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diary of my thoughts 05/19y he/him aroace disabled (sh)edtwt pro recovery bmi 17s dm open

hw 19? lw 14 gw 12 ugw 9
Joined February 2024
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@starvingake
ake
3 months
new edtwt intro not new, just looking for moots ake, he/him, 19 cw 16s, gw 12s, ugw 9s i post my meals, sometimes body checks, and fit checks art school student wheelchair user pro recovery and not fatphobic looking for preferably adult moots! ♡ / ↻ to be moots
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@starvingake
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3 months
i feel so bad for having so many moots, i'm no longer able to keep up with all your posts and lives. please don't be mat at me for not interacting as much as before, i love you all and want to see everything you post, but now it's impossible
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@starvingake
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2 months
first day of school done!! today's fit was one i liked quite a lot. a little dressed up, but also really comfortable. the fabric in both the trousers and shirt is some of the softest i have
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@starvingake
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3 months
goodmorning mooties! hope you have a great day<3 any plans for the day? i will do some paperwork with my mom after yesterday's appointment. the doctor violated both me and my mom, and accused mom of munchhausen by proxy. we will send in a complaint (which prob won't do anything)
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@starvingake
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2 months
my friend (and neighbour) is sick, so i went to her house and baked a sugar cake with blackberries (i remembered to take a photo!!!)
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@starvingake
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3 months
finally private my account again, time to party!!
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@starvingake
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2 months
today's fit is a bit boring but i do really like the colour combination and the big pockets on my shirt was useful to put tools in while working on my books
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@starvingake
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2 months
my friend got 51 today and her birthday party was really nice. stayed the rest of the day and ate dinner there, her husband cooks amazing food! as usual, i did not forsake the opportunity to dress up. brown and orange are today's colours
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@starvingake
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3 months
my friend just called me to inform me his mom does not like me and i am not allowed to go to his birthday party why doesn't she like me? -i have scars on my face/arms -i am in a wheelchair -i always have ear protection (because of autism and to prevent overstimulation) ...sigh
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@starvingake
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3 months
goodnight everyone<3 really hope tomorrow will be better than today, have stuff i need done and can't do then sick or crying. will try to find the courage to weigh myself, i'm scared i have let myself go
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@starvingake
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3 months
dinner today is pasta and pesto! made a nice dough that was easy to make thin, one of the better pastas i've made. had a little too much chili in the pesto, my mouth hurts
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@starvingake
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3 months
goodnight cuties living in my phone<3 tomorrow will be amazing for all of us and we will succeed with at lest one thing!
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@starvingake
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2 months
if you are the type of person that touches their chips, why? why touch the disgusting texture? why not be a civilised human and use the snack tweezers? anyway, this is my dinner!
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@starvingake
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2 months
eating chocolate cake in bed instead of doing something about my awful body ): i just feel so sad and have no energy for any other way of coping
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@starvingake
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2 months
this will one day be the before photo, i need a drastic cange in my thighs
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@starvingake
ake
3 months
my way of dealing with invasive questions about being a man if someone asks too many questions, make it gay, cishet men will be uncomfortable (some leave) if they ask about boob related stuff, gynaecomastia. it's the perfect lie, easy to google and believable - most hides it
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@starvingake
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3 months
got a bit overwhelmed by all attention on my posts tonight and all the new moots. will not be super active today, my brain is already tired, and i haven't even left bed yet
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@starvingake
ake
3 months
for all of you who wanted to see my pie, i forgot to take a photo😔 but to compensate, here is yesterday's pasta pesto! it doesn't look super good, but was tasty. had some feta in it because had almost no pesto left
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@starvingake
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3 months
AKE LORE - was used as a partner by my dad from age 4-16 (sa and emotional) - lived mostly in ip at age 16-18 - have eaten like 11 spoons - got kicked out of an involuntary care home for having the symptoms they were caring for - was the fire guy at forest raves as a kid
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archer || shark of twt !! 🦈
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ARCHER LORE !!! - i was sa’d in kindergarden by another child. -i had a porn addiction when i was 6. - my mom started fucking her bf on top of me when i was 14. - i was groomed by 6 different men at 11. - when i was 12 i dated a 16 year old who lowkey hated me. 🤗
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@starvingake
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2 months
please stop living in different timezones🙏 especially you americans, i don't want to sleep when it's only evening for you!! i want to stay up and talk to you
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@starvingake
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3 months
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@starvingake
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3 months
today might be awful, but my meal wasn't! squash, feta, garlic and chili in the oven. one of my current safe meals, the texture of the baked squash is amazing i love it
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@starvingake
ake
2 months
i don't want to use jackets anymore, this blanket was perfect and cosy don't really like this chair, it beeps when backing. but at least it's orange, so not too bad
@starvingake
ake
2 months
is it socially acceptable to wear a blanket as a cape or being wrapped in it in public?
