i don't think i was paying enough attention but for anyone who is following me/mutuals with me, if you post uncensored sh or gore PLEASE UNFOLLOW me. i'll be going through my follow list later on today and unfollowing everyone who does so
if you have shtwt in your bio or somewhere on your acc i'm automatically unfollowing unless you specify you don't post or interact with uncensored tweets. if you'd like me to follow back just message me!
i used to have a bsf who was not only my gw inspo but also my motivation because we used to ⭐️ve together. making it a friendly competition made losing weight sm easier cuz all i could focus on was who was losing more
i remember when my mom opened up about her b/p story and how she went to a rehab institution in the uk. but when i even so HINTED at the fact that i could have BED/ana she disregarded everything and told me i could never 💀 GIRL BYE
i am not one to diagnose anyone but from the way this guy in my class is around food it's so painfully obvious he has a bad relationship with food. i want to ask him about it but i don't think i will :(
watching my ex moots do stupid shit makes me so embarrassed for even being moots with them in the first place (i just unfollowed them bc of their stupidity)
DAY 1:
today wasn't the best but i didn't eat over the given cal limit just my own, i'm happy about that but i'll definitely aim for lower tomorrow since it's the same. kind of nervous for the next few days after that. but it's okay, i'm proud of us for making through today!!
i used to think noise was so annoying when trying to sleep but my friends put me on to rain sounds and heavy thunder and i have NEVER slept better oh my god
DAY 5:
it was definitely smth, i can down with a cold for a little and then got high, don't remember a thing but very disappointed because im sure i ate something.
i haven't weighed myself since abt january since my mom took the scale for herself, she has two others but chose to take mine for god knows what reason and won't give me any of the others? IM GONNA BASH MY HEAD IN
DAY 4:
today was a long day, do the most part it was okay but i wish my steps were better. tomorrow will be better tho, i've got a tour at my university tmr!! very excited, hoping to fast but we'll see. here's my cal intake and my dinner, not sure of the cals tho...
DAY 3:
today was also a struggle, ate a little over the limit but managed to get under with my steps and some exercise!! i can do better, but omg i'm so nervous for the fasts. idk how i'll make it through.
@khlorexia
lots of walking !! it took me about two months to notice a difference in my calves. first there was definition and then loss, but it's different for everyone!!
@xancore16
not exactly, after i quit my last job i simply didn't have the money for it. i'll use my friends vape from time to time when we hang out but that's about it