. i hate the fat pos movement. its hypocritical of me, but its promoting being unhealthy more than it is about loving urself. esp when multiple ppl in the community decide they want to become healthier and are met with backlash. at least edtwt supports recovery.
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
3 months
so i removed baby daddy bc that man flakes sm i hate it. like last minute too (this is when he doesn’t have his kid) so bye! found me a new man instead last night AND FUCK. he hit the SPOT. n he said this is only the second time hes gotten good head, shocked me ngl.
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lulu♡
4 months
383cals!! but rounding to 500
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@stonednslayin
lulu♡
3 months
@lotusluver_ I CLD NEVER DO THIS I HATE OTHER PPL SWEAT (n my own) BUT JESUS u cld do that step up dance in here its so wet
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