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@starvingake
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5 months
#edtwt new intro interact to be moots♡ •ake he/they 05/19y •cw44, gw35, ugw27 •arfid + ana •i use this as my diary •chronically ill and disabled •art school student •pro recovery dni fatphobic lgbtq-phobic pro israel hating on people
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@starvingake
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2 months
today's school lunch pancakes with jam and whipped cream
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@starvingake
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3 months
pls do this so i can do it when waking up tomorrow!! i'll give as interesting answers i can (stolen from celeste)
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@starvingake
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2 months
in 1,5 weeks school will start again and i will have my own course! i've wanted to be a teacher for so many years, and now i will finally be one (kind of). will hold a creative writing course 1h15m, every wednesday before lunch. never had a class by myself before, so excited
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@starvingake
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2 months
proud of today i went to the store to get food, and didn't buy any cake, nor candy!! i got rice cakes, two kinds of sweet yoghurt, low fat cream cheese, garlic bread, and a dried meal sure, the yoghurt is sweet, but it's still food and not in the same category as cake
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@starvingake
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2 months
pasta with pesto for breakfast!! (if i can call a 5pm meal for breakfast) had planned to have feta in the pesto, but forgot. had also planned on making my own pasta, but got tired
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@starvingake
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1 month
may have made an attempt, but it's okay now it didn't work, then i called my friend crying, she sent my mom who took me to the er. there they gave me some stitches and my mom managed to convince them to not call the cops and take me to the psych ward. so now i'm at school again!
@starvingake
ake
2 months
please let me get through this night, i'm not ready to die, i need to not cave in
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@starvingake
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2 months
breakfast is my beloved squash meal!! (i think i'm getting close to hating this soon)
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@starvingake
ake
24 days
what countries do you all live in? i'm living in sweden it feels like most of you are in america, but that probably isn't the case
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@starvingake
ake
2 months
i got a doughnut!! doesn't really feel like eating it, but it's pretty!
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@starvingake
ake
2 months
started to take dubble dose of my meds and it is working so well. my hr is under 90 while sitting!!!!
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@starvingake
ake
3 months
decided to eat dinner today because my body functions extra bad peas, apple, olives, feta, garlic, chili, lemon, pepper, herb salt
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@starvingake
ake
1 month
today's fit isn't the most interesting, but it was really comfy and practical if i'm lucky i only have 8 more days in this chair!! very much looking forward to maybe having more mobility
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@starvingake
ake
3 months
do you want hand reveal? 😭
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@starvingake
ake
3 months
goodmorning!!<3 any plans for the day? it's already 1pm, but Sotis is lying on me, so I can't leave my bed. i love cuddles too much to leave him
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@starvingake
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2 months
showing off my favourite shirt!! it has big pockets, and the sleeves are easily adjustable in length (so they don't get in my wheels). also really like the colour and fabric, it's really big and thin and good now when it's warm
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@starvingake
ake
3 months
meal for today! pasta, and sauce with tomato and okra base Rupert sat and waited for me to eat up so she could hop up and sleep on me. i love her so much
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@starvingake
ake
3 months
meal from yesterday! it was really tasty, hummus with vegetables (forgot to post yesterday)
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@starvingake
ake
18 days
to everyone that go worried about my breakdown, i'm safe now i did pretty good aftercare, it took a lot of tape so looks stupid, but it does its job very well. i will not do anything more stupid tonight, and am going to bed very soon thank you for caring about me🫂
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@starvingake
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1 month
i just decided i do not have an ed, and do not care about weight. all i care about it the cake that i got from my freezer (hope it defrosts fast)
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@starvingake
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2 months
dinner for tonight is cake and yoghurt
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@starvingake
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1 month
in 11 days i have an appointment to get my costom fit active wheelchair!!! if i'm lucky they have all needed parts and i'll get to take it home then, otherwise it can take a little extra time. i have a pretty bad chair rn, with a better one i might be able to do more stuff!!
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@starvingake
ake
1 month
dinner tonight is really fancy lasange with fresh tomatoes, squash and a lot of cheese (decided to not care about calories for tonight) the reason my meal is fancy is because i'm at my moms house and she has a good kitchen. that's also why i have Sotis as company tonight
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@starvingake
ake
2 months
goodnight mooties<3 tomorrow we will all have a good time! (which i decided, so now the whole world has to obey me)
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@starvingake
ake
2 months
dinner is ice cream today ice cream is my biggest safe food
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@starvingake
ake
2 months
tried to take a fit check of my at home clothes, but it looked really bad, so not posting it as that or the full video put decorations on the back of my chair today, really like them! (also liked how my arms looked in this, which is unusual)
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@starvingake
ake
2 months
today's fit!! made in bad light outside the trash station, always great quality on this account
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@starvingake
ake
2 months
thread of my favourite fits from this spring!! i'm bad at titles, but that's not the important part anyway. hope you like them
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@starvingake
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3 months
tonight i eat stew!! okra, tomato and pasta base
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@starvingake
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3 months
ATTENTION IF YOU ARE UNDER 16/17 OR DOES NOT HAVE AGE IN BIO I WILL NOT FOLLOW BACK
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@starvingake
ake
3 months
Soris (one of my cats) let me hug him in my arms and press my face into his head while he slept. he usually doesn't want to be held, only near. i'm thankful he allowed me to hug him for such a long time
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@starvingake
ake
3 months
he went to sleep, i love how his legs look while sleeping
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@starvingake
ake
1 month
tonight's work, and total work only 28 left to do!! and then i need to put them together, it will be a dino
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@starvingake omg i love crochet can you show me when you’re done !!!
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@starvingake
ake
3 months
need to go to sleep soon, have an appointment with a new doctor tomorrow, and need rest before goodnight everyone, remember you are loved<3
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@starvingake
ake
2 months
goodmorning!! any plans for the day? today i feel pretty bad, but it's almost 4pm, so i need to start my day. there is so much i need to do, but all i feel capable of doing is crying in pain Sotis came and was cute today! i'm so glad he is home, missed him when he was out
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@starvingake
ake
1 month
top reasons why i'm here 1. be openly mentally ill 2. complain 3. make friends 4. exchange compliments
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@starvingake
ake
3 months
accidentally fasted until 5pm today, was planning on eating when leaving bed, but somehow i timetravelled pasta with tomato and okra sause (leftovers from yesterday)
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@starvingake
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3 months
sorry i've not been active today. my excuse is that i'm having a chronic illnes flare up and are pretty bad mentally. will be back as soon i have more energy! anyway, here is today's meal (love these bowls)
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@starvingake
ake
2 months
my mom just gave me her netflix password. does anyone have recommendations? mostly interested in fiction, i like fantasy, scifi, mh stuff and often prefer animated over live action
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@starvingake
ake
3 months
me, a meal repeater? not at all!! this is a different type of squash than yesterday (even if it's cooked the same)
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@starvingake
ake
2 months
today's fit the colours didn't get a fair chance in this light. they are a lot brighter irl, but i do not feel like finding somewhere with better light or taking a better photo. still look okay like this, but would better in good light
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@starvingake
ake
2 months
please, this could be fun!! (stolen from celeste)
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@starvingake
ake
2 months
sometimes it feels like no one has the same taste as me😔 they used to have 3 monthly listeners, what happened to the other two? want to find more artists like them
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@starvingake
ake
3 months
goodmorning mooties!!! any plans for the day? i will bake a apple pie later and my neighbour/friend will come over
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@starvingake
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3 months
goodnight everyone<3 need to be up at 7.30 tomorrow so will go to bed even tho it's only 2 now hope you all sleep well when it's time for you
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@starvingake
ake
3 months
i need to lose weight!!! now!!! tomorrow i need to be at my gw!!! and if i'm not i will personally destroy the world
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@starvingake
ake
2 months
sorry for being ia today, i'm doing pretty bad today and aren't really able to think good enough was at the pride parade in my town, we were only there 1,5 hours, but that was enough to drain me both mentally and physically. been lying in bed feeling empty and sad for hours
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@starvingake
ake
2 months
sleeping cat allert!
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@starvingake
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2 months
today's school lunch we got sent to the restaurant half an hour early, and the kitchen people are now mad at us lasange and sallad, not the best, but it was okay
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@starvingake
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2 months
big sallad for dinner a cucumber, two small onions, a really small apple, feta (ca 70g), handful of corn, a bit of lemon, herb salt and pepper (should have added garlic, but forgot)
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@starvingake
ake
2 months
the day my thighs will look small while sitting in my wheelchair is the day i can relax and be happy
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@starvingake
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3 months
goodnight to all of you!! hope you sleep well when it's time for you<3 today i moved my bed to the ex storage room and will see how it is to sleep in here. the plan is to move more of my stuff tomorrow (not sure i'll have the energy to, but it's the goal)
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@starvingake
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3 months
me at 13 and me now at 19 don't know what to think about this
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@starvingake
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1 month
i just learned that most people don't love to argue and make everything into an argument for amusement. apparently, that is just autism😭
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@starvingake
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2 months
goodmorning!! (it's getting close to 5pm) trying a new type of squash in my breakfast, this one has very little seed in it. the ones i usually eat have a lot of seeds, i don't think this one will be better than the normal ones but still wanted to try it
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@starvingake
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1 month
realised i should have put a tone indicator in the troll part, it isn't negative at all he looked at me and laughingly said i looked like a troll, but in swedish where troll is a softer word, and he meant more chaotic little guy than monster. we are friends outside of school too
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@starvingake
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2 months
what i accomplished today!! moved in the drawer things and organised what was in them. it was a lot of garbage, but now several of them are empty. still have a lot of stuff to move and clean, but i'm proud of finally doing something, even if it was small
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ake
2 months
please let me get through this night, i'm not ready to die, i need to not cave in
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@starvingake
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3 months
goodmorning!! any plans for the day? it's 5pm for me, so the goal is to leave my bed and do something with the dat
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@starvingake
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1 month
hate that i need to wash myself to be clean. i want another solution than taking a shower, i don't want to get wet. it's stupid, i hate washing will go do it now, the world is a cruel place
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@starvingake
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2 months
I AM CLEAN TOOK THE SHOWER also GOODNIGHT!!! hope you all sleep well when it's time for you<3
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2 months
I WILL SHOWER TONIGHT my whole body is itching i am not allowed to ignore it i have to take a shower i will get clean if i go to bed without showing, you are all allowed to hit me as much as you like. i need to do this, it doesn't matter that i'm tired or that it's past midnight
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@starvingake
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2 months
night snack is popped rice!!
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@starvingake
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2 months
finally got done with the books that's been sitting half done in school since spring!!
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@starvingake
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2 months
when i moved here last year, the first thing my mom pointed out was how many apple trees there are in this neighbourhood and that it's the perfect place to steal from. i still haven't stolen any apples. she stole some last fall, but i'm not as apple crazy as her
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@starvingake
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1 month
it's only 9pm, but i think i will try to sleep now. have had almost no sleep the last two days, but tonight i'll try to remedy that. don't have a time to be up tomorrow and i hope for 12+ hours of sleep, i really need a long rest
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@starvingake
ake
8 months
edtwt intro looking for moots ake, he/they 19 cw 44, gw 38, ugw 27 goes to art school likes crocheting and book binding pro recovery not fatphobic ↻ / ♡ to be moots
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@starvingake
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3 months
okay mooties it's past 3 at night, i really should sleep now goodnight everyone!!
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@starvingake
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3 months
i make her depressed, and it's too hard to have me around. i can't go to her sons birthday party, it doesn't matter that it's important for him to have me there because he has few other friends. i make everyone uncomfortable and should not be allowed in public fucking hell
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